I want to be your franchise player;
The reason you come out under
The lights.
My name and number sewn;
A hall of famer that will
Inevitably grace the walls
To the corridors
Of your memory with
A bust of my face.

I want to be the One.
Not the backup on
The bench with a
Crooked cap on my
Head and my helmet
Between my feet.
I need playing time
With you.

I want to win.
Fiercely. I have
No intention of
Joining other
Clubs, and I
Wouldn't handle
Free agency well.

Ill put you on my
chest everyday
And go to war
for you. Point
To you from the
Field when we score.
Then come home to
You.

(Every time we're distant is the offseason. Every time we're
Together is a championship
Parade)

What a beautiful planet
That we are in
So many glorious things to captivate yourself upon
That you can't just carry on
So much to take in
Overwhelming theories and thoughts entangle reality
There's no cure to immense intelligence
There's no cure of craving someone so bad it adds strain to your heart and mind
Just the same feeling sent back like a text message from the nearby phone tower
It's a conversation that has to have two parties wanting the same exact thing
Or it is biased in passion.
Love is so grand
Sometimes i can barely stand
But i just want to hold your hand
While the comets try to understand
The true wish
I already have a vague idea
And i want to study it for days on end
But these textbooks tell me otherwise
And other subjects push themselves in
Slowly, enticing the pencil
******* us off
But hey, it is what it is
Unless Is is a woman
I don't have to like it.

A boiling *** of good food with overdone cooking
Describes America
Beautifully crafted people dealing with people who make us feel like ember
I just want us all to get along
But i stay faithful in humanity and do what i can
I play my own tunes, one man Band
I hope you can fully understand
My reasoning for the things i tackle in my mind
But i'm more focused on you, you delicate find
A grand prize that wasn't supposed to be in the common pile
It happened anyways
While i can't argue luck
You're still so amazing

When you make all the Boys want to become Men
From the counting of one to ten
You got a lot going on
The Oven is getting colder
The little games become older
And i try to become bolder.

So smart, you know the trajectory of the dart
Without really having to think about it
That's a gift from God, on top of the sweetness that was already see-able
Don't put yourself down
Keep yourself up
Put all the egoistical people away
Just for you and the laughter for me
You got these cones set up in a line already
It's just a matter of time
Before you're making your own dimes
From all the success you've gotten
And all the negative vibes that went rotten

Baby, i want to stand in the same light
Keep my priorities tight
Trying to sleep better at night
But my minds runs with average problems
I know yours is more sophisticated and articulate
But that's not a glimmer of jealousy, but admiration
I want a Woman smarter than I
It would be make me proud of being the chosen male
Out of the seven billion here
Of course, i would have to genuinely like her and not be with her for just her smarts
But once again, i'm used to be the most unused dart in the row.

I just want to connect you faster than Wi-Fi
But the Estonians just invented Li-Fi
So maybe not
But i want to be the speed of light to your planets inside your soul
Can i land on them?
Just for a few moments
I want to bond in short increments
But i'm not sure of myself
Will i succeed?
Only you can tell
I don't care if i can't
It's worth the shot

If i get to be with you
Goodness gracious me
What a lucky fool i will be
The pretty white snow on my tree
But it stays that beautiful
All the time
I don't know what you would see in me
But i'd be so thankful for it
Cause i'm the best ring in your jewelry store
I cost quite a lot to not be around
That spins me right round
I'd have no more issues after that
Golden, with continuous effort

If i unlock your key
And get to hold onto it for the night
I will do my best
To make sure it's returned
In the right place
You would want
Your excitement seems gaunt
I'm about to change that for the better
If i was the Weatherman
It would change down there
Where most wish they could be
And something i'd feel honored to be
Inside
With the leading moments to it
There's nothing else like it
Dreams of elation come kind of close
But i hope you're getting close
After an hour or so
I want you to immerse yourself in what it's like
As long as possible
Because i'm putting my all in it
And i want to hear the sweet disclosure in your vocals
As the tempo gets faster
And then the softening sounds when i go slower
I want you to feel as much elation from it as a human physically can
Because you need someone who can give you the best releases
For a woman to release
If i can put your thoughts on a Lease
While you're trembling for more
That's something i will never stop being proud of
There's nothing wrong in trying to get what you're addicted to
If all of me is what you crave, my heart and soul will throw a Rave
Party of some sorts
Still trying to lay out the details

The last thing i want is your happiness to derail
And your heart to shrivel up
Like a misused paper
I'm going to be your thin water vapor
Not apparent, but visible enough to be apart of a beholder
Breathe me in
I'm going to heal your worst scars and keep you breathing regularly
Like i'm the only ounce of nicotine with two legs in the entire world
What a title that is
I think it's starting to resonate in my heart
I won't let you fall apart

You're down and you feel like you're not being respected and loved for who you are, but that's about to change with the most given effort
If you give me the key you've held onto for so long
To me
I won't lose it, sweetheart
I won't abuse it
I won't scratch it
I will cherish it until you want it back
I'm ready to open it
You're at your all-time best as a human being, but you're also a Hall Of Famer when you're on your back.

We're in the Badlands, baby
I already took you there
I'm ready to take you there again
Some would see the errors, but we're content with this
That's all that matters
Along with you
In my eyes that can't register the full scale beauty i have been able to humbly see
I could daydream within seconds
How do you not make Angels melt?

I seen some shadows much like you,
But they don't scare me.

No, they don't scare me,
'cause lately, I'm so daring.

And I've been stepping into potholes
With my bare feet.

Since you've had me,
I don't hesitate with sharing.

And there's a strong, strong scent
From the pits of hell,
For you.

Probably a stench for me too,
If they question what I do.

'cause I've been staring at these blades
And assorting pills by hue.

But I ain't tryna touch that plant,
Because the famer's guilty too.

Now, I don't got no quick fix or a
Hit list.

I know my woman just might leave me
If I miss this.

So, into an abyss, goes all my wishes.

I can't stand it. All the pain makes my
Decisions.

AB & L.T. BILLIONAIRES
         ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I heard that those two billionaires, Ab and that
nephew or cousin, or whatever he is to him, LT,
acquired so many cattle, sheep and livestock, that
they started fighting over the grazing land."

"Yeah, I heard something about those two ranchers
fussing with each other over whose livestock was
first herded in the south eighty and even their hired
herdsman got into big knockdown over who got
there first."

"It's my understanding that the old man Ab, is really
loaded with gold, silver and bullion, besides thousands
of livestock of all kinds."

"Frankly, if ya ask me, I think those two ranchers are really
greedy using up all the good grazing pastures, so us little
farmers have to move our stock twenty miles away to feed
them."

"Hold on you jaw snappers! I just got word from a good source,
that old Ab and his nephew got together for a meeting with
all their herdsman and decided to split up and go to other
places. Some of their best foreman threatened to walk if they
didn't get things straightened out."

"Did you hear where they were going?"

"Well, if the information I got is accurate, the old man took his livestock to Caanan, and that young feller took his livestock into Jordon, but lives in some city called *****, which I've heard is the hangout for queers and gays.  Makes ya wonder 'bout that guy why he would choose to pitch his tent in a place like that"

"He has a couple daughters, but gays don't have any interest in females, so they are safe from being sexually attacked."

"Something else I heard as that old man was really religious, and
moved his dwelling tent to a little city called Hebron and stablished a church there.

What's the spiritual application in this account?
This writer sees at least two.
1. Because Abraham faithfully followed the Lord,
God blessed him with an abundance of wealth.
a. I am personally acquainted with a Kansas
famer who was true in his relationship
with God; a leader in the local church; had an
excellent testimony in the community in
which he lived. He had the reputation of never working on Sundays; but often when there was a rain, it fell on his acres only.
I'm just saying it pays to put God first in your life. I'm NOT saying
that God is going to make you wealthy, like He did Abraham, but putting God first in everything will greatly enhance your life.


2. We learn how to peacefully resolve personal differences, from Abraham and Lot. In their case, agreeable separation was the answer to their squabble. I'm not saying that's always the best solution in every situation, such as marital problem, but sometimes   a brief time of separation might be called for.    

3. f I didn't know know how the life of Lot turned out, I would have advised him to pick out a better place to pitch his tent, then in *****. As it turned o, he was captured by and had to be rescued by Abraham, and later on his wife, whose name in unmentioned, fell so in love with *****, she just HAD to have one last look it before God destroyed it, and she was turned into "a pillar of salt."
What's the spiritual application?  Prov. 3:6 comes to mind -"In
all thy ways, acknowledge him, and He shall direct thy paths."
Apply this passage to the city Lot choice to pitch his tent; apply
this passage to all our choices of life.
From Jerry Howarth's Book of Old Testament Applications