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there is not an organized method  of channeling my emotions I cannot  choreograph my thoughts in such a way that is beautiful and efficient on paper I can simply ramble on and on and before you know it I am lost within the parameters of my own written word,
but I don't want to be pitied I just want to be heard there are no expectations to fill for these ponders are not fluid
they are still
Now
Tempus fugit!
I say **** it.
Carpe momentum.
Carpe diem.
Carpe sabbati.
Carpe vita.
Of course I used a translator. It's been a long time since Grade 9 Latin.
twilight approaches
darkness descending
the day hangs
in between

night waits
round the bend
time goes round and round
while
life is lost and found...
ALL  WILL  BE  REVEALED,  IF  NOT - THEN
THERE  IS  NOTHING;  GIVE  ME  THE  TUNNEL
WITH  WHITE  LIGHT  AT  THE  END,  LIFT
MY  SPIRIT  WHICH  LOVE  WILL  TRANSCEND,  
LET  ME  SEE THE  DUST  ON  THE  LIGHTS,
NOW  THAT  I'VE  RISEN  TO  NEW  HEIGHTS,
BY  ASTRAL  PROJECTION,  MY  RESURRECTION  
IS  COMPLETE - FROM  UP  HERE  EVERYTHING
LOOKS  SO  NEAT, SPREAD  OUT  ALL IN  ROWS,
I'M  FLOATING  ALL THE  TIME BUT  NO  ONE  KNOWS
WHERE  WE  MIGHT  FINALLY  REST  IN THE  END,
I  COULD  TELL  YOU  BUT  PERHAPS  I'LL  JUST  PRETEND
THAT  I'M  STILL  IN  MY  BODY  LYING  PROSTRATE,
BUT  TO  TRAVEL  AGAIN  I  JUST  CAN'T  WAIT.
NOT  EVERYONE  BELIEVES IN  REINCARNATION BUT
IRONICALLY, WE  MAY  HAVE  NO  CHOICE.
 Jan 2016 Eiliv Advena
bless
take the hurt away
let love stay,

take the pain away
let love say,

take the tears away
let love today,

take it all, i pray




© 2016 B.L.
All Rights Reserved.
people die everyday, everyone knows that
but what about the people who died, who still had life in their eyes, dreams to fulfill, promises to keep and loved ones to come home to...
Once was loved,
but was suddenly stopped.

Loyal but betrayed,
Until led to astray.

In the dark it took flight.
Then he was born, the luminous night.
Slamming doors are our earthquakes
they are the faults that quake
and when they shift
I can feel our world quiver.

The home we've built
is almost shambles
the plaster lining our walls
crumbles and becomes the dust on our shelves.

The fights we share
are the shifting foundation,
where cracks stagger our steps
and cause us to share blows
dancing a silhouette
of arguments.

Pieces of people
that we never used to be--
are the imaginary characters to our fairy tales  
because there is no way
we could see either of as beautiful--
when we are only seeing
an outline of who we used to be.

Caricatures so misshapened
that they are etched into our bedroom
the sleeping place we used to share our dreams
and instead we scream our nightmares

collapsing from exhaustion
only to cuddle with extra pillows
building forts on each side of the bed
to at least have something comfort us.  

Our harmony finally makes it's ******
it is not the smash of earthquakes
but the sickening silence of loneliness
because we've become isolated.

no longer stomping out natural-disastres
instead we accept our indifference
and we quietly leave the door open--
because there's no need to close doors
in a house we no longer live in.
I was talking to my friend and I spoke about slamming doors.  This idea of rhythm and life lingering in why we slam doors resonated with me so I wrote this.  Slammed doors is our passion for those who/what we care about.
I miss you, but whatever.
'Cause I know that you don't care.
You don't love me, but her.
And you want to live with her, forever.
.
Yea, it hurts.
SEEING the two of you
In a couple shirt.
Her favorite color, blue
.
But, it was a heartbreak.
HEARING your endearment
Sweetiepie and Cupcake.
How sweet?
.
Even it makes me fake bloom
SMELLING both of you
With the same perfume
The smell that I love too.
.
Though, it was a heartache
That you're always forcing me to TASTE
the cook of you in a plate.
that you're always cooking for your date.
.
And it's dying
That I FEEL your sweetness.
otherwise, my heart that full of bitterness.
That love you're giving her, and being selfless.
.
It really makes me missing you
'Cause I'm just your bestfriend
But when you're not yet meeting her
It was me, your only!
.
But, not anymore.
'Cause I'm just your before.
and she is your dream future
But I'm still hoping for..
.
.
For us.. that someday it will still be me.. YOUR ONE AND ONLY, BABY.
True to life. HAHAHA. :D
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