"unexploded" poems
The onion doesn't have layers
it has panels
nailed to its skin.
On occasions
he goes back to the warehouse
where he stores broken typewriters,
unfinished narratives of the campaign,
unexploded bombs.
sellotaped wires.
He audits his feelings
keeps them neatly arranged
on shelves and spreadsheets and
he examines them against the light
and is pleased with his investigations.
Jan 17, 2013
Jan 17, 2013 at 2:25 AM UTC
We stood in front of my grandmother’s
Old almirah, facing each other
The peacock feather and empty bags
Of the square room fell silent all over again,
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
Then they all came, marched in, reflections,
Paraded in like martyrs of Brute’s History.
I knew them all, she knew them too
They came, touched us one by one,
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
She looked confused just like me
Watching life pass by, centuries reuniting
After a very long season break, nations-
Travelled, explorers stood upstairs watching,
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
Streets strapped the coffee cans and middle-
Aged hospitals swallowed wars. Married women
Bend over like animals and in months, unable
To breathe they gave birth to few number plates;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
The city vomited battles, human heads
And dreams of muted foul slaves. Men and-
Their violent tradition screeched for blue number-
Plates, lean number plates, handsome number plates;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
Unexploded bombs bounced happy homes,
My brothers, my kids, my mothers
Blew their windows and ran, ran away,
Ran afar without destination;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
They were all dark, their land was darkness
Or were we all blind?
Like a watchman we preserved darkness,
The vapours that filled their glasses did not speak;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
We are all reflections, ripples and mirrors
Of men-dead and living.
They all stood outside my almirah, million faces
Inside a mirror. She did recognize them;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
She did nothing, an unusable empathy rolled in,
The hypocrite did not even cry.
In quiet hours she smelt pain, blood and
History flowing from confronting corners;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
An insignificant obligation drowned her nerve,
They needed a home, candle flame, cotton and wool.
The land, their land has become unfamiliar
And they stood outside locked gates and laws;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
They all smelt the same blood, the abused blood,
I tried to kiss them and they kissed me back with-
Their cold lips. I tried to touch them, they touched-
Me back with water in their eyes;
Like strangers we stood facing each other.
Sep 6, 2015
Sep 6, 2015 at 5:12 AM UTC
a e i o u and opposing thumbs
my woman, she's a
snuggler and spooner.
burying herself on my,
no, in my
double barreled chest,
her blonde hair,
my field of gold.^
she landscapes my life,
paralyzing me with the
simplest of gestures.
she sleeps holding my thumbs.
locks me up.
locks me down.
so I cannot transcribe
the lines of poetry mindful,
landlines shut,
land-mines of verse
unexploded,
till these now,
hours later.
a few notes ago,
a few days ago,
heard an octet,
eight voices singing of
five letters, five vowels,
a e i o u.
you can hear what I heard too.
after you listen,
better understand
vowels are the butter of language.
the anointing oil of connectivity.
more than a line of code,
they are the keys to the code,
that make words and life musical.
I suppose we could mange without them if we had to.
spsz v cd mng wthot thm ff v hd t.
but not so well.
I suppose we could manage
without opposing thumbs.
learn to type with my nose,
paint with my toes.
but not so well.
here is how it comes all together.
a e i o u and opposing thumbs,
never give them more than a
never thought, passing over, assumed.
oh yeah, on some tv show,
you can buy a vowel.
these glues are the things that
give me the chance to tell this:
this poem it is a bit about me.
this poem it is a bit about her.
this poem is really about you.
I could live without
a e i o u and opposing thumbs.
but I could not live
without her landscaping my chest.
but
when I share this knowledge
with you friend, it becomes a
verified, realized, acknowledged truth.
So you see this poem is about
a e i o u and opposing thumbs,
but really about you.
In fact, I am thinking,
that if I did not love the title
a e i o u and opposing thumbs
so much,
would entitle it instead,
a wholesome democracy of love.
you, a registered voter,
vote then with both all the
a e i o u and opposing thumbs
at your disposal.
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 2:42 AM UTC
In a little under a hundred years we've had so many wars.
Men, women and children sacrificed for someones cause.
And truly just what has been gained, versus what was lost?
Can we say that it was worth it, can we justify the cost?
In nineteen thirty nine we had the war to end all wars.
Since then there've been so many, like we've hardly even paused
And what is it we fight for? Do we fight for right or wrong?
Or do we fight to get resources that we feel to us belong?
Now sure there are some victims, of persecutions, genocides
but unless there's oil or riches there, the strongest close their eyes.
We forget that we're not perfect, but thanks to Gandhi and Dr King
We changed our stars from where you are, and now know everything.
I cannot help but wonder though, if they were alive today,
would they see us a failure, shake their heads and walk away?
In a little under a hundred years we've learned not much at all,
except in war lies profit, and to some it seems a ball.
Because if you have stuff we want, and wont do as we say,
then we just roll our armies in and blow you all away.
Or if you do things differently, even as we once did,
then we will "liberate" you, then sell you to the highest bid.
See we want you to be like us, cos were so freakin smart,
sure we got people starving but an unmade bed is art.
"My Bed" was bought by Charles Saatchi for £150,000 in 1999.
£150,000 would feed 3200 children in Ghana for a year.
£150,000 would provide over 6800 prosthetics for children who have lost limbs as a result of landmines or unexploded munitions.
In a little under a hundred years, it would seem we have learned nothing.
May 1, 2010
May 1, 2010 at 1:00 PM UTC
The world is unexploded,
but its waters are contaminated
with the chemicals of a war-plagued nation
which stain their tongues black and bleach their knuckles,
and combust into a strengthening desire for a legacy
of their homeland that now teeters.
Each belief grinds friction into the desert sand, refusing limitation.
Inevitable Invasion
No merciful maps or keys towards clarity were left
by their loyal armies;
nor were any heart-strong soldiers.
Through the forts of debris and shields of ash,
we could not find the killed or the injured,
only smell the salty decay of each victim.
He limped through the rippling mirage,
spitting eroding dirt and
flexing his bloodied weapons.
"I heard the victory anthem,"
he said.
"The enemies are dreaming."
Dec 18, 2012
Dec 18, 2012 at 9:05 PM UTC
Sutcliffe, O’Brien and you
Used to wander about the
Bombsites after school, the
Keep Out signs ignored,
The catapults in the back
Pockets to hit at cans or
Bottles or windows if there
Were any left in the empty
Shell houses of the bombed
Out homes. Dad said there
Could be unexploded bombs
Here, Sutcliffe said, his blue
Eyes and blonde hair catching
The day’s afternoon light, his
Grey flannel trousers and blue
Blazer stained with food and
Dust. O’Brien lit a crafty ***
And passed to you to take a drag.
You coughed and passed it back,
Clambering the bricks to broken
Stairs to a higher landing where
You thought ghosts might hang
In danky rooms or smelly attics
Where light shone through the
Broken tiles. O’Brien ******
Against a wall, the cigarette
Hanging from his lower lip.
Sutcliffe sniffed the air and
Scratched his **** and you
Standing on the creaky stair
Pondered who stood or lived
Here before the bomb dropped
From the threatening sky and
They wondering if they’d live
Or die. Bet this was the bedroom,
O’Brien said, and he and she
Laid out here having ******
When the bomb went off.
Sutcliffe sniggered, taking
O’Brien’s cigarette for a quick
Puff and handing to you with
Dampened end. What a way
To die though, Sutcliffe said,
Him not knowing the ins and
Outs of *** or death by bombs
Or what’d be left after bombs
Dropped. Probably some old
**** who lived alone, O’Brien
Conceded, staring at the sky
Through the hole in ceiling,
Without much concern and
Little feeling. You reflected
On his words and the stink
Of **** and damp and empty
Shell, the echo of yesteryears,
The ghosting wanderings at
Night and cold captured fears.
Apr 30, 2016
Apr 30, 2016 at 4:44 AM UTC
The factory gates are locked,
And there's no work today.
The line-up's getting longer,
And the soup kitchen's closed.
The cardboard box was recyclable
As a home above a vent;
My children have no clothes,
I hear my school's been closed.
Then I hear you call her ****
Because she won't sleep with you.
The lake's been closed, no swimming,
And the park soil is contaminated;
I think we're underestimated.
Clear the area
Before Gilligan removes the head,
Or Hawkeye looses his arms.
This is not a false alarm.
Apr 16, 2016
Apr 16, 2016 at 10:47 AM UTC
There are an infinity of infinities in your eyes
hundreds of years of pain
and hundreds more of sadness
you are curled around one moment
closed in to that second
wrapped around a miniscule infinity
of grief
an unexploded bomb
that I cannot defuse
Oct 20, 2013
Oct 20, 2013 at 9:40 AM UTC
When the heart
is in a state
of collapse, it
failsafes
to stone. It
Hardens, then
Breaks, it
Explodes,
but not
Into pieces,
Just inside,
It releases pain
Within.
Don’t
Be wary of explosion
Fear,
The unexploded.
Apr 22, 2013
Apr 22, 2013 at 9:25 AM UTC
Gran said it isn’t safe
to walk about the bombsites
Janice said
as you walked with her
off of Meadow Row
towards the bombed out sites
of WW11
there might be
unexploded bombs
she added
holding on to your shirt sleeve
there are no
unexploded bombs here
you said
to reassure
you paused midway
and stared back
to where the coal wharf stood
and coalmen went about their work
loading trucks and horse drawn carts
how do you know?
she asked
her hand gripping
your shirt sleeve tight
don’t you trust me?
you said
turning your head
seeing her eyes wide
beneath her red beret
yes but maybe there could be
hidden beneath ground
you looked around
with hand above your brow
none I can see
you said
she released your sleeve
and touched your hand
her smooth skin
like soft silk
moved over yours
you mustn’t tell Gran
she said
she’s forbidden me
to go on sites
you sensed her pulse
tap along your palm
of course I won’t
you said
and walked across
the bricks and rubble
and weeds between
even here
amidst the bombed out ruins
a touch of green.
Jul 11, 2012
Jul 11, 2012 at 4:39 PM UTC
Stunted, the same, by
highs
and
lows
alike.
A jubilant parade inside
some nights.
Silver linings? Ticking timebombs! Infinite splinters!
No good time left unexploded.
Rusted blood iron and red wine
filling my eyes.
Tired of feeling "weird."
Tired of knowing I'm being.
I wish I wanted anything in a way that didn't
scare me.
I wish I could love anything in ways that
couldn't hurt--
--inward or out--
I wish...
_I think..._
If I sit on _this_ bench...for a _long_ time,
and keep _perfectly_ still...but make subtle
eye contact
with some of the crows...
they'll accept me as one of them?
Teach me to fly
Or, at least, hide
in plain sight.
A new vocabulary for my quiet
when it starts to get mean.
Entangled, alike, by
lows
and
highs,
the same.
Convenient jailbreak for a Name--
--_Say it._
Chewing paper? Eat the playbook. Shred this formula.
No good night goes unpunished.
Rusted blood in my mouth, and red wine--
crying outside
Tired of being fragile
Tired of knowing I know.
And how 'bout the crows?
I'm good for a laugh, they suppose.
Mar 25, 2025
Mar 25, 2025 at 11:39 AM UTC
the remaining trees bore witness
to the stares of men
seeking out death
so they could avoid it
the remaining trees grow strong
on the bodies of men
who found it
never to return home
to loved ones
ordinary jobs
ordinary lives
no one can come here
the land still poisoned
by the hate of those determined
to **** each other
with
lead, chlorine
mercury and arsenic
unexploded shells and grenades
can still **** 100 years on
it is quiet
nature is allowed the freedom
to grow
fill the void
that was once mud
trenches and shell holes
this really is no man's land
because we made it so
Sep 16, 2021
Sep 16, 2021 at 6:49 PM UTC
I thought you would burst
from unexploded laughter
when my ten-year-old self
knocked at your door
in my Sunday best
fresh-picked dandelions
in my grimy hands
as permission was granted
to court your daughter
Thirty years later, you made
the grievous error
of asking your daughter
if she wanted to attend
my mother's wake
the mother who always said
I would marry that daughter
Today that daughter
prepares her pilgrimage
to home and bedside
a journey I can't take
because we are fellow travelers
and you boarded the express
Our lives have always been twisted;
yes, literally and figuratively
between friend and family
I pray you safe and quiet passage
and will let you know
how the kids and grandkids are doing
when I catch you on the second shift
Jun 25, 2022
Jun 25, 2022 at 12:41 PM UTC
The bombs that didn't explode on the battlefield weren't malfunctioning, but their inert consciousness saw that destructive power alone couldn't bring peace to ignorant humans.
Let us ***** a memorial to unexploded war bombs.
Feb 15, 2022
Feb 15, 2022 at 12:03 AM UTC
Page 31.
Voices from the dead
reverberate to
hang off walls within my head and
I am being led down darkened streets,
the chatter scatters everywhere,my brains explode,
I'm loaded,locked in casket town,
on the top floor going down. but then
I smell fresh aubergine and realise
a dream is underway, I know
sunrise never lies to me,not surprisingly
the voices of the dead reinvent themselves,
become the racket on the radio
that lays beside my bed,
unlocked
unloaded
unexploded
I am still
the bomb.
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 1:19 AM UTC
I stepped left when I should have stepped right.
It was a dance that ended my life.
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 4:30 AM UTC
We ain’t sending Christmas cards any more!
We’ve done the list and that’s it!
Oh no!…There’s another one just dropped through the door.
You approach it gingerly like an unexploded bomb
Cautiously wondering “who the eff is it from?”
“Oh no! It’s someone who’s not on the list… the ********
Or, an older relative who doesn’t ‘do’ computers....
“We don’t do computers!”...
And so it bounces off them this ‘losers’ two pronged attack.
like getting one in the post and not sending one back!
But we definitely ain’t sending cards any more!
Can’t they just send an e-card, maybe one of those Jacqui whats-her-name jobbies...
with floating fairies, sleigh bell sound effects and ****** labradors too.
Or bang off a picture of Santa on FaceBook, Twitter, SnapChat, Instagram…surely that will do.
Oh no they’ve got to go the whole nine yards.
Even if they buy ****** Poundland Cards
there’s still the cost of a ****** stamp! That’s extortionate too!
No… Sorry… actually not sorry...
We ain’t buying OR sending cards any more!
We’ll donate to charity instead - that’ll be us…
It’ll be cheaper and a lot less fuss.
Sponsor a neglected reindeer, maybe a redundant elf
Or yeh…better still - rescue a pup.
One that WAS just for Christmas then just got chucked.
For me this Christmas mail-out is over - the game's definitely up!
Or really… if all else fails…we’ll just buy next year’s supply
in bulk from the January sales!
Dec 6, 2020
Dec 6, 2020 at 7:58 AM UTC
This is the odyssey in
the unsettling of a night
and
it's flight or fight.
Run and we lose,
fight and we
might die.
So we try and we do.
Who?
There's sparkle of stars overhead and
I never got used to them,
underfoot is where
I
put my faith,
terra firma and
I'm the fast learner,
keep my feet on the ground.
I look around and see unexploded ordinance,
I don't see the romance in the dancing of death
only the stink of its breath and the rot.
And now
with a reason to a life and to live
I will not give an inch.
Pinch me if I dream aloud,
this anonymous face wants to
blend in with the crowd
and I will.
Nightmares share with me
the unsettling night,
this odyssey.
I expect nothing less, but
want a lot more.
Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 7:31 PM UTC