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Jul 2015 Deena

Just

Jul 2015 Deena

Nicole Dawn

Just

Just keep breathing
Just keep smiling

They'll never suspect

Just keep talking
Just keep laughing

They'll never know

Just keep crying
Just keep bleeding

They'll never see

Just keep hiding
Just keep hiding

No, stop falling

You can't let the suspect
You can't let them know
You can't let them see

*Oh no,
She's gone

Stop pushing me to be perfect, I'm not, not even close. I can't do it much longer. I'm giving up. I'm sorry, I just can't do it

#lonely #alone #lost #mom #dad #exhausted #stress #tired #parents #pressure

Jul 2015 Deena

It's like this

Jul 2015 Deena

Nicole Ashley

It's like this

Every word I speak hurts
And when thought comes to mind
Believe me, it's a train wreck

All it takes is a second
Because when you're all alone
In an empty room
with no one to speak to
and no one to hold
The silence just kills you
Like your soul waiting to be sold

Voices astray
Speak what the mind has to say
So what may lay here now

Is nothing

Because trying to speak
holds the same meaning
as falling asleep

*in silence

#depression #anxiety #mind #silence #nothing

Jul 2015 Deena

Growing Collab 2

Jul 2015 Deena

Nicole Dawn

Growing Collab 2

Brittle as glass
Strong as steel
Truth is powerful
So keep it real

The beach is dry
The sea appears green
The sun light blazing
On a sky so clean

We seek it and love it
Hold it so near
Like a bell ringing
Sweetly and clear

Sweetened and pure
The water overfloweth;
The truth separates
The liars and the voiceless

As tis we hath choices
To settle the scene;
Some seeketh reality
Others liveth in dreams

And between these things
We keep our head's topped;
Speaking honesty in mantra
Wherein one's ears shalt pop

And aloft the floss
Of the sky that is greyish blue;
We shalt travel by wingspan
Showing amour so true

In depths we dive
The sun we trust
Till we hit the rocks
And get shattered to dust

Holding our breath
The pressure gets worse
This mighty sea *has never
Quenched anyone's thirst

This is just all the sections that I've seen for the collab put together. Feel free to add to it :)

#growingcollab

Jul 2015 Deena

I don't want to become a mess

Jul 2015 Deena

Maria Imran

I don't want to become a mess

I don't want to become a mess
like my mom
but that's probably
what I'm becoming
and I'm so, so scared
and I'm crying, right now
and I am alone, and I am torn
and I am alone and I am alone
and I am alone
alone.

#pain #alone #hurt #thoughts #mess #it

Jul 2015 Deena

Bye

Jul 2015 Deena

Storm Raven

Bye

I am saying goodbye.
Asking myself would you care if I died?
Would you even notice?
I guess you won't.
I don't care.
I am not going to die.
I am just going to look for someone who will care when I do.
Someone who will notice, unlike you.
Bye.

#love #sad #pain #lost #dark #hurt #goodbye #leaving #bye #unnoticed

Jul 2015 Deena

My pizza guy

Jul 2015 Deena

Claire Walters

My pizza guy

Sean
It was 1 night
But that one night happened 2 much
There were 3 of us
And it happened be 4
Almost 5 nights a week
Almost had 6 slices
But I want 7 of you
Ask me if you can come in so you can 8 with me
It's almost 9 every time I order
And sometimes 10
You are at least an 11 out of ten
You stop making pizza at 12
I wish I had found you at 13
It's been almost 14 days
I hope I'll see you again and in case you didn't know I'm 15
And I'm hoping that maybe you're 16
But maybe 17 that's what I'm guessing
Just please don't be 18
And please don't have a 19 year old girlfriend
Let's exchange our 20 digits between each other and give me a call
So we can spend 21 years together
But let's try to get past our 22 word conversation
Or more like 23 characters
Should I try to call you tonight on the 24th
Or tomorrow on the 25th
So I can get that slim chance to see you and my delicious pizza

#weird #idek #pizza #numberpoem