Lick my lips
Cradle my face
Gaze into my eyes
And tell me I'm safe

We hide pain with a smile,
but is it all worth it?
We hide tears with a grin,
but that's not how we truly feel.
We hide our darkness in our shadows,
but only we know the truth behind it.
We try fill our emptiness with laughter,
but they will never see our true emotion.
We hide it all away from the world,
but will it ever go away?

Never have i felt so alone.

All my friends have left
Fault of my own im sure,
For i never made the effort.
"Too busy, too tired" i said.
At first I blamed anxiety
But let's be honest,
I was just too lazy.

No family to be seen.
Packed their bags,
And off they went.
Still we talk in text, alas
no hugs through a screen.

Despite all this I was happy,
All this seemed as nothing.
As my girlfriend was my all
Best friend and family as one,
What more could i ask for?

Now we are no more.

Never have I felt so alone.