"pleed" poems
Rddrddpatpatpat.
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Dear heart of Gold
let me know it's you I pleed.
What a deep blue sea and devil
to not know so I can freely point my need to you for I know you would help and I really don't mind
your contempt at this late time.
I survived on the measure of people's contempt without provocation by means of jealousy envy and malice from every one on my path
I learned to spit it all out
to not to end up as them a hater,
without chooing all their hatred I kept all my teeth still missing wisdom molars and one other.
My last treasure is my mental and physical health which I treasure.
I don't use nor abuse bad habits
of any kind, but I am in a pit of
lack and homelessness.
Please dear abundance build me an abode as you once desired to do so.
R.D D.
Patpatpatpat.
I NEED YOU ITS TIME.
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By Karijinbba.
11-2021.USA.
Dec 1, 2021
Dec 1, 2021 at 8:59 PM UTC
I might be an addict, addicted to thing's,
I'll take what is given I'll take what I can,
I'll take all you got I don't give a d*mn.
I need it I want it I have to have more,
What little I get is'nt enough any more.
You're always to busy and on the go,
Just a little more that's it I know.
I get butterflie's in my gut when I know you're here,
The thought of not getting any draw's in the fear.
A little attention a hug a kiss,
Only a moment it take's,
Work wont be missed.
I'm addicted to affection and love and you,
When I dont get it I get sick too.
I know and you know you don't give me what I need,
Even if I sit all day and pleed.
You deny me what is needed by all,
You keep me hidden behind this lonely wall.
I'm addicted to you so I pray to above,
That the lord grant's this addict your everlasting love.
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 7:10 PM UTC
Broken people live in the valley
Where the river flows with ****
Suicide rises like the sickness tally
Depression they call it
Drugs are legal and recomended
Anything to avoid the outcome
Anything for a heart mended
Love is too weak for some
God is called upon in times of need
But He is too far away
To hear
The pleed
Save me dear God
Silence
But they hold on
To a thread
Because they know
There is the smallest possibility
That they will wake up one day
The world will lose its hostility
And they will be on their way
Out of the valley of sadness
Into the soft lit day light
Love will fill the night
And they will have peace with
The badness
Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 8:48 AM UTC
Welcome to our world angels were we shall torment you with our dark games we play
Lets have some fun because the night is young you shall be come a beautiful demonic beast and no longer be delusional angels
Whose sheltered by their parents who say stay away from those weird kids well my innocent ones lets play and see how long you can stay before you become like the rest of us evil things
Enjoy the dark because we enjoy your company with us tonight
we will slit your throats and fill your head with the lies that those so called gods hid from you
Step in to the darkness and find the you that you couldn't see until we helped you angels become a demoniacal beast
Ugh you all are just like the rest of those holy mortals who beg and pleed for what they want
If you join us we will gladly help you take what you want but what ever floates your boats
Us demons await for the day we will have a new members to our demonic family
Until then we shall sit back and watch you thrash the throats of the other angels and then you'll all see where you belong
Good now you all see the dark games we play and one day you will be delighted to partake in them
When you do join in or game your wings will slowly decay and rot
When you fly you will leave a trail of death behind the so everyone knows who you have chosen
and how you have chosen to be another scary monster
Your half way there angels falling deeply in to our trap but dont worry we are here to catch you and set you free from the world that you call reality
oh
Angels how naive can you bee one day you will see we're here for thee no matter the choice
You make weather to be apart of our dark arts or to be apart of the light that shines
So bright it blinds you from whats plainly in sight of you well don't worry after our trick you'll grow to either love us or need us demons just let us be free to trick thee
Mar 1, 2014
Mar 1, 2014 at 8:07 PM UTC
I write when I feel like it,
Always have.
I don't pleed for anguish,
To feed my poems.
I don't beg for heartbreak,
But in fairness I don't need to.
I don't request sadness,
Which others crave for "inspiration."
I just sit back,
Take the hits,
And write.
Do people enjoy my poetry?
I think they do.
But I dont hope they do.
I enjoy writing it anyway,
So it's not as if I'm going to stop.
Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 5:26 PM UTC
I am underwater how do I chase?
Please forgive my blockings being unfollowed saddens me
I am only human make mistakes
Trying to understand your poetry without seeing your face
as the mirrors fogs I pushed to defog and unmask
I am a realist in attitude
vission depiction is hard to do
seeing across the cyber space cold computer screen with clarity is exausting however fun
I guess I lost it forgive me
what I searched for desperatly
to find and hungrily devour
has found me instead
the final blow was executed
bittersweet the object of my
obsession has withdrown
a sacred tree tored in half
I remain changed wiser
a crying sorrowful nymph
bent fallen in this battlefield arena
my world in shambles remains
my sacred tree unreachable is
I struggle to breath as
I come up for a little fresh air
and a mighty hand pushes
me down
down under water again
and again
I appologize have mercy on my soul beloved loyal reader how much more wiser thou art
I hope whats on the other side is better than on this mirrored life of mine.
understand me please I pleed
that I may gather strenght
before I go hence and be no more
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By: Karijinbbs
Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 1:27 PM UTC
As I write this
I well know
To you
I can never show
The words of this poem
Are way too real
You won't understand
This heart full speel
I will start now
With how much you mean
Then I will tell
What I do dream
Please sit back
With open ears
As I imagine you'd do
If this was ever revealed
Here it goes so just listen
Open your ears
For what I say
Often brings me tears
And sometimes much pain
You mean all so much
To me, it's insane
I'm obsessed with your love
It fills my whole brain
Every smile you smile
Drives me so wild
And when we hug
My emotions, are riled
You wink
My heart blinks
I know you won't let me sink
When you're here
I feel whole
How great is your soul
You're different than others
So beautiful and kind
I just can't help it
You're on my mind all the time
I know it sounds sappy
But that's what you mean
And it makes me so happy
But I do have a dream
It's simple, it seems
Yet i can't change
Where your heart leans
I just wish you loved me
As dearly
As I do thee
I hope I'm the one
That makes your eyes gleam
That allows your smile
To appear on your face
And all your worries
I wish I could erase
I want so bad
To be the one on your mind
But if I am not
I guess that's fine
You, I cannot change
As much as I pleed
I know you shall remain
The amazing person
I see
Jun 19, 2013
Jun 19, 2013 at 7:42 PM UTC
I pleed you to stay,
You betray!
I beg you to love,
You leave!
Remind you for a call,
You ignore and that's all!!
Apr 8, 2017
Apr 8, 2017 at 4:04 AM UTC
The visual arts of a pastel skyline
Shining through the deepest tunnel
Gliding through sun kissed petals
Shift back and forth like an empty rocking chair
No sight of someone sitting there
Why does it rock rock rock to and fro?
There aren't any signs that wind will blow
Green prairie grass following along
As if the world was welcoming you home
After fighting demons centurys ago
The mental beasts came intruding
Empty spaces now a color red instead
Killing useful sleep before I lay my head
An abrupt departure of my Ill mind
Kept asking me to seek of peace
No map will lead me there
Buddhist temples guide me towards the pastel skyline
The starry night
A distant sight of hope
Sparkling crystals in my black wine
Please do not pleed for rainbows
The pretty colors jumping for joy along a timeline
Of my pastel skyline
I am always drowning
For its hard to swallow the color blue
Because of heavy rain
Through years of confinement
The torture of a diseased mind
I found the grass to mock me
Without my blind eyes knowing
A rock rock rocking chair
Begging for me to sit
And dream of pastel skylines
Portraits of crystal stars
Water Lillie's on a white canvas
Drifting down a colored river
Spreading to the open sea
If only I could see
With these weak blind eyes of mine
Then maybe...
I could see me smiling
Mar 17, 2016
Mar 17, 2016 at 11:48 PM UTC
I hear the heavens getting angry at me
They said to me, "follow us, for you have sinned"
I have lost control
I've lost my soul
And they're letting the rain pour
I await the storm to drown me
I'm stuck in this world, like a prisoner of war
The heavens want to wash me away, this I can forsee
No longer can I pleed
They want me gone.
Jan 15, 2012
Jan 15, 2012 at 5:52 AM UTC
HAPPY TRADE
come's back in a smile,
grow's great through out the long mile,
deap is loud through out the walk.
come my way, just please no pay,
... Its not a game this is no play.
I say this is no Good bye,.
whats this i say it's not a lie,.
really no need., no pleed to cry.
when's non left but yet too high.
Dec 22, 2012
Dec 22, 2012 at 12:41 AM UTC
To click your fingers and feel them burn,
To speak a line and watch all freeze.
All this power i want and need!
To lift you clear of all who desire,
So i can keep you perfect and clean.
For your attention i beg and pleed!
Magic is the minds greatest power,
I dream of growing ever stronger,
so in my presence your beauty feeds!
Apr 20, 2011
Apr 20, 2011 at 5:15 PM UTC
I curve my day to the end
I curve my life to make the ones i have happy
I curve my wrist to keep the job im barly getting paid to do
This world is filled with turns just like the jedi minds of the hommies that have fallen .. people who show disrespect .. ill just sit and dispise your ******* twitted *** as you sit and slang abit of coke .. i poke to see what your condition is .. just before i set out my dreams of making you croke like a toad .. and look out on the streets and just realize its a mass hyptnosis .. and pleed for help because the ones who say they run our lives .. are just as crooked as the ones who made them
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 9:46 PM UTC
And I don't even know why I cant stop
I can feel my heart
THUD
THUD
THUD
I can feel theirs too
I can smell the stale beer that I spilled
That was weeks ago
The lights at night they beg
They pleed
For me, they want to take my soul
Want to give it history
They want to challenge its strength
But they soon find the strength hidden
Not ready to show itself
It's okay, my blood needed to boil
My heart, need be ripped out
Let it
If i'm going to live
I'm going to give it a cause
I'm living for
for the endless nights
The whispers in the wind
Puking on the way home
Crying till drifting to sleep
Screaming whenever allowed
I'm living for every bruise
Every laugh and smile
Every sad ending
The miracles
I'm living for my own selfishness
I'm not even worthy to be heard
But it will happen
and this is what truly keeps me
Thriving
Through every drunken night
falling down the stairs
Sneaking into bars
smirking at young men
That are rather un tasteful
It'll be worth it
who knows where this will lead me
I dont care anymore
My life will be filled negative
Positive
Allot more in-between
I'm giving in and letting my heart
My stupid heart
I'm letting it lead me into the worst
WORST circumstances
I'll keep it up until its over
And maybe I'll never understand
But maybe you will
And maybe i'll stop speaking
But i find that very unlikely
Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 1:34 AM UTC
Girl you got what I need
But this things so stressful
I wish I smoked ****
But u around me it the one thing I need
I wont beg I wont pleed
**** that im already on my knees
I cant act hard
With you im hollow
Lead me anywere and ill follow
Wether its up or down
Smile or frown
Ill be ur rock always holding u to the ground
Wether we laugh nd fool around
Or stare at eachother nd not make a sound I need you ik this Is love I feel
The happiness, strussful, druglike feelings shows me its real
As I sit here and watch you on skype
I think about our beautiful life
The one ahead when ur my wife
Everything wont be nice but nothing perfect youll argue and laugh jst find someone thats worth it
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 2:29 AM UTC