It’s hard not to think of you Every millisecond I do It’s hard to stay sleep at night Visions of your face intrudes It’s hard not to love you You gave me the light The truth I use to be in a dark place Not because of you You brought light to my world Now I have a different view Travel the world Go sleep under the stars When I looked into your dreamy eyes I floated above mars I miss our shower time Passion indescribable Your laugh and dance move So lovable Cooking times Family times Weird ways Not enough days Simply just missing your grace It’s hard Yes so true I’m evolving into Something more than beautiful Your spirit I feel Countless days Forever I do It’s hard not to text you THE MOST HIGH Knows I want too Space Time Heals all wounds It’s hard But loving you Is not hard to do Just two hearts Beating as one Do you feel it too?
i trust you, i really do. and i know you have been hurt before, i might not have a clue on what they did but please. would you take this chance? i know everyone is untrustworthy, untrustable, they can be, and that they can throw you away in the dump, and just glance at you before they leave you. to only come back again, different. and i know that you might not trust me back. but, would you trust someone who wants you to trust him so badly, that he just doesn't understand why you won't trust him. i know that isn't me. but would you, just this time, to trust in God, after all this time?
Did I fail the life I was meant to live? In my mind I failed those who loved me. All I’ve ever known is this darkness that surrounds my every thought. Pushes me into the abyss and keeps pulling me in deeper and deeper. Where am I? As I fall deeper I hear a sound, over and over again. The only voice beside my own speaks of nothing but broken, Is that me?
Broken is what I’m known by, And I cannot seem to wake myself. I seem not tired or awake. Where will I end up? I feel no pain and sense no feelings. Perhaps I am becoming nothing but the abyss. Am I fading, or I am falling? I feel wind across my icy cold cheek, And as it caresses my cheek, only one thought pops into my mind. Who was “Broken?”
As I landed on my face, I felt pain for the very first time. Although i could not see my surroundings I could sense all the faces on my lifeless body. I start to panic as i cannot move my limbs or open my eyelids. I am trapped in myself. I am “Broken” and i cannot fix myself.