Today, I saw the sunrise.

Yes, I was up all night.

But it wasn't as sweet as it used to be.

I was up all night, suffering from insomnia, in tear puddles caused by your memories.

As the sun kept rising I hugged the teddy you gave me, for my eighteenth birthday, a little tighter, wishing it was you.

As she heals.
We heal.
As she breathes.
We breathe.
As her fury decreases
We mend our ways.

If love is a drug,


Then I am an addict

And when death comes my way.
I want to feel every breath.
I want to remember every second spent with you.
I want to hear your heartbeat as mine begins to stop.
I want to comfort you and tell you that I'm alright, even though I'm not.
I want to hear your voice for the last time.
I want to see your face before my eyes.
I want to meet your soul and mind for the last time.
I want to tell you I love you on my deathbed.
And I want to hear you say "I love you too" before I close my eyes.
For the last time.

And when i die.
Let me go.


**** my thoughts.
And don't think of my ghost.


Don't let me come back as tears In your eyes.
Just let me go and don't think twice.


Don't think of me when you're at home.
Don't think of me when you're on the road.


Remove all my memories.
Erase all my photos.


Delete my poems and
Destroy my phone.


**** me in your mind.
And never think about me twice.


And when I go,
Release all your anger.


Just let it be.
Don't get angry.


I know how you can be.
You won't shed a tear but you'll cry on the inside heavily.


Don't let your anger take over.
Just forget about me. I was just a lover...

Me: Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who's the strongest of them all?

Mirror: You. You run, chase, trip and fall yet you get back up after it all.

I felt safe with you.

But I forgot that the same fire,
That gives warmth holds power,
To destroy all that's in its path.