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"whisperin" poems
My lips are still blisterin, From all that whisperin, that Made me kinda sick, so I Search for my chapstick, but Find in it’s stead, A pen, orn’ry and red, That chooses to be used, And true to my cue, I Seclude and intrude On each and every muse- -ic, -ing, -ment, of my peers. And its clear I have seared Every page I have seen And heard of my herd, Pulled apart at the seems Teeming with teams And half-assessed dreams, that I dreamt But have since beheaded like queens. Yet who is the jester? The joker? The fool? It’s me from your world, your country, your school. It’s me who coos uncool, and caws too rawly And so rarely, Even I’m a bit scared of me No! No fear or fervor is necessary, tremors and Heartstrings tremble headlines on the Daily. Oooh, calm, soothe, my tongue, my soul, my lips, I’ll cool them off but remember all this, or else you May be blistering, and searching, for my lost chapstick, But be lacking in trust, ‘cause I used it all up, Quite a long time before you even lusted that luck.
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Feb 24, 2012
Feb 24, 2012 at 3:04 PM UTC
The Ballad of Gracie Chapstick
This is how it's goin' be! drama unfolds only when nigga's ain't where they posed to be! mindin' they own! doin' they thang! whisperin' like bitch's, bout anotha nigga's intentions. how they goin' get rich off anotha nigga's inventions. anotha nigga's invention... what? Beware! of a cousin named distant or a father named, missin' I'ma ******* that's determined to bring this to your attention. listen! and maybe you will know how to play yo position! distance! yo' self from the negative just be relentless. maybe... I should love me for what I'm worth? or maybe the television or the news has to show a ***** first! maybe... I hate livin because the struggles to great but what I choose affects the little ones that I help create... I help create! I ventured out on my own too young as a kid. ****** up and landed on my *** gotdamn! again? couldn't stand my mama! she tried to box me in. not realizin' mama was tryin' to raise two... black... men!
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Jul 12, 2010
Jul 12, 2010 at 12:12 PM UTC
"Retrospect"
* i lay on my back thinkin' at the stars why i had to fight that many a wars i watch the birds as they are flyin' by always have wished bein' able to fly i stay at pace wonderin' at the sky why does the ego urge to satisfy i hear those leaves whisperin' in the wind all the amount on the trees i have sinned i may be restin' as if behind bars the dreams i have had but those nightmares why i feel cold as the pressure overwhelms it is i this world into depths has binned for now my place is here beneath these elms this grave now to be my only of realms ** ..love always...* عرفان بن يوسف © AH 09/05/1437 **
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Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 5:00 PM UTC
..under the elms / rememberin' my place...
The cops got called at one a.m An she's sitting on the front step Smokin a cigarette wearing sunglasses Hello officer he's inside In the bedroom sleepin Let me see what's under them sunglasses A big black eye and her lip is bleedin pretty good The cops run in stomping over and on Christmas presents The kids are cryin Daddy, daddy! Mommy what's goin on Their comin to talk to daddy about him bein mad Dad is a fighter though and takes the first cop Right in the throat with a balled up fist The second cop got him good with his nightstick Straight to the gut Daddy is layin there while the good beat him on the ribs In chains they drag him out to the car Cussin and yellin up a **** storm Momma sittin there cryin her eyes out yellin Baby I love you im sorry I love you I'm sorry Time is gone by Things have called down While the pigs are takin statements an **** Right there in the trailer park I see that girl Some construction workers daughter from west Virginia throws her glasses on the ground And asks to talk to her lover He cryin in the backseat Locked up she broke my heart when she cradled his bleeding head to her ******* Whisperin I love you baby With all my heart She kissed him on the lips A good long kiss A movie kiss Tommorow is Christmas baby I'm gonna bail you out No you won't baby We got our rent to pay There ain't never a passionate kiss in this trailer park That don't end with both of em tastin blood Christmas eve in Tennessee means broken teeth and ****** And cops givin out a whippin
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Dec 11, 2011
Dec 11, 2011 at 11:15 PM UTC
On Visiting a Trailer Park on Christmas Eve
The cops got called at one a.m An she's sitting on the front step Smokin a cigarette wearing sunglasses Hello officer he's inside In the bedroom sleepin Let me see what's under them sunglasses A big black eye and her lip is bleedin pretty good The cops run in stomping over and on Christmas presents The kids are cryin Daddy, daddy! Mommy what's goin on Their comin to talk to daddy about him bein mad Dad is a fighter though and takes the first cop Right in the throat with a balled up fist The second cop got him good with his nightstick Straight to the gut Daddy is layin there while the good beat him on the ribs In chains they drag him out to the car Cussin and yellin up a **** storm Momma sittin there cryin her eyes out yellin Baby I love you im sorry I love you I'm sorry Time is gone by Things have called down While the pigs are takin statements an **** Right there in the trailer park I see that girl Some construction workers daughter from west Virginia throws her glasses on the ground And asks to talk to her lover He cryin in the backseat Locked up she broke my heart when she cradled his bleeding head to her ******* Whisperin I love you baby With all my heart She kissed him on the lips A good long kiss A movie kiss Tommorow is Christmas baby I'm gonna bail you out No you won't baby We got our rent to pay There ain't never a passionate kiss in this trailer park That don't end with both of em tastin blood Christmas eve in Tennessee means broken teeth and ****** And cops givin out a whippin
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Feel Me,an emotion deep inside your heart, a meadow's  wild white  simple  daisy, reincarnated in a soft crimson rose, a scarlet heart of velvet petals, birthed in embroided silk of mystique passion. A bacchus of wine filled with perfumed aroma, in  a vineyard of  fragrant thoughts of you. Feel Me,as i come in your night,a soft gentle wind , whisperin through your window,caressin your face, kissin your cheeks,breathin you in sweetest dreams, takin you in a garden,to a  lake, where swans pirhouette, as we lie  down  on  a mattress of golden threaded  leaves. Feel Me,as we ride,on the open wings of love and fantasies, Hold me ,as i get lost in you and you get lost in me, as you drink the nectar of my cherry red lips, as we kiss,a moist and warm  wet  kiss. Feel Me,in the fresh liquid raindrops,patterin, cleansing your worries away,as i pat your back, as we walk in the park,as we talk,as I listen and understand, as  we giggle,holdin hands ,sittin on our favourite  wooden bench, under yesterday's lanternes of hundred dancing fire-flies. Feel me,as we lay on the sand,gazing in each other's eyes, cheered by tamed silver waves,watching the stars Hugging below a universe of  black ebony skies. Feel me,as i dip my brush in finest oils,and paint a path of coloured rainbows,where we can find each other once again, a path where we can dream,where we can live and love, where we will never be apart or scent the absence once again. Feel me,in  the candle burning never ending flames of passion, a young lady,so deeply in love with you,Can you feel me? My Beloved,Mon amour,Can you feel the touch of me?
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Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 11:11 PM UTC
....Feel Me....
Feel Me,an emotion deep inside your heart, a meadow's  wild white  simple  daisy, reincarnated in a soft crimson rose, a scarlet heart of velvet petals, birthed in embroided silk of mystique passion. A bacchus of wine filled with perfumed aroma, in  a vineyard of  fragrant thoughts of you. Feel Me,as i come in your night,a soft gentle wind , whisperin through your window,caressin your face, kissin your cheeks,breathin you in sweetest dreams, takin you in a garden,to a  lake, where swans pirhouette, as we lie  down  on  a mattress of golden threaded  leaves. Feel Me,as we ride,on the open wings of love and fantasies, Hold me ,as i get lost in you and you get lost in me, as you drink the nectar of my cherry red lips, as we kiss,a moist and warm  wet  kiss. Feel Me,in the fresh liquid raindrops,patterin, cleansing your worries away,as i pat your back, as we walk in the park,as we talk,as I listen and understand, as  we giggle,holdin hands ,sittin on our favourite  wooden bench, under yesterday's lanternes of hundred dancing fire-flies. Feel me,as we lay on the sand,gazing in each other's eyes, cheered by tamed silver waves,watching the stars Hugging below a universe of  black ebony skies. Feel me,as i dip my brush in finest oils,and paint a path of coloured rainbows,where we can find each other once again, a path where we can dream,where we can live and love, where we will never be apart or scent the absence once again. Feel me,in  the candle burning never ending flames of passion, a young lady,so deeply in love with you,Can you feel me? My Beloved,Mon amour,Can you feel the touch of me?
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Every thought I have is you Even when I finally managed to stop involuntarily whispering your name, On cold mornings I see it on my breath Like Carrol’s caterpillar Askin’ Who Are you? That’s the problem I already know who you are Now I am tryin’ to forget But I can’t I made some promises that I need to keep For instance I said I would never let them bury you And we somehow managed to find our way into burning buildings I told you how I keep my heart in my throat to trap the air in my chest So that I would stop gasping in your presence I inhale smoke sometimes And I cried When they brought me your blackened breastplate Heart still beating a fire Looked like the sun There’s a universe in you And now it’s in me too Gives off this light that is almost blinding So that when I rub my eyes The iridescent reflection of them on the back of my lids Is the same color as yours Same color as gasoline on pavement Makes me wanna set this world on fire Only way to stop seeing you everywhere Like the ****** Mary I saw you in my oatmeal Heard you in a wind chime Whisperin’ like the wind Beggin me to consider life like a skipped heartbeat You ****** me when you left Forgot me like a puzzle Soda stained on a coffee table I got black holes in my universe And now every thought I have is you You are in every word I speak In every sound I hear Even my breath spells your name
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Apr 13, 2011
Apr 13, 2011 at 11:56 AM UTC
Every Thought I Have
smoke comes up like a hammer bing bam slams a man twists his nose turns, e looks for his friends in the other room, but theyr far now farther than the knife big man machete got eyes like dog in woods, got teeth like dog in woods he aint shittin nobody now no he aint clever ***** none here whisperin whisperin comin closer and i nos i aint got the time so big lunge i giv him a big un but a big dog needs a bigger lunge so i grabsme figger and takes off wif no sound but a big dog got a bigger nose sniff farther, dig deeper, and a rat in the sewer gets chewed, gets mangled gets is wittl teethums pulled out FUCKEM FUCKEM FUCKEM getde teeth getde credit cards RIPEM RIPEM RIPEM hoo amex this ***** got it FUCKEM FUCKEM FUCKEM rough, little yuppie **** RIPEM RIPEM RIPEM you think that *** is any good? FUCKRIPS FUCKRIPS FUCKRIPS
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 2:08 AM UTC
smoke comes up
Bar me off, Useless! Cryin' a'sighin'– over cliffs, over. She caught me a'whisperin' at the docks! Far, yea, far; And when did compersion to the western wayside go? Feeling let down. Staircase is a'goin' for a day or two! Distance between two points. Farther, father, fathoming depths. Low, now! Lower bent! –you, so far bent, did ask him so. "Chief Joseph– St. Joseph– Won't he have word with me? Nonsensical, man. Understand! If only for a day or two." Yea, some men never call. Some callers a'callin' do. Blue collared jazz blues– You saving it for the morning? Where the sea meets the land. Find him by the cowrie reef– I say that's unnecessary. Stand by me for a day or two! And them stories be so far bent, all a'tellin' them so: He fell out! What a falling out! Talked about for years to come! And hear they come 'round the bend– Lessening distance between points. I see horizon. O' horizon! Yonder horizon! And the sun all arisin' be! Huddlin'– All huddled like. Beneath the comet's tail she caught me. Found me all a'whisperin' at the docks... and I say: "Seaside, O' Seaside! Beneath them netherskies you wait. Yea, if a fool's never foolish are his thought's so foolish, see– I never felt so transfixed. Them waters got a depth to them– Therein lies weight. I talk to still paintings– none be a'talkin' back to me! Minds racing backwards. Would you listen to that still? Silence, she finds me in unnerving non-natural states. Psychosis takes a seat. They say them waters at the western wayside foam! A real, true foam! Froth and cough into your sleeve, white foam! Kiss me on the lips and tell me secrets for a day– Frenzy! Riot on! Whitewaters, subtle sexes, and a midnight matinee. I say what a night– What a comet's shone today!"
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 10:50 PM UTC
Riot On
Bar me off, Useless! Cryin' a'sighin'– over cliffs, over. She caught me a'whisperin' at the docks! Far, yea, far; And when did compersion to the western wayside go? Feeling let down. Staircase is a'goin' for a day or two! Distance between two points. Farther, father, fathoming depths. Low, now! Lower bent! –you, so far bent, did ask him so. "Chief Joseph– St. Joseph– Won't he have word with me? Nonsensical, man. Understand! If only for a day or two." Yea, some men never call. Some callers a'callin' do. Blue collared jazz blues– You saving it for the morning? Where the sea meets the land. Find him by the cowrie reef– I say that's unnecessary. Stand by me for a day or two! And them stories be so far bent, all a'tellin' them so: He fell out! What a falling out! Talked about for years to come! And hear they come 'round the bend– Lessening distance between points. I see horizon. O' horizon! Yonder horizon! And the sun all arisin' be! Huddlin'– All huddled like. Beneath the comet's tail she caught me. Found me all a'whisperin' at the docks... and I say: "Seaside, O' Seaside! Beneath them netherskies you wait. Yea, if a fool's never foolish are his thought's so foolish, see– I never felt so transfixed. Them waters got a depth to them– Therein lies weight. I talk to still paintings– none be a'talkin' back to me! Minds racing backwards. Would you listen to that still? Silence, she finds me in unnerving non-natural states. Psychosis takes a seat. They say them waters at the western wayside foam! A real, true foam! Froth and cough into your sleeve, white foam! Kiss me on the lips and tell me secrets for a day– Frenzy! Riot on! Whitewaters, subtle sexes, and a midnight matinee. I say what a night– What a comet's shone today!"
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Grass does grow green in Spring. Snowmelt's been done, drawn out. Aye, how you all feign complacency. (I kiss men at dusk in the street light.) I've been restless all night, goin' on about them rimed hearts and their timely, metered whispers in ears: *O' they say he's got a stellar mind but that his bones carry weights unkind and unknown to the modern man's heart.* *O' they say we'll never know just how hard he fell; he loved you then and now he spends his days aching from rapt thoughts.* *O' they say he's bound to collapse in but what do they know of whisperin' and weights of wanting– So heavy still!* You hold them pages to the flames, what delusions! Hearts be weighted with bells and ringing. You've wrapped thoughts 'round index and thumb, such confusion– Heavy-weighted with iron shavings. You never go far for anything. You're wont to be needin' some more swell. You see the water run from the well. And everyone here is moving a bit too slow. And I'm getting a bit too restless. And every day passes without something to show– And I am feeling rather restless. I was just a'pacin' through them woods. I'm prone to be wantin' some more swell. I have drank the water from the well. No, I was just a'snappin' down on some smoked skin. And everyone since drives me straight moot. No, I was just ponderin' that moment– Some sin! Yea, every day since I've felt clumsy. They'd call it a whoopsy-daisy slip into loose and hazy days and nights. Whip-lashing from nails; scratches down backs. There ain't no more whistlin' nay howlin' in this place. Hush now, until the well runs bone-dry. There ain't no wratch who's been wretch'd out like you– Some chase! Hush'd and still, this well's gone and ran dry.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 1:41 AM UTC
Restless
Grass does grow green in Spring. Snowmelt's been done, drawn out. Aye, how you all feign complacency. (I kiss men at dusk in the street light.) I've been restless all night, goin' on about them rimed hearts and their timely, metered whispers in ears: *O' they say he's got a stellar mind but that his bones carry weights unkind and unknown to the modern man's heart.* *O' they say we'll never know just how hard he fell; he loved you then and now he spends his days aching from rapt thoughts.* *O' they say he's bound to collapse in but what do they know of whisperin' and weights of wanting– So heavy still!* You hold them pages to the flames, what delusions! Hearts be weighted with bells and ringing. You've wrapped thoughts 'round index and thumb, such confusion– Heavy-weighted with iron shavings. You never go far for anything. You're wont to be needin' some more swell. You see the water run from the well. And everyone here is moving a bit too slow. And I'm getting a bit too restless. And every day passes without something to show– And I am feeling rather restless. I was just a'pacin' through them woods. I'm prone to be wantin' some more swell. I have drank the water from the well. No, I was just a'snappin' down on some smoked skin. And everyone since drives me straight moot. No, I was just ponderin' that moment– Some sin! Yea, every day since I've felt clumsy. They'd call it a whoopsy-daisy slip into loose and hazy days and nights. Whip-lashing from nails; scratches down backs. There ain't no more whistlin' nay howlin' in this place. Hush now, until the well runs bone-dry. There ain't no wratch who's been wretch'd out like you– Some chase! Hush'd and still, this well's gone and ran dry.
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I've heard that wakefulness is life. That hearin' and seein' and feelin' a'tastin' and touchin' are living all the same. I've heard that to bear one's heart is above all deeds. He said, "The world's built for cynics, don't say such things. I'd spit on an ant just to sit and watch it drown before I'd share a picnic crumb with an ant who can't swim." I'm not a heavy sleeper, I don't spend much time shot puttin' a'careenin' through nighttime and midday naps. I think it's hard to bear one's heart. I hope that someday my son has a branch outside his window. And that at night it will whip o' wind and scratch a'scrapin' at his window and his call will bring me in to bear my heart. And that the person I first love will walk out the door, intent to leave me forever, just so I can run after them. In a sprint to hailing cab to feet on airport linoleum I won't dare say, "Come back." No, I'll be a'whisperin' sayin', "I don't care where that plane's going as long as I'm going there with you." In the terminal I'll run in to bear my heart. I guess at the bottom of it all I just want to bear my heart. I've heard that wakefulness is life and that the sleeping are not living. Nor a'dying buyin' time in nonexistent shot putt courts where they aim for dreams within their dream. The sleeping are surely always dreaming. But wakefulness is life.
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Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 11:39 PM UTC
Wakefulness is Life
Selah, in this realm means pause. think. pause meaning, we agree, slow down, focus, extol, pay attention based on worth ship possible to take as granted, per se. ya move toofastgottamockdemoanin'past foevah Jung. were there no condemnation here, could you abide? Selah. Y'see, we words form bubbles, in which we list whither we will in swirling mists of Swedenborgian beauty, you can only imagine, as winds return on circuits perpetual enough for mortal bubble minds like ours. Selah For the players on ins truements. Key of B, natural. lah lah lah la on an' on whisperin' pine backin' old crow's caw. This seems fine, f'now. Selah some mo'
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Nov 8, 2019
Nov 8, 2019 at 2:49 PM UTC
The Bible Word, Selah
I think I'm startin' to get that feelin' again That sinkin' sensation followed by intense anticipation of the end I feel I'm facin' The hell my life is based in Then I meet up with my fear of drownin' Thoughts not safe havin' come crashin' in Will I ever learn or is this far beyond teachin' a lesson Up against my dark passenger, the undisputed, heavyweight champion And the challenger, in the blue corner noticably panickin' Just some guy with a crazy look in his eye but no business challengin' his demon My Hyde side stays undefeated while I've never recorded a win Bringin' my mental discipline into question Knowin' my armor's thin Knowin' I've already taken one to many to the chin It's  constant whisperin' drowns out everythin' Top tier manipulation allowin' the interjection of it's own spin On this tailspin my doomed zeppelin always finds itself in I feel like I should mention, it's not one, it's Legion Not a friend, it laid claim and became kingpin I could only watch like I was fifth in a five deep bullpen No consent given, not even a conversation Rushed past me like I was a doorman at a Motor Inn And I stood there silent, broken, incapable of motion Often thoughts and feelings are left unspoken Paralyzed with fear, just standin' here like a dollar store mannikin Behind a display of 151 and Heineken Made it easy for it to find it's way up under my skin I hardly even knew what was happenin' Now I don't know where it ends and I begin Not sure there's any separation ©2023
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Dec 28, 2023
Dec 28, 2023 at 6:31 PM UTC
~•§•~ Just Some Guy ~•§•~
I think I'm startin' to get that feelin' again That sinkin' sensation followed by intense anticipation of the end I feel I'm facin' The hell my life is based in Then I meet up with my fear of drownin' Thoughts not safe havin' come crashin' in Will I ever learn or is this far beyond teachin' a lesson Up against my dark passenger, the undisputed, heavyweight champion And the challenger, in the blue corner noticably panickin' Just some guy with a crazy look in his eye but no business challengin' his demon My Hyde side stays undefeated while I've never recorded a win Bringin' my mental discipline into question Knowin' my armor's thin Knowin' I've already taken one to many to the chin It's  constant whisperin' drowns out everythin' Top tier manipulation allowin' the interjection of it's own spin On this tailspin my doomed zeppelin always finds itself in I feel like I should mention, it's not one, it's Legion Not a friend, it laid claim and became kingpin I could only watch like I was fifth in a five deep bullpen No consent given, not even a conversation Rushed past me like I was a doorman at a Motor Inn And I stood there silent, broken, incapable of motion Often thoughts and feelings are left unspoken Paralyzed with fear, just standin' here like a dollar store mannikin Behind a display of 151 and Heineken Made it easy for it to find it's way up under my skin I hardly even knew what was happenin' Now I don't know where it ends and I begin Not sure there's any separation ©2023
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"I swear, the sun rose early today," you went a’whisperin’ on the roof. Hands behind your head watching orange become blue – I agree. The lightpost out front shines blue ‘fore horizon eats the sky for keeps. We pose red tiger lilies in the soil as the sun elopes with morning. Garage with an iron stove and a growing wood stock. Two beds pushed together. Yea, these are frosty nights. Dreamin’ of lilies, leg hairs, moths and swoopin’ bats, noses with honest angles, leg squeezin' that be thigh squeezin' before dying fires. Hair’s a bit dry, then damp. Callouses show guitar string familiarity. Just as before, you’re quiet. A sunset approaches, rarity. Stoking the fire until the room grows cold, rare and raw in deed and in action. Intrepid and convoluted. Purposeless language so thick and unable to expression o’makin’! Non-motion! Unbeauty and polluted flair! I spit words like curses at the bee-stingin’ burn! Ain’t been no words like those I spat as his Luckiest Strike met my forearm. And the pain fades. And my arm crossin’ over his. I can tell by the look on his face as I take his mark away – No regrets! Skinny as an ostrich thigh. Hair bristled and wet. Grass dying under the pressure of bare feet. No climactic conclusion or sequel to undefeat. “Take a dip in the ditch right creeping to dawn.” Spitting into shot glasses until we both set it straight. Thunder claps before lightning leaps skyward. Well-steeped tea makes a brown into tan into clearest of steam, filling up the kettle. How anxious. So anxious.
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Sep 29, 2014
Sep 29, 2014 at 4:12 PM UTC
Orange Frost
"I swear, the sun rose early today," you went a’whisperin’ on the roof. Hands behind your head watching orange become blue – I agree. The lightpost out front shines blue ‘fore horizon eats the sky for keeps. We pose red tiger lilies in the soil as the sun elopes with morning. Garage with an iron stove and a growing wood stock. Two beds pushed together. Yea, these are frosty nights. Dreamin’ of lilies, leg hairs, moths and swoopin’ bats, noses with honest angles, leg squeezin' that be thigh squeezin' before dying fires. Hair’s a bit dry, then damp. Callouses show guitar string familiarity. Just as before, you’re quiet. A sunset approaches, rarity. Stoking the fire until the room grows cold, rare and raw in deed and in action. Intrepid and convoluted. Purposeless language so thick and unable to expression o’makin’! Non-motion! Unbeauty and polluted flair! I spit words like curses at the bee-stingin’ burn! Ain’t been no words like those I spat as his Luckiest Strike met my forearm. And the pain fades. And my arm crossin’ over his. I can tell by the look on his face as I take his mark away – No regrets! Skinny as an ostrich thigh. Hair bristled and wet. Grass dying under the pressure of bare feet. No climactic conclusion or sequel to undefeat. “Take a dip in the ditch right creeping to dawn.” Spitting into shot glasses until we both set it straight. Thunder claps before lightning leaps skyward. Well-steeped tea makes a brown into tan into clearest of steam, filling up the kettle. How anxious. So anxious.
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Everybody says they've loved once or twice before Some say they always wanted more & more Wishing of riches that could fill every sea Or dreaming of mountains that they secretly wished to be I never knew love until it went away Every woman sadly whisperin' she wouldn't stay Her breathe heavy, her back tanned In the morning she'd hold close to her face a fan Dew glistened on flowers that never wilted Our love together reached a peak that never lifted Clouds above poured heavy rain & silt While I dreamt of land where I'd fit I ain't sorry for the things I did or said At times I thought I was gonna' lose my head But I behaved for too long as I lost myself Now I know it's another book on an ending shelf These times are heavier then they used to be If only the young guy I knew once could see Of the right horror show that I see now Oh how I know he'd drink lighter, struggling to make no sound Fleeting smiles that once painted friends of mine Grow into silent frowns that haunt my mind Oceans that once purred like ***** cats Now stir and crash like a barbarians bat But I know now that time has it's clutches on me I can stir, shake, whimper and plead with thee I can shout, pout, pamper and beg with He But I know forever He'll have a hold on me Take out the last smoke of the night Drink down any pint in sight Friends will close down their shops sooner then one thinks A smile, a nod, and a fleeting far away wink Take no sadness from these unbalanced words In the end They'll be just another step Through another familiar door I kick my snow filled boots off, As I think of the endless woods outside, Now I think of the next adventure, Oh where a restless soul could venture!
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Feb 10, 2011
Feb 10, 2011 at 1:40 PM UTC
Take Nothing/Take Everything
Everybody says they've loved once or twice before Some say they always wanted more & more Wishing of riches that could fill every sea Or dreaming of mountains that they secretly wished to be I never knew love until it went away Every woman sadly whisperin' she wouldn't stay Her breathe heavy, her back tanned In the morning she'd hold close to her face a fan Dew glistened on flowers that never wilted Our love together reached a peak that never lifted Clouds above poured heavy rain & silt While I dreamt of land where I'd fit I ain't sorry for the things I did or said At times I thought I was gonna' lose my head But I behaved for too long as I lost myself Now I know it's another book on an ending shelf These times are heavier then they used to be If only the young guy I knew once could see Of the right horror show that I see now Oh how I know he'd drink lighter, struggling to make no sound Fleeting smiles that once painted friends of mine Grow into silent frowns that haunt my mind Oceans that once purred like ***** cats Now stir and crash like a barbarians bat But I know now that time has it's clutches on me I can stir, shake, whimper and plead with thee I can shout, pout, pamper and beg with He But I know forever He'll have a hold on me Take out the last smoke of the night Drink down any pint in sight Friends will close down their shops sooner then one thinks A smile, a nod, and a fleeting far away wink Take no sadness from these unbalanced words In the end They'll be just another step Through another familiar door I kick my snow filled boots off, As I think of the endless woods outside, Now I think of the next adventure, Oh where a restless soul could venture!
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And the mist comes a'fallin in October the month of Harvest, breathing portents and signs as we all feel this some sort of calling. And the Dark comes a'risin in October the month of Changing when Heroes and Heroines of our home the Earth find themselves despising. And Samhain comes a'whisperin in October the month of Remembering what we used to be and still are more than mere flesh and blood children of the Annw'n glittering. And the Veil comes a'witherin in October the month of Delivering that which those of us bleeding from wounds deep within a God's Love continually Transfiguring.
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Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 11:03 PM UTC
The Veil
we're standing outside the grounds and i notice how my forearms look remarkably tan against the white bars, darker than the loose wet sand out in the arena, a calf trots by and darts off when a young boy flips a beer cap at its head-- Ben looks out to the bleachers and goes so, I gotta ask and I know what's comin' before it leaves his mouth, know it's something about you, something that's probably gonna sting a bit so I say, yeah? and I smile real nice like I don't expect a bad thing-- and he peels a layer of skin from his knuckles and says that he went and asked Alan about me, about what kind of person I was-- that you up and told him I was *real ****** churchy* all full bore and what have you...so I go quiet and he looks over and gets this startled expression, like I've gone pale. Which is funny, all things considered. but he bumps my shoulder and says *I won't bring it up again, i just was curious* I shake my head because I know I'm good at hiding an erratic heartbeat. I can see you leaned back somewhere with a *** of copenhagen nestled into your front lip, *real ****** churchy* comin' out of you sharp and smooth like a blade, I imagine you might be hurt about it all, what business have I got with a Rusher? twice as crazy as you, probably. I tell him I've got to go--gotta go because it's late, because the rodeo is over, because pluto is 4.6 billion miles from earth and I can feel its gravity--I gotta go. While I'm driving home, I'm tapping out the syllables and counting the letters, whisperin' real fuckin' churchy to myself, incredulously, in agreement, partially because I can't think of much else I didn't expect that, really. Not from you.
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Jul 30, 2016
Jul 30, 2016 at 1:01 AM UTC
Belle and Steeple
we're standing outside the grounds and i notice how my forearms look remarkably tan against the white bars, darker than the loose wet sand out in the arena, a calf trots by and darts off when a young boy flips a beer cap at its head-- Ben looks out to the bleachers and goes so, I gotta ask and I know what's comin' before it leaves his mouth, know it's something about you, something that's probably gonna sting a bit so I say, yeah? and I smile real nice like I don't expect a bad thing-- and he peels a layer of skin from his knuckles and says that he went and asked Alan about me, about what kind of person I was-- that you up and told him I was *real ****** churchy* all full bore and what have you...so I go quiet and he looks over and gets this startled expression, like I've gone pale. Which is funny, all things considered. but he bumps my shoulder and says *I won't bring it up again, i just was curious* I shake my head because I know I'm good at hiding an erratic heartbeat. I can see you leaned back somewhere with a *** of copenhagen nestled into your front lip, *real ****** churchy* comin' out of you sharp and smooth like a blade, I imagine you might be hurt about it all, what business have I got with a Rusher? twice as crazy as you, probably. I tell him I've got to go--gotta go because it's late, because the rodeo is over, because pluto is 4.6 billion miles from earth and I can feel its gravity--I gotta go. While I'm driving home, I'm tapping out the syllables and counting the letters, whisperin' real fuckin' churchy to myself, incredulously, in agreement, partially because I can't think of much else I didn't expect that, really. Not from you.
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tomorrow is your birthday too late to chase your dreams you act like you never knew me you've turned into someone else please don't look at me that way you fell in love with another man I don't wanna have to beg you won't you gimme back my love tomorrow is your birthday feel your skin is gettin' colder and you're whisperin' in my ear no, no... schschsch..... happy birthday dear stranger happy birthday to you happy birthday dear stranger gimme back my love I pull away the plastic curtain enter the room I took apart her body first I peeled off her face I couldn't stand the way she watched me couldn't stand her hungry eyes then I cut off her fingers that she couldn't scratch out my eyes I opend up the perfect body pulled out her heart I cut it into pieces to dig out my love gimme back my love gimme back my love gimme back my love gimme back my love happy birthday dear stranger gimme back my love gimme back my love
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Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 2:14 PM UTC
the ripper (gimme back my love)
I say, status seems pychic– How! Za-zoo! And how! O' that brain be electric as a buzz! I'm all a'fixin' to be boxed. These joints are a'sprainin– Winter wind snakes done constricted and strainèd. Out of place. Almost out of time, I swear: Never enough place, barely enough time. Korean girl's all a'watchin' to see how I sip hot tea... Out! Get out! I got them delusions, deliriums– All's done. I'm diluted, sayin': *“Medicine for my grievin'– Aye, my confidence has been gone. Never did speak of leavin'– I met him at the ditch at dawn.”* And left unsaid was better yet, coos all a'whisperin' by waters. Water's runnin' thin now. Creek's gone, ran dry. He's a man of stature, he can't just go! Anthills and ant burrows 'neath sands gone mad– O’ bore teeth! Yea! Where's the meter meeting the rhyme when your bliss'd metronomicist loses pace and dies? Slows and slows and slower yet his heart does beat and the last of his words do run across his teak frame: *“O' bore teeth! Bearing ‘em all; All is a'grinding!”* It’s but a machine to keep one’s rhythm, to help one maintain the desired beat. She kisses me on the forehead. I return the gesture on her cheek. He whispers to me through darkness: “There are many worlds we’ve yet to see.” It is thoughts like that which grant me focus. Where all’s good and wishes, like prayers, be lent. My thoughts lag behind, weighted by you. I strain them through hot water for tea. She watches as I drink. I waited for you– Drank it by the ditch in the morning. I fend off these demons in the courtyard. Winter spells done summoned my greyest thoughts. Here all's good! Yea, all be lent– I tacked your name to the corkboard. Alas, none was meant for you– I fend off thoughts in the courtyard. O’ that mind be broken, still-painted grey! Not much I can do but keep the winter at bay.
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Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 9:21 PM UTC
Bore Teeth
I say, status seems pychic– How! Za-zoo! And how! O' that brain be electric as a buzz! I'm all a'fixin' to be boxed. These joints are a'sprainin– Winter wind snakes done constricted and strainèd. Out of place. Almost out of time, I swear: Never enough place, barely enough time. Korean girl's all a'watchin' to see how I sip hot tea... Out! Get out! I got them delusions, deliriums– All's done. I'm diluted, sayin': *“Medicine for my grievin'– Aye, my confidence has been gone. Never did speak of leavin'– I met him at the ditch at dawn.”* And left unsaid was better yet, coos all a'whisperin' by waters. Water's runnin' thin now. Creek's gone, ran dry. He's a man of stature, he can't just go! Anthills and ant burrows 'neath sands gone mad– O’ bore teeth! Yea! Where's the meter meeting the rhyme when your bliss'd metronomicist loses pace and dies? Slows and slows and slower yet his heart does beat and the last of his words do run across his teak frame: *“O' bore teeth! Bearing ‘em all; All is a'grinding!”* It’s but a machine to keep one’s rhythm, to help one maintain the desired beat. She kisses me on the forehead. I return the gesture on her cheek. He whispers to me through darkness: “There are many worlds we’ve yet to see.” It is thoughts like that which grant me focus. Where all’s good and wishes, like prayers, be lent. My thoughts lag behind, weighted by you. I strain them through hot water for tea. She watches as I drink. I waited for you– Drank it by the ditch in the morning. I fend off these demons in the courtyard. Winter spells done summoned my greyest thoughts. Here all's good! Yea, all be lent– I tacked your name to the corkboard. Alas, none was meant for you– I fend off thoughts in the courtyard. O’ that mind be broken, still-painted grey! Not much I can do but keep the winter at bay.
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This wasn’t the first time daddy had asked Mary to come into his room, but I was so surprised that she called daddy by his first name but I didn’t say a word. That mad look in daddy’s eyes shone as bright as those sprinkled stars as he made his way beside the bed. “Come now darlin’, don’t make me beg for ya. I need my wife tonight I can’t help it.” His breath puffed out in waves of sour miasmic ***** as he bent down low to kiss Mary on her head. He stayed there just seeming to breath in her hair for a moment. Mary stayed stock still in the bed rubbing my head telling me it would alright. I didn’t know what was happnin’. “Can’t you see the girls are scared tonight?” Her voice rattled horasly, as if she was scared but she lay there firm. Daddy looked around suddenly as if tryin to find something lost. “Where’s Kylie?” he asked scratchin his head as if that made him think better. He peered into the dark, his eyes squinted a bit as he tried to see through the dark. He shook his head but I sat up and said “right here daddy.” I went up to touch his arm but Mary held me back. “Don’t touch him.” She whispered to me, then patting me on my arm until I quieted. “I don’t know Don,” Mary said to him, “Probably out like usual lookin’ up at those stars again. You know how she loves her stars.” Daddy laughed again then took Mary’s hand pullin her up from the bed. “Come on now Martha.” He cooed kissin her on her hand. “You’ve got to leave the girls to sleep on their own.” Mary tried to resist but daddy only laughed lacing his fingers in hers. I lay still that night, Haley held tight on my arm cryin silently. She was thirteen and kept whisperin over and over that it wasn’t right what he did to her. “Why are you cryin?” I asked her, but she only told me to hush and close my eyes. It must have been about an hour later when I heard sounds commin from the other room. The headboard was hitting against the wall and daddy was grunting while Mary’s voice, small was whimpering, almost cryin.
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Jul 5, 2013
Jul 5, 2013 at 2:31 AM UTC
My Gaurdian Pt. IV
This wasn’t the first time daddy had asked Mary to come into his room, but I was so surprised that she called daddy by his first name but I didn’t say a word. That mad look in daddy’s eyes shone as bright as those sprinkled stars as he made his way beside the bed. “Come now darlin’, don’t make me beg for ya. I need my wife tonight I can’t help it.” His breath puffed out in waves of sour miasmic ***** as he bent down low to kiss Mary on her head. He stayed there just seeming to breath in her hair for a moment. Mary stayed stock still in the bed rubbing my head telling me it would alright. I didn’t know what was happnin’. “Can’t you see the girls are scared tonight?” Her voice rattled horasly, as if she was scared but she lay there firm. Daddy looked around suddenly as if tryin to find something lost. “Where’s Kylie?” he asked scratchin his head as if that made him think better. He peered into the dark, his eyes squinted a bit as he tried to see through the dark. He shook his head but I sat up and said “right here daddy.” I went up to touch his arm but Mary held me back. “Don’t touch him.” She whispered to me, then patting me on my arm until I quieted. “I don’t know Don,” Mary said to him, “Probably out like usual lookin’ up at those stars again. You know how she loves her stars.” Daddy laughed again then took Mary’s hand pullin her up from the bed. “Come on now Martha.” He cooed kissin her on her hand. “You’ve got to leave the girls to sleep on their own.” Mary tried to resist but daddy only laughed lacing his fingers in hers. I lay still that night, Haley held tight on my arm cryin silently. She was thirteen and kept whisperin over and over that it wasn’t right what he did to her. “Why are you cryin?” I asked her, but she only told me to hush and close my eyes. It must have been about an hour later when I heard sounds commin from the other room. The headboard was hitting against the wall and daddy was grunting while Mary’s voice, small was whimpering, almost cryin.
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i spoke through a keyhole come find me in the middle of the night god read a chapter out of ephesians clear as day, and since then i've been hearing myself like my heartbeat been a tiny pulse, pyura chilensis split apart to see i am actually here I've been beatin' this whole time-- and we learn too fast we made of stardust but that was all ash and seed before we ever came along we've got sweet pea and cardamom in our bones all the surly wiles of our mothers a mix of turpentine and spanish flame come find me and i'm whisperin' back alright, i'm comin'
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Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 12:01 AM UTC
rock.
summer is a frame of mind people think we waste our time dreamin' 'bout those days.. dreamin' 'bout those sunny rays and i can hardly speak when you're right next to me whisperin' in my ear words so very clear living in a harmony tell me you'll remember me hard to breathe? yes, hard to speak.. i still feel you here with me summer brings the coldest pain i know summer brings the only pain that grows
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 2:12 PM UTC
Summer
In a shadowy sky of lies— Be a star whose light of truth never dies. In a shoreless sea of despair— Be a wave of hope beyond compare. In a galaxy of perpetual sorrow— Be a planet of joy that doth glow. In a bottomless vale of negativity— Be a whisperin’ stream of positivity. In a darkling wood of unfairness— Be a soaring tree of fairness. In a desert of desperation— Be an oasis of inspiration. In a drove of utter unkindness— Be a reflection of utter kindness. ©Kikodinho Edward Alexandros👌 17th/Sept/2020, Evergreen State♥️
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Sep 17, 2020
Sep 17, 2020 at 6:18 AM UTC
HEARKEN YE UNTO THE VOICE OF THE BARD.