I looked at all my poems and noticed that 36 out of 141 were meant for you.
I just laughed and thought I really liked you.
Right, this will be the 37th one for you.
I tried liking someone else, but it always ended up with you.
New year is coming and like last year you were the first one who greeted me,
I don't know now but I know your heart is too far away from mine.
I'm gonna cut this feelings, it won't be easy but I will because it's too unhealthy.
I'll just leave everything up to destiny.

New year, not you anymore.
Well, that's what I wanted.
When did I start to like you?
Oh, that was 8 years ago.
Now, I felt like it's not you anymore.
No excitement when I see you like before.
My heart doesn't flutter anymore when I talk to you.
You were the only one I cared for and thought of.
Now, I don't feel anything.
Maybe because I accepted our fate.
I saw a post earlier about someone hoping their crush would greet them,
But why did I think about you?

It is already December,
The season will be winter,
That means it will be a cold weather,
But why does it seem you're colder?
Should I just wait until summer?
You said you love me, remember?
My heart is turning into ice as you go farther.
After the storm, it became clearer,
That you won't be with me forever.

In our Christmas tree,
There are lots of gifts underneath.
If I count one to three,
I can hear the winter bells.
There will be exchanging gifts,
Gotta prepare my Christmas stockings,
Singing some songs, oh Holy night.
If I can have a wish from Santa,
It would be under a mistletoe with you.
If I count one to three,
I can hear the winter bells.

It has been weeks since I keep seeing you,
But these days the feelings I had seemed to fade away.
Is it because I realized I can't have you?
I already accept it won't be me starting today.

Every time my mind is filled with someone new,
I always bump into you.
The times when I don't expect  to see you,
Are the times that I suddenly feel surprised 'cause you'll suddenly appear.
When I am always sad,
You always show up and it makes me glad.
You always show up when I need joy the most.
You always show up when I least expect it.
I'm always asking myself if you're still the one,
Maybe just seeing your face was the answer.
Even if I deny it, yes, still you.