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700 · Oct 2017
Broken
Lily Oct 2017
One moment you were here and now you’re not. Our memories only to become a distant dream, leaving me forced to watch them be torn from the seam. Oh, and how I would sleep the rest of my days if that were the only way for them to be seen.
From the first moment I saw you,
From the first moment you spoke to me,
From the first memory of us,
Only to leave me to hear the first of many lies you told, now I wonder how many other hearts you stole...
This is the story of how I lost you.
You, my love, broke my heart,
I don’t even know where to start...
Since now I live broken thanks to you.
Years have gone and time has passed, why can’t I seem to accept the fact that you’re gone now, and forever will be..
You know I loved you then and I love you now, I can’t seem to figure out how I ever let you down, but now I’m broken... since I lost you.
You were my only, my only lover.
You brought sunshine to be rain,
You brought kindness to **** my pain...
My source of freedom,
My source of power,
Only to leave me in the end with no source of survival...
I lost my balance when you stole my heart,
I lost my smile when you broke my heart,
I lost myself when I lost you.
While years have gone and time has passed, why can’t I seem to accept the fact that you’re gone now, and forever will be.
You were my only, my only lover..
You brought sunshine to my rain,
You brought kindness to dull my pain,
You know I loved you then and I love you now,
My heart is torn while my mind is a mess, while all I can do is pray for this love to give me some rest.. cause I’m broken and forever will be.
I lost my balance when you took my heart,
I lost my smile when you broke my heart,
I lost my life when I lost you...
You were my only, my only lover..
For now our only memory left is farewell,
I will never forget you and the serenity you gave me..
Goodbye to my only, my only lover.
546 · Oct 2017
In this World
Lily Oct 2017
The girl in the hallway,
You always assume she's alright,
Hides her face in the pillows,
She cries herself to sleep at night;

The boy on the track team,
He just won the team race,
You assume he's obviously happy,
But he wears a fake smile on his face;

You come home to see your sister,
Slipping away to her bedroom,
Doesn't speak a word,
You assume she is tired from the day,
Only little do you know,
Her twelve-year old self downs a hand-full of pills to take the pain away;

Torment surrounds you although you are unaware,
Chaos and rage flood through the streets,
Yet no one speaks up to seek prayer;

Your own family fell to infinite pieces,
When you believed your dad was just asleep;
Not knowing a part of him was sick deep inside,
Every night he went out to get high,
Seeking to escape his real life,
How would you ever know,
All you ever knew were his pretty white lies,
You always pictured him a happy man,
His hurt was exposed shortly after he died;

The world holds many secrets,
Most of which none want to know,
In a world full of lies,
How will you ever hear someone's true cries?
In a world full of lies,
Holds pounds of pain upon pain,
Holding you captive to death with nothing to gain.
In a world full of lies,
Mistrust becomes common,
Yet no ones cares to change the problem

Stuck in this with only ourselves to blame,
Revolving continuously in a world of lies,
People search for death to ease their pain,
No sprout of life comes from living this way

Look around and notice the need,
Silent screams for revival roar with plead,
Learn to extend a hand, or two;
You never know what a little kindness can do.

You could change tear drops to warm hearts,
Then watch deaths transform into new life;
The work of true love restores truth to the world,
For the world full of lies finally has no place to take hold.
Be aware of others and the way the act and live, lives are important and should not taken for granted. This writing is meant to put you in perspective of how even the people you are around every day, struggle to live and keep up with life, even if they hide the pain. Show kindness in every situation, it may be all someone has left to hold onto.
450 · Nov 2017
Hurt
Lily Nov 2017
What do I do when I can't find you?
Always been told love was made of two,
you told me everything was fine,
yet you began to act brand new,
now it's clear to me that I couldn't take a clue.

Feeling this pain as I watch the rain,
hoping to find you in the clouds.
I gave you me,
I gave you my soul,
and for a period of time you made me feel whole.

Everything's changed,
now my only escape is on higher ground,
inhale and exhale is the only way I don't feel down.
God, just take this pain because all I want is to finally feel sane.
426 · Dec 2017
For My Love
Lily Dec 2017
Dear love,
We have such a different type of love, one that no one can understand. From strangers, to best friends, to the love of my life; isn't it crazy how life works like that?
I never imagined falling in love with you, but somehow it happened. We have our ups and downs, but no matter how many times I frown, you always treat me like a queen and help me pick up my crown.
Your smile is the light in my life, it makes my heart soar to new heights.
My whole world becomes complete every time I hear your heart beat.
Dear love,
For you deserve only the best, which is why my love for you never takes a rest. Through the months, even years, I will never give up, and when you're down I will always pick you up.
Until the end of time, every day and night, I will forever pray for you to stay mine.
345 · Nov 2017
Just a Dream
Lily Nov 2017
It was just a dream, thinking of having a happy childhood;
It was just a dream, hoping you could come home to welcoming smiles;
It was just a dream, wishing you could fall asleep at night without crying;
It was just a dream, begging for a normal life for once;
It was just a dream, crying out for someone to save your life;
It was just a dream, watching your whole world slip away;
It was just reality, slipping into a world of darkness;
It was just how it had to be, fading away into oblivion

— The End —