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Cherry Oct 2018
I remember when I was a child I disliked reading books , mostly all of them . They all had a specific ending it could be happy or sad and sometimes something in between. Somehow  I knew that I could never read the words writen in my heart by someone elses pen  so unknowingly I started writing. I started writing as what a normal child would have to, when he starts to dream and imagine about all the things that one wants and desires and everything one knows he could be. I started writing in the blank page of life . I wrote my desires my ideals my character my adventures and everything else I thought I needed my life to be about. Pages full of happines, memories , mistakes and terrible regrets. All my darkest desires ,darkest secrets my best and worst qualities. Since I was a child the only thing I didn't give importance was time , time was passing fast right before my eyes into the words I was writing on that blank page . I never stood still to realise that until now .  My life was turning into my worst nightmare filled only with paranoia and fears. I never realised that getting so hooked into what you want life to be and what it actually is would turn my reality upside down and realised I was living in a lie that I was writing . As I was stading alone in the dark yesterday I woke up . The page I started to write since I was a child run out of all empty spaces , I dont know how old I was back than but now I'm 21 and the worst thing is that I realised that I'm one of those humans helplessly stupid and I've wasted so much time rewriting and correcting on that blank page everything that I thought was wrong and now my blank page looked like the messy adventurous confusion I wanted my life to be. Today I woke up and I  had a new page to write on and I've only writed four sentences  the only four sentences I decided to keep as a treasure from my life
as far as today.
To desire is to dream
To dream is to want
to want is to do
And to do is to live.
(Write artfully)
Don't let words of the past scream at you hysterically in  angry crying voice .
bobby burns Nov 2012
like a walking
smash novel
waiting to happen;
this isn't perks,
there's no ****,
and no falcon,
and certainly
no flower grow(ing)
on the wall.

like a british
teen drama
or ******* of
equal magnitude.
this isn't skins,
well it is, just
less exciting,
less meaningful,
less expressive--
basically,
less british

like a discography
from thepiratebay,
or a microsecond
clip of sound waves,
this isn't a teen
anthem, or some
ridiculous ballad
written by puppeteers
who don't know
any better for
children far too
young to even
comprehend
the concept of
       loss.

this isn't about
the strain on their
parents or the baby
in her belly, or even
about the ****** up
liver of a walking,
deceased villain,
no.
it's about the
universal and
ubiquitous:
hollowness.
longing.
strife.

the record's straight,
no thanks to me,
we'll all sleep
easier tonight,
won't we?
who am i kidding.
i writed (clever)
a wrong made so
many times before
it doesn't even matter.
it's forgotten,
no longer verbatim,
content to just be;
people describe it
by saying,
"it just is, man."
and that,
ladies and gentlemen,
is a reason to cry.
wordvango Sep 2014
under me tunnel all mine energy
a bridge above
turn me around a
corner
bring me home

writed mine obituary
say he , was unknown

plant a flower
in a tunnel
and I will see.

Home
eventually.
Yume Blade Dec 2015
Hurted* myself one day ,
         not for bad ,
but just to write one word
on my skin ,
who goings to heal with me ,
and hurt me ,
with a gentle kiss from my sharpen blade ,
I just writed
that unique word who means a lot
for me , Live **.
kiss me sharpen blade !
gentle !
.
.
.
GlintPale Jul 2014
The time
The Days
And that clock in the wall
my laughts my gigles ,  my tears  my joys and my desspointed, and all that memories .

*

I'm a treanger but I'm still a young child
that jumped in the stan
, her hair were flying all over her neck
her eyes are full of painful Imprisoned emations ,
yet with a lot of happiness .


The time
The Days
And that clock in the wall .
my laughts my gigles ,  my tears  my joys and my desspointed, and all that memories .

I'll run and run , until I get tired
and laugh and laugh until I feel pain in my stomach
I'll hug the wind
and fil to eat the clouds

I'll allways
live
as a child
and
feel
as a child ..

writed on 25/06/2014
Simon Nov 2017
You were standing at the top of that building
You were holding that knife against your wrist
You were sitting in a corner of your room
You were going to talk to her

What holds you back, pitiful brat?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!"
What holds you back, where's your faith at?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"

You hopelessly started crying
You really wanted to talk to her
You pushed harder against your wrist
You walked further through the edge

What holds you back, pitiful brat?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!"
What holds you back, where's your faith at?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"

You didn't talk to her
But you writed your last note
But your wrist started to bleed
But you jumped off the edge



Ha... Weren't you scared? I thought you didn't dare
Note: this poem is about something that i realised after doing some cutting. The fear i felt before doing it was the same that i felt when trying to expose myself to social interactions. I feel really stupid now that i think abou it
mia hepburn Aug 2014
Once i have seen a book

that was so well writed

that i did not read it

everytime i have seen

that book i was getting sick

you know why?

It was perfect.

It was a book that i could never write.

It was marvelous, miraculous.

nothing

i will never read  

will be as wonderful and unique as that book

but i do not regret it

because that book was too perfect for me.
Dennis Willis Jan 2019
To comport yourself
aloud
as if
bristling
with words
falling from
words
tripping over
words
stepping on
words
like legos
made by
minions
kevin
save us
I am
lessoning
a gain
of time
against
dumb things
writed
sited

U n I
spongy

like a star
kneeling

threading it's way
baring instants
baring leaks
of tomorrow

I saw you
hesitate
I did too

and we
are here with clasped hands
knowing the smell
drives hearing
seeings a fool

watching an agreeable
fable
spun
in disbelief


Copyright@2019 Dennis Willis
Delton Peele Jun 2020
Its my time
Finally
No more time to give
Its been goin on
Tooooooo long
Yall ******* gunna be sorry
Im doin it the wrong way ,
The write way ?
Hey !
Whos to say
Maybey fourtune may look youre way
It depends on how youve been with me
Ya .............its
Like...........
Time. ..........
You should hear me
Cause im talking......................
To you .
Worry.............
Dont .
I really dont care
Regret how you acted and used me
And fret about tommorow
Say youre sorry
Excuse me?
Act like you didnt hurt me?
Sssstk ....
Oh girl thats amusing
You cant change reality
You dont have the rights to this movie
Its copy writed
You dont have the
Athority
Maybe this will ease youre suffering
Think about this while youre being hunted
You got one thing on youre mind .....,,,,,"nothin"

— The End —