Butterfly

Butterfly Feb 2019

To much informatie that my brain is trying to controle
I can do it
But not without you
Not without your arms holding me
Not without you whispering in my ear
"All these things will go away as soon you relax and think about the things that you are overthinking of"
It makes no sense

Well this is some crap
I mean i don't know why i am going to share this

#lostonyou #withoutyou #you #trying

Butterfly Jan 2019

Times

There were times that i was your "babe"
Times that i was your "world"
Times that i was your "everything"
What am i now?

#times #heartbroke #lie #broke #mess #heart

Butterfly Jan 2019

Confused

Why are you keeping secrets from me?
Wasn't i the person you could trust?
What is going so wrong that you don't wanna tell me?
I am so confused

#confused #secrets #secret #tellme #wrong

Butterfly Jan 2019

Another

Another day

Another mask of lies

Another person that leaves me to die

#lies #betrayal #mask #another #lie

Butterfly Jan 2019

A perfect lie

Your eyes
Deep like the ocean

Your lips
Soft like a teddybear

Your hair
Smells like roses

But a heart
From ice

Trust people how they are
Not on how they look

#lie #lies #betrayal #trustproblem

Butterfly Jan 2019

Believe

"You are perfect just the way you are"
"Nobody is perfect"
Which one do i need to believe?

I kinda struggle with what i need to believe

#broke #mess #notperfect #believe #advice #hurt

Butterfly Jan 2019

"Nothing"

If you look into my eyes
It's like
I can't explain
I can't explain what you do to me
The time stands still
My heart stands still
I can hardly breathe
My head turns red
You ask me what is wrong
The only thing that i can say is
"Nothing"

Feelings are hard to explain for me
Maybe this helps you understand how i feel

#feelings #understand #eyes #thewayyoumakemefeel #blush #lie #love