I am a warrior.
Stronger than her demons.
Braver than the darkness.

I lie on my back,
gazing at the vast abyss
stretching above us.

My life is messed up
I should fix it up
I will, I have
Here, I'm like a teacup
You just take me to sip
but not to love!

It's time to break up
with you. Yup.
There's  nothing to do.
I don't need silly back up
You'd pack up and move
So, get ready to go!

You need to wake up
Come on,  hurry up,
and enjoy your life.
No, I won't pick it up
till I just make up
some other lie.
No, I'd rather die
So, I must be ready to go!

I can't force my dreams
Dreams force me to walk,
I never can lift myself up
But dreams raise me up
So, I should run to my dreams.

Dreams make me fly in the sky
and let me walk on the moon
Dreams can see the future, but I can't
They make my life easier, but I don't
So, I'd get back to my dreams soon.

Dreams are playing with me
I can't see them easily,
But when will dreams come true?
Dreams just try to wake me up
I should open my sleepy eyes.

The past will never come back to me
and the future is not me to see,
Then why should I be dreaming?
when I am here in the present
I see I must try harder to get what I need.

like water
I poured myself into her until she was overflowing at the brim

like reinforced steel
I bridged my heart to hers and welded myself to her soul

like the sun
I filled myself with light to cover her darkness

like a blanket
I shielded her from the harsh world underneath the covers

like magnets
I orbited her aura until we inevitably collided

like a seed
I felt myself growing up from her

Then, like an idiot
I could tell she felt nothing.

The struggle against the current,
I never realised it was futile
until the moment I turned around
and looked over the edge
of the waterfall right behind me.

So I let go and gave in,
as the water gently pushed me along
straight into your waiting arms,
open, warm, and inviting.

Imagine my surprise
when I found you at the bottom.