I love myself so dear
That’s why I caress you my dear
I feel trapped inside
One silent cry
Joy comes always in life
******* myself
Much harder both times you left
I love me so much
Your eyes and soul felt how much
I love you too
The purest form
Of me and you
Blocked by our past venues
I love me so much through pain
I know time can only change
I love you and all that makes up you
Beautiful
Whole
Unconditional love
So why do my reflection of me runs
Chasing an image in 5D
No understanding of it all in 3D
Most importantly
I will always love you
I will always love me too

Minutes til I get to u
Spiral my visions into inspirations
I don’t get it
Why ppl keep telling me
LOVE IS BLIND
Love is sweet and KIND
But doesn’t grow
Always in sunshine
Through the storm
I’ve groomed and grown
Knowingly
The whole time
I was not alone
Never will I be
A QUEEN helped me see
Tough love
An empty home
No voices
No children
No kisses til the crack of dawn
Just the sound of me
On my own
I’ve trained and prepared
To be everything
You see
You showed me
The greatest version of me
Tears and all
You cried
I cried
We felt our love
For each other
In our hearts
When I hear about
Our time apart
Not a word to speak
Distance
You described me
To the T
Trying to avoid the thoughts
Smiling at your voice
The softness of your touch
Even as I think
I feel your body
Against me
How can this be?
This **** chemistry
****, this **** FREQUENCY
I love you
Not to the moon and back
That I can’t say
My love for you
Is so STRONG
That we create our own GALAXY
I don’t care
What anyone says
I’m here
Step by step
Day by day
Prayer by prayer
I mediate with FULL FAITH
Our love continue to grow
Fine with age

Don’t worry I got me
I got ice all in my veins
I promise I wouldn’t change
Ur hussle is not the same
got HUSTLE branded in my name
I’m eating from the grave

Before anyone ever knew my name
I was destined for great
As the black crows sing
Let’s my pharaohs free
For justice
What’s the cost for your peace
Will all HELL from ole LIBERTY
I ain’t never been free
My shackles still clinks on me
With old souls
We all gone see

Yeah time apart
I’ve missed you
But I’ve learned lessons
And watched pure love
Shine through

Every silent cry
I reached out to wipe
As I tossed and turn
Throughout each night
Praying to Yasda
For another night
Feel that vibe
Frequency just right
As I open my eyes
Panting
Drowning in sweat
One lonely *** night
Just another cold side
Of the bed
Forced fielding my life
Those 3 words that you said
I hold so dear
Please don’t give up this fight
Unspoken words


Our third eye shows us vision
But with the lack of our own religion
How could we ever be called free

That’s just a fact that causes fiction
A whole big contradiction
But u all sure gone see
When hands unfold
Just call it a monopoly sceam
So what does that mean
I got u
Hell yeah u got me
As our souls speak
With no words
How could anyone compete
All the voices in our head
Doubts we shares
Hold my hand
Close our eyes
Mix our colors from within

JUST YOU
But all I get is more space away

I don’t need the world
I’ve conquered it
Don’t need
***
No money to ball
Just need you
In my arms
Warm and secure
Right were you always
BELONG

It’s not a wish
I am not a genie
I just pray
For one more chance
At you & me

Holding You
I miss holding you
At night
Softly though
Tight and slow
Rocking my sweet
Danny lo
The tender taste
Of your wonderful fragrance
Drifting off
Watching as your
Chemistry flow
Turns to peace
A magnetic clove
Chills relaxes
Your body and mines
Time
Where it once
Stood still
Your warmth
Those moments I treasured most
Oh how
I miss holding you

I feel you
With every heartbeat
You feel me
Even when you breathe
In your sleep
You and I
You are where I want to be
Come back to me
So we both can sleep

The first day you ask me why
Why you
How can I look at you n see truth
I didn’t know what to say
This time I do
I see you for you
When I look into your veil
From brown to blue
Caressed your feelings
Your heart so near
Only person I see in the mirror
Held you tight
Like darkness over the moonlight
Passion so real
I see you know the truth
You run because of fear
Deep down
I’m the one you want near
Part ur lips like the Red Sea
Warmth wraps our thoughts
From our meaningful flesh
You ask me why I held you
The way I did
Just one more hug n kiss
Made me that much more sincere
Ive seen the world
The beast it is
I see your pain
The one you tried to hide
Covered up with your breath taking smile
Time flies by when u are around
I can’t say or do enough
Before time runs out
I’m here to stay
Refuse to be pushed out
Every heartbeat
Sigh you release
Matches mines in my sleep
Love is hard my dear
True love will never be easy
Since that first day
I saw things so clearly
You asked me why
Because we are one
Seeing you smile
It’s my ultimate goal
Love pure as gold

She’s beautiful
She’s crazy
I can’t help how
She amazes me
So gorgeous but beautiful
The one I adore
Green grass in the meadow
Silent voice strums on my guitar
Pick up trucks
No Ford tough
Just a DODGE & CHEVY
Kind of love
Lost I your eyes
I cannot find the time
Just a country song
Kinda country beer gut love
N oh how you love
I sure do feel the beyond
Of my words
Written my glory
Sweet Sharvae
Title of my unknown
She’s my crazy country song

You closed your eyes
And passed away
Never will I forget
Your cold face
Touch felt like winter
Guts ruptured like a volcano
An angel you gain
You earned your heavenly halo
My dearest Mommie
My granny I miss for sure
Your spirit I hold

I know you
Better than u do
You love me
In love with me
That’s the silent truth
Don’t run away
I’m here to stay
What more can I say?
I knew you
That very first day
Our eyes laid

I heard my heart beat
Felt yours beat too
Our hearts beats as one
No distance can tear that apart
Noone
Not one

Missing?
Something is missing
Do you feel it too?
I searched high and low
Still I feel
Empty
Everybody is somebody fool
Not a fool when it comes to you
Happy days
Leveling with heaven
I close my eyes
Just to be close to you
Something is missing
Do you feel it too?
Another day
Time to wake up
I know
I feel this frequency
Something is missing
Do you feel it too?
Only thing that’s missing
Is you
Holding on to something
So true
I got to be strong
And so do you
Stay focus
Press on
Only thing that’s missing is you
Feeling good
Because your love is
So true

It’s hard not to think of you
Every millisecond I do
It’s hard to stay sleep at night
Visions of your face intrudes
It’s hard not to love you
You gave me the light
The truth
I use to be in a dark place
Not because of you
You brought light to my world
Now I have a different view
Travel the world
Go sleep under the stars
When I looked into your dreamy eyes
I floated above mars
I miss our shower time
Passion indescribable
Your laugh and dance move
So lovable
Cooking times
Family times
Weird ways
Not enough days
Simply just missing your grace
It’s hard
Yes so true
I’m evolving into
Something more than beautiful
Your spirit I feel
Countless days
Forever I do
It’s hard not to text you
THE MOST HIGH
Knows I want too
Space
Time
Heals all wounds
It’s hard
But loving you
Is not hard to do
Just two hearts
Beating as one
Do you feel it too?

I love you
This is true
Hardship and hard times
I gaze upon the ocean blue
I love you
Through and through
That lonely sun
Shining separately on me n u
I love you
Yes I do
Time traveling to escape the truth
I love you
This is true
Close my eyes and I feel your touch
Hear your voice
I love you
You I do love
Lost like butterflies
Only love for you

Sort of my tears
Downing from my drowning years
Misplaced by the thoughts and the fears, the way I volunteered
Gutted with the truth
Peeled from honesty command
Reprimand every plan that you have in ill hand
Grasping my inner thoughts
Forcing life’s demands
A fascination with illumination at grand, we need resources so you folks can understand
Understand the apocalypse
That this earth creates withstands
No underhand punishment for all our services undertakes
Aggression that reflects submission of a ****** decision
Finessing bad investments that does pay diabolical visions
Visiulizing the future
With expectations of a better nation
Memorizing the gratuitous grids investigating relations of races
Ripping my dedication
To eradicate your personal needs
Reinventing the seeds to ******* these eternal breeds, steadily free with a force feed so like paleo we crossbreed
Bleeding for a greater oppression
Wishing for a better revision
Exceeding admissions teaching lessons for a better concession
To all who receives the valuable lesson

By: Lyrical C n Glen Edward Bush Jr

You said I can call
That you will always be there
After the storm washed away
My pain
I looked around and guess what?
You were not there
In my most time of despair
Your shoulder disappeared
Left me like dust
Just particles in the wind
Plant my seed
Positively in my mind
Even at my worst
I think about our times
I believed you
When you said u will always be here
Now I face the lies
That divides us with time
Why me?
Why do I get deceived?
I’m not perfect
Hell I never pretended to be
After our honeymoon
I couldn’t find you
I searched all over
Just to find you
Far away you are
Your heart pure as day
In someone else’s presence
I dreaded this day
A nightmare I live
Just to live to breathe again
The one I love
The one that is no longer here
I played the fool
Red shoes I wore
Clowned on my endeavors
Tears flowed for your lonesome
Alone again
Twice a day
365 days
7 days a week
I fall short
Reminiscing on our memories
Once you said
You will always be here
Words just engraved into my mind
Lies that’s overpowered by time
Here you say always
Just another memory
Hidden with pain
I remembered you said always
Just worlds with no meaning
Too busy
Clear to see
A broken wing
Mended with freedom
Swallowed by grace
Just lonely ole me
With a scare
That curves your name
A scar that reminds me
Love hurts more than pain
Insane insane
No meaning to memory lane
Just me left
Surrounded by pain
To **** a mocking bird
That’s the name
Insane insane

Sleepless nights
Restless days
Your smile, dimples n ways
Ways too pure
Perfect imperfections
I was ok knowing you my girl
Far away
I just hate being alone
Once again
Follow your dreams
Long talks at night
Hold u tight til u rest
Laugh so goofy
Comedy so wise n clever
Thoughts of ours
Collides together
Hard days
Longer coping mechanism
Just to hear your voice
I’m not always top choice
Always only choice in our eyes
Vivid catastrophe hidden
White lies
Never with us
I miss you yes
I miss my best friend the most
Muted like a radio
To your station
I just miss you
Your presence
Living with an alive ghost
The one I love the most

This time again
Once a year
Raising prices of
Giant teddy bears
Rose peddles on the pillow
Memories of you
Soft sweet kisses
Chemistry increasing
Everyday
Not once a year
Never had a valentine on this day
The day you came into my life
You became my one
My one and only
True valentine
Lonely so far away
Images of your face
As I dream
One day
Everyday
I will gain to be
Yours forever
Waiting
Im in love with your eyes
When you pout sometimes
Shut me out
Because I’m crowding your space
Day after day
Watching as the moon finds you
Connection of truth
Spooked with black butterflies
Palms sweaty again
Nervous when I’m around you
My one and only
True valentine
(SharChar)

When morning comes
Sweet like the morning dew
Sun rays peeking
Over the sunset view
Know that
I’m still thinking
Missing
Supporting
In love
With you
Words from the overview

Iceberg melting
Sidewalk creaks
Birds chirping
Crisp still on the river bay
Innocently thoughts of you
Dripping thorns
Ocean blue

When you leave
To follow your dreams
Please think of me
Don’t forget
Lonely ole me

One day
Many moons ago
I will be here
Always
Patiently waiting alone
For you

Black butterfly, how is your day?
Soaring peacefully throughout the waves
Crashing down with a certain multitude
It seems as you haven’t flown much today
I’m just wondering...
Are you okay?
Black butterfly look at your wing
Injured by HURT and PAIN
Unintentionally leaving contusions
Leaving the tears to heal your wing
Black butterfly
For better or worse
You still push through the storm
It’s not as clear out
As it was yesterday
How does your heart feel now?
Those clouds don’t seem so dark
Your warmth has melted the sun
No fighting anymore
Black butterfly
Where does love come from?
From the unknown
From the one who’s been through the most
Leaving every beat of your heart
In beat with your beat
Black butterfly
There’s your smile
Lightening up the fallen one
Words spoken
Without hearing a mumbling word
Yet understood
Black butterfly
Allow me to be here
Watching you as you heal
Throbbing inside me
Reaching for the ultimate thrill
Timeout the world
Punishment upon many years
Flying high
Seeking peace on your broken wing
Healing of love
Soothing to a joyous ring
Black butterfly
How high did you soar?
Did you see where heaven and earth meets?
Did you see some worth believing?
Royalty built with loyalty
Sitting on your wealth of trust
Did you meet the one that completes?
The one that mended your broken wing?
Did it hurt?
For them to see?
That life is just as fragile as it can be?
How broken was their wing?
Nice look
I now truly see
Black butterfly
It all became as one?
Realizing you have met your sun
The one who you save as the one
You are better now
Free and loved
Black butterfly
My one and only true dove
The light in my eye
Black butterfly don’t cry
For those tears don’t belong in your eyes
I’m forever to stay
Free and calm
Just like when you fly
In the blue and relaxing sky
home my black butterfly

Stop thinking
She hears your fears
Stop thinking
She loves you my dear
Snakes hissing  
In my ear
What a deceitful thing to do?
A friend of ADAM and EVE
Stole my joy from under my eyes
Words to the blind
Stop thinking
She miss you too
Quince the taste of a chocolate fall
Waterfalls from the chocolate fountain
Bonding fairytales
Folded in her heart’s pocket
Stop thinking
Beauty is what you weep
Star struck by her personality
Lost in her purity
Drowning from corrupted outside visions
Nothing but harsh criticism
Stop thinking
Chemistry rising above it all
Love breaks down barrier walls
Barracked against the weighted flaws
Purity shines
In love with the thought
Stop thinking
Overthinking her thoughts
Predicting falls of my flaws
Kisses so sweet
Laughter on the walls
Passion beyond GREATNESS call
Stop thinking
Just listen to her cry
Silently waiting for you to see
Her words speaking loudly
Just see
Her visions of me
Seen with the notation of the unseen
Feeling all the things of me
Waiting for me to
Stop thinking
Only just believe
Her images of me
Wishful thinking
Just stop overthinking

BLACK COTTON:
Black cotton
They don’t here me
They won’t listen
Didn’t even believe
When Tupac shakur was here
Y do we work like slaves
And so hard
We work hard but barely get paid
We use to have troops
But they killing off the youth
They didn’t care
When Tupac Shakur was here
Black cotton
I’m steady hoping over
Enemy lines
I hear the cries of our ancestors
Which lies between our ears
BLACK COTTON
Which GODs are theirs
As we watch them dictate our graves
Roll one
Pass some
Live to blaze the pain away
Never could I imagine
Not a day
That I didn’t get up and pray
I say
Let me live and breathe
Another day
Don’t let me go to jail today
Because of the skin of my face
Christianity you say
Prays of CHRIST name
Images of make America great
False idolizing through faith
Mask off our culture fame
BLACK COTTON
Be born to chase a dream
Anything you want to be
The race of our lives
Is constantly
Just a turtle trying to complete the race
Contemplating my worth
Just black words written
To white out the ages
Courages and so strong
BLACK COTTON
Written words of life
Whose life?
Unguided through the white light
Too deep for your religion to season
BLACK COTTON
All praise to the most high

My laid back in the back seat
This is all she
A small town woman like me
She sticks to me
Solid untouchable
With a tangible touch
See and read into my mind
Meditating on a combustion gust
Spiraling down the knowledge grove
Wanting peace, love and improve
Mention unity
Brung upon nature
Distracted by our rollercoaster
Wrapped warmth snuggly memories
Peace, time and the ability to give everything
Missing words of you n me

Patience is key
So gentle so kind
Takes over emotions
Takes over time
A good woman is hard to find
Blinded by the obvious signs
Prayed to the most high today
Please send that one into my life
After years to come, triumphs n pain
I knew my prayers were heard
That day I laid eyes on u
Palms sweaty
Clammy n cold
Falling over nothing in the floor
That star that twinkle in your eyes
I’ve never seen
Gazing at anyone
Patience broken
Taring into humbleness
Things said undone n not true
Patience asking for another chance?
Me too
Start from the bottom
Only way from here is up
Patience to the bad
Impatience from hurt
Clouds rolls over the good
Still fighting til that day come
Patience is kind
And a lesson to learn
Progression is success
My backbone you are
No need to explain
Pun intended
Patience, humble, n new
Grace of serenity
I’m blessed with a friend
Levels beyond understanding
A forever better half of me
Patience is key
But progression is the journey
That will lead me to you
My angel and world
Tied all into one
Patience mold me heavenly
Cause i know mama
You’re my one
Patience of a GOOD WOMAN

Something so sweet
Hard to taste the bitter
Grooming nectars of pomegranate
Lips floats on a pillow with a full set
Stumbling at my heartbeat once more
Flams of recommendations on right
Wonder when was the last time I was this happy
Seconds, minutes, hours, days to months
Months of triAls,triumphs lays the foundation of our years and a lifetime to come
Sleeping through my reality
Schemed by the reactions of my dreams
I knew angels were real
He sure put a stamp on you
I love you more than that old lady confused in a shoe
My everlasting Peter Pan
Just another lost soul searching for that one
You are my love
True love
I can’t pretend to not show so