Lexi - Hello Poetry

Nov 2017

alone again

you cant help me, theres nothing you can do
cause im already broken through and through
just leave me alone and ill disappear
no one will notice im not here
ill be a shadow on the wall
and none of you will even know at all
im breaking piece by piece
my end is nearly here
goodbye, notice im gone or not
I dont care
its just me
why would you
even care?

#broken #alone #care

Nov 2017

alone again

you don't care

You don't care
Why would you ever
Its just me
Breaking over and over
You don't care
That I'm falling to pieces
Your blowing me away til im gone
But, you don't care and I was oh so wrong

#broken #caring

Lexi Nov 2017

I hate you.

Being unwanted isn't new to me. Infact I was shocked to find myself on the verge of tears when I found out you don't want nor care about me. I hate what you do to me. I hate that you're my weakness and you don't give a ****. I hate that nothing I do fazes you. I hate you.

But you see.. I can never hate you. Because I still love you.

#hurt #fuckit #dontcare #ka

Lexi Nov 2017

Dreamer

You kissed me! My brain is mess of tangled thoughts. He kissed me! You look at me with that angelic face, then hug me picking me up in your warm embrace. I kiss him back and then get ready for you to be mad. Instead you smile your dazzling smile and say "I liked that" and I am glad. Your voice, oh your voice like a familiar song, your smell is intoxicating, the taste of your lips leaves me feeling giddy but not for long. You are mine, I am yours. Everything is finally okay.

But
then
I
wake
up.

#disappointment #him #hope #dream #happy #love #ka

Lexi Nov 2017

That went well

Dear Brain, what the **** were you thinking?!

Sincerely, Heart

#heart #confused #hurt #lost #love #yearn #him #played #boyfriend #life

Nov 2017

Jamie Lee

The Mirror

I look, but I don't see...
I don't see my reflection.
A stranger stands before me,
staring back deeply into my eyes.

I only see a woman...
a woman who isn't me.
Her skin is so tight to her face,
she is tiny like a child.

Lines are imprinted,
around her dry lips.
Dark circles encompass,
each end of her eyes.

Her cheekbones protrude-
the light hangs on the edge.
Her smile is weak and faded;
who is this person I see?

I don't want to look,
she saddens my heart.
I don't want to see reality,
staring into the mirror.

#reflection #depression #sad #pain #misery

Nov 2017

Krista DelleFemine

Unsuicidal

If I tell you that I want to die
Will you listen then?
What if I say that I'm just sad
And could really use a friend
Must I self-depreciate
To get your ****** attention
Pretend that it's myself I hate
To spark your intervention
I am mostly happy
But still, I'm sometimes sad
Apparently not good enough
At dwelling on the bad