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1.0k · Oct 2016
Anger/Frustration
Avii Oct 2016
Sometimes I wonder what if I just give up and plunder, gotta keep on running or I'll get struck by the thunder, sometimes my anger wins and so does frustration, trying to fight them off but it's a sticky situation, I'm breaking things I'm breaking me I can't even hear my mind, therapy won't help other then just place me in a line, I ain't no ****** but y'all still give me the label, hearing voices in my head but yet I'm surely stable, knocking on the wall or is it just the door, looking at my knuckles  while there banging on the floor, I used to think I was crazy and that there wasn't no cure, ****** knuckles  red hands into God made me pure  I used to think what if they lock me in a home and forget that I'm living, laughing my pain away do they think that I'm kidding, thinking how do you cry when tears don't occur, how do you see when your visions just blur, but now I got God ain't no saying that I'm crazy, am I crazy for the lord well just maybe,
Tell me what you think,
637 · Oct 2016
Zombies
Avii Oct 2016
Creeping  though the town looking for something to smoke,  


They don't care about money cause they rather go broke,

They got the solution its written in this wrap,  

Everybody sells it it's all on the maps,  

Dark red eyes and the movements is stiff,  

You can catch a contact if you get a whiff,

It comes in different colors ain't no need to be picky,  


They ain't worried bout God but this could be risky,

They love the slow Burns but it's slowly burning they're souls,

They ain't worried bout nothing but fulfilling those holes,

They smoke into they're lungs get numb,

The worlds slowed down they're forever young,

They're on top of the world trying to hide these emotions,

God still loves you he doesn't hide his devotion,  

They rather feel free then  wait for freedom,
  
This life that they chose is more then treason,

God will still forgive no need to feel shame,

So start today and burn that flame,
When I say zombies I am talking about people doing drugs but not just any drug but ****,
424 · Oct 2016
7 bars
Avii Oct 2016
Praise one God and I thank him for his mercy,
  
He's not just the kings of kings but of course  he's worthy,
  
Now I blow like a hurricane  and ain't talking no smoke,

I crack like a egg but ain't talking no yolk,

I could explain where I'm from but I rather thank the lord,
  
Undefeated  saints just check the score,
  
We not clapping them triggers we just clapping are hands,

We not listening to others just obeying commands,

Rather it's free will or independents,  

Seems like when I talk about it they get offended,

  God is good God is great,    

Thank the lord for this plate,  

They Say I'm outta order so they order me to go,

  I'm screaming thank you Jesus into everybody knows,
415 · Nov 2016
Situation
Avii Nov 2016
Gaining faith it's the life to adapt,  situation's  

Waiting for the way I react praying and fighting that my angers not trapped,

Doubts trying but they won't succeed,

I'm rebuking that and it's guaranteed,

This is more then just poetry,

Stacking my plate but this is more than just groceries,

We hungry for this word ain't no stopping this energy,


Forgiving my enemies ain't no time for no memories,

I am more then just a Christian
this is more then just a religion,  

More like a addiction  that's covered in ambition,
389 · Oct 2016
Invincible Freestyle #10
Avii Oct 2016
Soar like a eagle remain like a plane,
  
I'm higher then high and i don't do *******,
  
Learning this wisdom while building this development,

Feeling so large I might be a elephant,
  
Pursing my goals I feel the achievements,  

Slowly recovering I feel the treatments,  

Taking advantage of these opportunities,
  
Helping these people like  a community,  

Stand for a cause or don't stand at all,

Running for freedom like football,


You should  take it back but there ain't no takeaways,
  
So raise them hands and just praise,

Shot right though you like a bullet,

  I'm cooking these words like a skillet,
  
My faith is stronger then the world's strongest man,  

Its scaring all the people i used to hang with like the bogeyman,

I'm throwing alley oops call me cp3,

I'm throwing words at your face like 3D,

Ain't no stopping this degree of where I'm at,  

I'm moving though traffic  while they still got a flat,
This was number 10 outta 10 in my freestyles so tell me what you think,
361 · Oct 2016
Fearless
Avii Oct 2016
Who gonna stop me from praising,

Your worried bout what they gonna say while I'm chopping like Jason,

Taking that leap of faith man I'll die for this,

I rather that then to die by the pits,

Y'all thinking bout clowns
while we're clowning around,


Y'all thinking bout shooting while we getting the bounds,  


365 times my lord  said fear nothing,  

So I'ma keep going in while
these boy's still buggin,
  
Now they're banging on the window,

Demon's trying to get me I'ma hit em with this info,  

With protection like this ain't no need to fear anything,  

The devil trying to get us but we gonna hit him with a solid swing,
358 · Oct 2016
Life
Avii Oct 2016
Opportunity's comes and goes but does it go against my religion,

They saying you can't believe in that didn't know I needed your permission,

They say the only bars we get is in between them walls,

But they forgot that sooner or later every ceiling falls,

  Is it shatterproof or bulletproof either way they throwing shots,

Even if they ****** us they could still never fulfill these spots,
  
I only worship one man and I ain't gotta be a shamed,

He bought me in this world and I ain't gotta go untrained,  

Ain't no time to be  doubtful just grateful,

Walking the bridge  of faith and yet I'm stable,

Living up to these labels but how many are really facts,

Traveling these roads but how many  really carry maps,

Words of wisdom was written in the brain,

Wanna thank the lord wanna help humane,
355 · Mar 2017
The Zone/Dark Times
Avii Mar 2017
We don't do no sticky we don't drink no colt's  we higher than planes yet we don't do no smoke, these demons are twisted they know that we're gifted my bible its on me and my tongue goes ballistic,   the truth is just stabbing but we  don't stop  clapping   so many scriptures  they think that we're stacking,  born again so I gotta keep it holy,  everyday I'm praising like a ceremony,
In my dark days I'm praising,  cause gods just amazing,  demons just glazing,  while my Angles just waiting, no time to be basic,  sins have no traces,   the lord is the greatest,
342 · Oct 2016
Awake
Avii Oct 2016
Your not a mistake we just make mistakes,
  
You slept with the shadow's but it's time  to awake,

Your a risk taker but who doesn't take risk,

Your a new breed thank the lord  your fixed,

  Your not depressed you just can't confessed,

Your not falling back your Just making progress,

Your confused your broken and bruised,  

God's not gonna let you go so drop that attitude,

but what if I relapse,

ain't no what if so relax,

I'm shaking the doorknob maybe I just love the rattle,

  they pushing me to the edge maybe I should kiss that gravel,  


Ain't no giving up you gotta aim for them cloud's,

Ain't no shouting cause you ain't part of them crowds ,

Its hard to remain  sane when i wanna go insane,

It's hard to eat in peace  when all you do is leave stains,

look your not a disappointment you just need a appointment,

I thank the lord I can over come these voices,  

I'm finally free and can't nobody stop this rejoicing,
Tell me what you think,  Thank you!
325 · Mar 2017
Church days
Avii Mar 2017
Church on a  Wednesday and you know I keep my cross,   gotta write some verses so I'm mixing up the  sauce,  church on a Friday and I'm really trying to hoop,  even when I'm done I be reading with my group, church on a Sunday everybody getting lit,  holy ghost in the room ain't nobody trying to sit, my lord he's forgiving so I'm giving him the praise,  family comes first so im here on holiday's, hair just be flipping, the devil be tripping, I'm always on a mission,  im proud to be Christian,
323 · Oct 2016
Done
Avii Oct 2016
I'm trying to end those stereotypes  and get rid of these statics,

   not all of us wanna Iive for your world we're different,

  it seems like it's a habit that common since is no longer since,

they flooding this water but won't never rinse,

  so it's ***** water filled with doubts,

  it's many roads with different routes,

I had a nightmare but I turned it into a dream,

I'm taking risks but I always felt extreme,

   they in a gang but are they really banging,

suicidal doors I guess that's why we're hanging,

man I thank the lord for his blessing it's the only light I see,

freedom is a lie when we're not even free,

  I kinda get it now I'm a outsider who won't be let in,

standing at the door while the rest just smoking,

they smiling at me cause I know it's hard to talk,

  a sixteen year old with a cause yea they shocked,  




                               ADT16
Tell me what you think,  Any feedback would be amazing,
321 · Oct 2016
Psycho
Avii Oct 2016
Ready for that war with my Bible nice and handy,

I'm doing this for the lord I'm doing this for my family,

  Nightmares in my head cause these demons can't stand me,  

I'm cutting though the lies like a blade or machete,  

I gotta stay upbeat or they're wait for my weakness,

They're whisper in my ear that they hate me like a secret,

They wanna see me tap out and then never release,  

They wanna question my faith and all of my beliefs,

I'm not breaking down I'm just breaking through,  

These thoughts are not mine these lies are untrue,

All this smoke around me I just wonder if it's pollution,

All these zombies among me they just stuck with confusion,
  
Maybe it's just the heat of the moment,
  
Or is he lying to you with ways of condolence,

  You don't need him all you need is Jesus,

  Ask for forgiveness write it down like a thesis,
315 · Oct 2016
Demons
Avii Oct 2016
Violence at the window it's really hard to stare,

They're, coming for us next it's time  to prepare,
  
They wanna destroy are thoughts and the talent we posse,

They wanna make us shameful and take away  recess,

They make us feel lost like we don't exist,  

We try so hard to deny them even doe they're persist,

Echos in are head just to drive us off that cliff,
  

Getting so high just to let them voices shift,

We never needed drugs just the freedom,

Turn to Jesus and we won't be beaten,

Throw them sins inside that ocean and tell them demons your not a victim,

Who cares what they think it's just criticism,


I rather have a dream then to waste it,


With gods protection these dreams can't be wasted,
310 · Apr 2017
Stay
Avii Apr 2017
Destruction is near but I know your keep me safe,   I'm studying your word can't let it go to waste, you are my sword when I go to battle, and when I come home you are my castle, protection like this got me reaching for the stars,  a god like this isn't just mine he's ours,  Jesus Jesus Jesus Jesus its the name I love to repeat,    with this kind of love my hearts complete,
299 · Oct 2016
Nightmares Pt 2
Avii Oct 2016
They wanna enslave us and destroy are dreams,


They wanna put holes in us and I ain't talking bout jeans,

We may not use violence but we're allowed to speak,    

They wanna break every piece of us like antiques,

They wanna see us burn and feed off there pain,

  They wanna see us overdose and shoot drugs up are veins,

Right now they are winning and we blame it on the system,
  
Even if we don't then we blame it on are symptoms,

  We have a mighty God and he's gonna hear are prayers,

Even if they hate there just be known as haters,

  Rather we're going Parallel or just afraid to go straight,

God's got are back and are destiny awaits,

We have freewill but how long is free,

Cops wanna **** us and show no mercy,

We must forget and forgive,

Take your problems to god and he'll show you how to relive,  

Maybe it's the color of are skin but
it's just what defines us the most,

But we will surely be free so lets have a toast,

  Just show faith don't show despair,  

Gods gonna do this and take away these nightmares,
292 · Mar 2017
Wake Up
Avii Mar 2017
Wake up - *** money drugs but you can't see the truth,   demons in them all yeah they killing off our youth,  they promote these in songs yet you just trying to vibe,  get covered in  gods blood if you wanna stay alive,   confess  your  sins pray and repent,   they beat him on the cross yet you only know 1 percent,  its hard to be different but your see the difference,    Jesus he'll save you and **** all of that ignorance,  we all make mistakes that's what they love to quote,     of course we do but freedom is near and that's what he wrote,  just pick up that bible and your soul starts to bubble,   ask him into your life and he'll end all those troubles,   we will still  face things that seem strangle,  but give it to the one who makes it  rain,
283 · Apr 2017
War
Avii Apr 2017
War
We killing our souls and even our self's,   we all keep a bible but its deep on the shelf's,  we tend to blame god for the things the devil does,     social media or music's its all just a buzz, we're deep in that river but don't know how to swim,  when we say Jesus the lights just get dim, a name so holy yet its treated So phony,  we listen to the devil that's why we feel so lonely, we talk about war and they all out the door,  we all wanna be rich but won't help out the poor,    we talk so down about each other yet it should be the opposite,  we all know the devil but treat God like he's anonymous,  we find so many ways to deny love, our hands are covered in this yet we still wear  gloves, a man and a woman can no longer remain friends without the thoughts of lust,    yet the lord will still forgive you in god we trust,  we all try so hard to flee from religion,  I'm just living for jesus   and that's my decision, free will but were  hurt and known to complain,   repent for your sins and watch that ocean drain,
278 · Oct 2016
YOU
Avii Oct 2016
YOU
I wanna see you smile so I'm writing this one for you,

No matter if your depressed or the sky doesn't seem blue,

You are amazing and I know he has a plan,

  Even when others gave up he never ran,

  You impact this world just as much as we do,

Why do this solo when we can grow as two,

I may have never seen you but you are special,

You can overcome anything even if it's stressful,

You have talents so don't let them go to waste,

You are not a loser and you wasn't misplaced,

Your not alone in this cold little place,

Even when it's hard just learn to keep faith,

Your problems starting to pile up and you feel like it's over,

Just pray to the lord and let him be your composer,
This Ones For You
275 · Apr 2017
Wonderland
Avii Apr 2017
I woke up and they tried to make me feel distant,  had to thank the lord for his hand of assistant, they don't understand the joy of a man,   they wasn't with me when it all began,  they label us as crazy and say its a fantasy,    we talking about demons and they blame it on our sanity, well its time to wake up and push that dream to the side,  heaven or hell we all must  decide,  he died on the cross yet they think its fiction,    but when we say the name it has recognition, in a world where we  rather push the truth,    do it on our own  yeah this world is so seduced, yet he has a plan and its time to start And follow,  cause when your with Jesus your souls no longer hollow,
271 · Mar 2017
Jesus
Avii Mar 2017
I thought I was nothing but he taught me something,   he cleaned out this house yeah he did the plumbing,  he gave me this book  he taught me to study, he's more then a friend    but always my buddy,  we fighting these demon's perfecting my faith,   I love you Jesus I must  embrace,  Grew up in a city I tend to always blame,  into I found god now look at what  I became,  I'm learning some moral's I keep me some oil,  once was dirt but now I'm the  soil,   always improving slowly just cruising,  he is the teacher and i am the student,
267 · May 2017
Prayer
Avii May 2017
Sometimes it's not a breeze but I'll never doubt,   so many roads yet you  know the route, sometimes I'm feeling down but I gotta pass my test,  you take this time with me I love how you invest, this is a love note I gotta show my gratitude,  Jesus your worthy I thank you for this latitude, you took a sinner and turned him into a winner,  you took that cross for me  and all I could do was shriver, I thank you every single day and it makes Me smile,  you are my savior and your blood is the pow, I'm never lonely but a student's gotta learn,  not wasting time I can't wait for his return,
249 · May 2017
Memorial Day
Avii May 2017
Some died for a cause some died for a reason,     he died for our sins yet it wasn't pleasing, some give the orders others go to war,  he defected death yet it still goes ignored,  he is our mentor  and never will fail,   they beat him and cursed him  yet he still left a  trail,  he did it without a sword or a gun,    he said father forgive them  for all the sins that were done,  we are child of the most high, no war will be lost for we know the best general alive,  his name is Jesus and he would love for you to join, just believe  in his name and the  fight is on,
248 · Aug 2017
Dear Self
Avii Aug 2017
You follow a god who has every single answer,  no disease to big not aids nor cancer,  you feel like your running out of time truth is you haven't ran enough, he freed you from the world yet you still feel handcuffed, understand he has a plan you must learn to trust,  it isn't easy brother but your learn to adjust,  see you wanna impact other's but can't impact yourself, understand that he only wants to help,  soft Melody's in your head but that  not what you need,  will you keep trusting him and continue to proceed, you said you won't be moved but we haven't found you yet,  understand that jesus already paid your debt, do you miss him like he misses you, and if you do is it really true?, death can't defeat you remember what he promised,  you serve a god that is flawless, why be troubled nor dismayed,  understand that he refuses to trade, he will Never force but his love feels so unbreakable,  please repent because all your sins are erasable,

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