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Descovia Jan 2021
Feeling the gravitational pull of the forces surrounding my essence.

My deities answered my calling to ascend, to become transformed, and accepted my offering! Provided nourishment in blessings, from other dimensions!

Received from my moment of profound meditation.

Deep mysteries of the unknown sleeping in space, aligns truth within the constellations revealing reminders this is nothing more than a illusion.


Deceived by moral corruption in mystifying concepts.

Is fiction reality? What is
considered intangible, and understandable?

When will it all make sense?

We spiral in the formation of our galaxy.

In which expectations are countless, but are not in field of our control.

As we wait for time to bring us home
Descovia Jan 2021
|F* Fake Friends|

Use and abuse. I been through worse.

This is why I am the Dark Arts Master.

Better people done me worse, so on any spectrum
Why consider you as a factor? It's just the beginning, cannot promise you a graceful, happily ever after!

IT'S MY STORY....

I'll continue with

Or without you too!

All my days ones

Had problems, since day 2

**** all you put me through.

Oh, so it's my fault?!

  For my love being too true?!

Would I've been a first call or last decision?

I am too old school
to trust anything new.
Should have trust my intuition.

You act like
I have nothing to lose!

Isaiah don't try everything
You see your parents do.

I be stressing...
On how to make this world
Safer for you!

No victory lasts forever..
This is not, the way I want to win!

**** that and your fakeness.

If this reaches out to you.
This ain't no slick diss.

On the contrary, I can be cold blooded

but most of you be on the snake ****.

Never, have I ever been betrayed, by makings of paper and pen.

This is why, I hardly trust any friends!

Burned it out of existence.
Trying to make offerings for zen.

Too late to change it back. I am not putting myself
Through that again.

**** fake ****. A lot of you, play a role where you like to pretend!

So, run that. Run this.
If I left now
What would you miss?

Before, I deal with fake love.
Rather be hated, by everybody like
I am Chris.

So *******.
*******.
*******.
**** that
**** this...

If it was up to me.  

I would be like our
friendship that never exist!!
Descovia Jan 2021
Memories replay in slow motion of my last moment before throwing my soul into the abyss.  

The void of whiteness.
Is my new home.

The wrath of this dying world, spared me from karma and now an irreversible act been committed by my own doing!

I chose to follow this path. I tie no, faults or blame to anyone.  Condemn anyone around, you for what sake?

What would you give or take?

To find peace within my eternal absence?

Is that how, you wish to remember me?

Various emotions all calling out to me.  The weight of consciousness decreasing, unable to vividly, and physically express concerns that are no longer part of me.

People whom entered my life from the past to future fill my eyes.

  Now, they all surround me for the last goodbye.

Not the reunion, a peace bringer would slay for. Where we cannot touch or exchange words.

My magic will live on!
Ever more so, even if my essence expires.

I've searched for solace.

I've even conspired against time

To search beyond the means of obtainable comfort.

Remember my voice

One day, you may not hear it anymore

Remember my touch....

All you'll have left to
remember me by is the wind....

I lived to immortalize our values

When our values could have immortalized us....

I lived to bring all of you to life!

Even though mine was treated
like it's a game
My life is not fit
For a book or frame

This life meant to be.
Was never meant for me.
Mindless self indulgence.
Just another memory.

Is there more after this purpose?

I am not absolutely certain.

No more troubling questions.

My apologies for being a burden.
Descovia Jan 2021
Life has the tendency to hit harder

Than any asteroid that made an impact on earth.

I can't elaborate to you on "What makes the world go around"

I digress

Somewhere between heaven and hell

It's easier to throw the peace sign, before it becomes "Deuces"  then leaving you with only memories and the smell of my scent before vanishing into thin air

Let me know.  

As Easy it seems. Nobody likes to say Goodbye

You will see me in 100,000 Years...

Calm your racing heart.

This will not last "Forever"

Keep your mind "Dreaming".

I can't stop the rain. When the sky falls.

I promise you Heaven's not on fire!

I have dealt with hard times without the music

The silence is comforting, but I love it loud!

Being stuck between a rock and a hard place

Lo and behold. She kissed me.

The timing was not accurate.  Sweet for you. Like your favorite liquor of choice.

It wasn't God's Thunder but it was a shock for me.

I wasn't made for loving you. The way you believe.
For I am susceptible to act impulsively to suffice my cravings.
I am not perfect. Not  Made for The Innocent.
In which, even in a world without heroes.
Creatures of the night stand no chance.

A million to one.  Nowhere to run.
I'll stand on my last leg before kneeling to your demise.

Never even thought a queen would
even bestow a blessing upon me.

Living in sin.
I am in need of love....
I been living in my head
After leaving my heart vacant
Love's a deadly weapon
As you are to me and
I will shield you with

"Every reason (you give me) to live. Good times. Bad times. Hard times.

I will be there.


Every time I look at you

The odyssey never bothered me.

I am in control to let it Take Me Away

Just remember

  I'll fight through hell just to hold you...
Descovia Jan 2021
In my heart

You remain free from hate

Torn apart by the promises

You decided to make

Never in rightful intentions to keep.

Karma follows, so I pray nightmares spare you

From hunting your in your sleep.

I give you everything of my heart.

You are foolish to believe

a "pinky promise" matters nothing.

I try to be loving and you are here lusting.

I am treated with no respect and you have the nerve
to label me as disgusting?

Yet you expect to be treated like a King?

When you decided to abuse, my trust like all other things.

Which is why I question if my love, is of more value than any gem or ring?

In moments of living in gold

The best that life could deliver

Never even thought, being away from you
would be something to ever consider

My worth to you...expired and undesirable silver

Never feared you hurting me.

Your heart took it's own journey

You told me not to worry

You gave me more reasons than one

to provide why I am worthy.

You never deserved me.

This is why I must take my leave.

By all I believe, this is to prove my love was pure and true

Connection interrupted. Illuminating corruption.

Through betrayal and humiliation

How do you expect me to have
a single shred of any mercy for you?
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Descovia Jan 2021
The times I questioned my past life through other faces

while searching within reflections.

I see you inside of me.

I see me inside of you.

We roam different lands and trust our vision to the skies to be at home here.

Watcher of the skies, existing in a world believed to be manifested of lies.

Hope is stronger than fear. Our lives isn't measured by just years.

What chance do we have at survival before we doom ourselves to fall into the hands of damnation?!

In a 🌎 of many things. Where we hunt our own! Use life force of fallen to grow our crops. Our lives are games, the hunger never ends. The very last concern on mind is an invasion.

What are we?

What are we?

What are we?
Witches
Sorcerers
Angels
Demons

All in disguise
Descovia Jan 2021
I'll be ****** if I didn't.

******. If I did.

It's understandable to make up

For missed moments
as a kid


It's all fun and giggles.

Until, somebody falls in face first in s*

Sit down. Think a minute. You never thought about
the cause and effect of your actions? The outcome could have been different. Perhaps, it was mindless pleasure, without harm intended,  You decided not to listen. What in the f-
Face of everyone you love, you were thinking?

Another day, blunt burns away.
Without much hold the bars. Please.
We smoking.
We drinking.
Tune in for another tab.
My heart starts sinking.

Tears blur my sight.
The last words I remember
confessing to you under
the moonlight.
I keep telling myself
It's going to be alright (alright)
I feel the pull of my soul
ascending to the sky
Baby. Please, don't you cry.
Must hold tight as
angels sing loving lullabies
while carrying you as you fall....



This world around you

Needs your truth!

What is your meaning tied to?

What is us? If I am without you!?
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