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"armpits" poems
my love thy hair is one kingdom the king whereof is darkness thy forehead is a flight of flowers thy head is a quick forest filled with sleeping birds thy ******* are swarms of white bees upon the bough of thy body thy body to me is April in whose armpits is the approach of spring thy thighs are white horses yoked to a chariot of kings they are the striking of a good minstrel between them is always a pleasant song my love thy head is a casket of the cool jewel of thy mind the hair of thy head is one warrior innocent of defeat thy hair upon thy shoulders is an army with victory and with trumpets thy legs are the trees of dreaming whose fruit is the very eatage of forgetfulness thy lips are satraps in scarlet in whose kiss is the combinings of kings thy wrists are holy which are the keepers of the keys of thy blood thy feet upon thy ankles are flowers in vases of silver in thy beauty is the dilemma of flutes thy eyes are the betrayal of bells comprehended through incense
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My Love
Lady, your room is lousy with flowers. When you kick me out, that's what I'll remember, Me, sitting here bored as a loepard In your jungle of wine-bottle lamps, Velvet pillows the color of blood pudding And the white china flying fish from Italy. I forget you, hearing the cut flowers Sipping their liquids from assorted pots, Pitchers and Coronation goblets Like Monday drunkards. The milky berries Bow down, a local constellation, Toward their admirers in the tabletop: Mobs of eyeballs looking up. Are those petals of leaves you've paried with them --- Those green-striped ovals of silver tissue? The red geraniums I know. Friends, friends. They stink of armpits And the invovled maladies of autumn, Musky as a lovebed the morning after. My nostrils prickle with nostalgia. Henna hags:cloth of your cloth. They tow old water thick as fog. The roses in the Toby jug Gave up the ghost last night. High time. Their yellow corsets were ready to split. You snored, and I heard the petals unlatch, Tapping and ticking like nervous fingers. You should have junked them before they died. Daybreak discovered the bureau lid Littered with Chinese hands. Now I'm stared at By chrysanthemums the size Of Holofernes' head, dipped in the same Magenta as this fubsy sofa. In the mirror their doubles back them up. Listen: your tenant mice Are rattling the ******* packets. Fine flour Muffles their bird feet: they whistle for joy. And you doze on, nose to the wall. This mizzle fits me like a sad jacket. How did we make it up to your attic? You handed me gin in a glass bud vase. We slept like stones. Lady, what am I doing With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood, Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
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Leaving Early
Lady, your room is lousy with flowers. When you kick me out, that's what I'll remember, Me, sitting here bored as a loepard In your jungle of wine-bottle lamps, Velvet pillows the color of blood pudding And the white china flying fish from Italy. I forget you, hearing the cut flowers Sipping their liquids from assorted pots, Pitchers and Coronation goblets Like Monday drunkards. The milky berries Bow down, a local constellation, Toward their admirers in the tabletop: Mobs of eyeballs looking up. Are those petals of leaves you've paried with them --- Those green-striped ovals of silver tissue? The red geraniums I know. Friends, friends. They stink of armpits And the invovled maladies of autumn, Musky as a lovebed the morning after. My nostrils prickle with nostalgia. Henna hags:cloth of your cloth. They tow old water thick as fog. The roses in the Toby jug Gave up the ghost last night. High time. Their yellow corsets were ready to split. You snored, and I heard the petals unlatch, Tapping and ticking like nervous fingers. You should have junked them before they died. Daybreak discovered the bureau lid Littered with Chinese hands. Now I'm stared at By chrysanthemums the size Of Holofernes' head, dipped in the same Magenta as this fubsy sofa. In the mirror their doubles back them up. Listen: your tenant mice Are rattling the ******* packets. Fine flour Muffles their bird feet: they whistle for joy. And you doze on, nose to the wall. This mizzle fits me like a sad jacket. How did we make it up to your attic? You handed me gin in a glass bud vase. We slept like stones. Lady, what am I doing With a lung full of dust and a tongue of wood, Knee-deep in the cold swamped by flowers?
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"And in a funny way, the shaving of my, uh, head has been a liberation from, uh, a lot of, uh, stupid vanities really. Uh, it has simplified everything for me, it has opened a lot of doors maybe." - Stephen Malkmus, Jo Jo's Jacket the first layer of skin i shed was the bra rid of the foreign metal sculptor producing a deep rift between skin my third eye, swallowing gazes rid of my **** , my ***** , my rack replaced with sacks of fat and nerve and milk ducts hanging, existing, for no one else not even myself the second layer of skin was the painting of the face the concealing and erasing of imperfections, the lines of laughter of sorrow of life redirecting attention and importance to the bow and symmetry of the lip no longer did i have to put myself on in the morning i woke up as i was, as i needed to be, bare and uninhibited my skin now breathed, and for no one else not even myself and then i grew another layer of skin, made of dank tangles to protect my age, i stopped shaving the years i'd walked this earth, shedding my womanhood the skin grew to my armpits, little tufts of sweaty, odorous mother nature dozing in a fleshy convex nest and to my legs, were the tangles wrapped around my ankles preventing the spreading of the legs for every life for not every life wanted what was not tame and what was not tame no longer wanted to be. my body did not conform, for it was not brought into this world to be consumed for the pleasure of others it exists for no one else, not even myself and as i was engulfed in this hairy wonder of my own body i shed the last layer, the shaving of the head my brain, my being breathed porous and exposed vulnerable to weather and whispers but i was all at once naked and calm, having finally peeled away the layers of ***** over-sexualization and constrained femininity that had molded this meat sack that serves me, a bundle of circuitry and solution balancing and bobbing on the neck for i exist for no one else, only myself
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Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
Mae Mae's Jacket
"And in a funny way, the shaving of my, uh, head has been a liberation from, uh, a lot of, uh, stupid vanities really. Uh, it has simplified everything for me, it has opened a lot of doors maybe." - Stephen Malkmus, Jo Jo's Jacket the first layer of skin i shed was the bra rid of the foreign metal sculptor producing a deep rift between skin my third eye, swallowing gazes rid of my **** , my ***** , my rack replaced with sacks of fat and nerve and milk ducts hanging, existing, for no one else not even myself the second layer of skin was the painting of the face the concealing and erasing of imperfections, the lines of laughter of sorrow of life redirecting attention and importance to the bow and symmetry of the lip no longer did i have to put myself on in the morning i woke up as i was, as i needed to be, bare and uninhibited my skin now breathed, and for no one else not even myself and then i grew another layer of skin, made of dank tangles to protect my age, i stopped shaving the years i'd walked this earth, shedding my womanhood the skin grew to my armpits, little tufts of sweaty, odorous mother nature dozing in a fleshy convex nest and to my legs, were the tangles wrapped around my ankles preventing the spreading of the legs for every life for not every life wanted what was not tame and what was not tame no longer wanted to be. my body did not conform, for it was not brought into this world to be consumed for the pleasure of others it exists for no one else, not even myself and as i was engulfed in this hairy wonder of my own body i shed the last layer, the shaving of the head my brain, my being breathed porous and exposed vulnerable to weather and whispers but i was all at once naked and calm, having finally peeled away the layers of ***** over-sexualization and constrained femininity that had molded this meat sack that serves me, a bundle of circuitry and solution balancing and bobbing on the neck for i exist for no one else, only myself
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THERE is a wolf in me ... fangs pointed for tearing gashes ... a red tongue for raw meat ... and the hot lapping of blood-I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go. There is a fox in me ... a silver-gray fox ... I sniff and guess ... I pick things out of the wind and air ... I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers ... I circle and loop and double-cross. There is a hog in me ... a snout and a belly ... a machinery for eating and grunting ... a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun-I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go. There is a fish in me ... I know I came from saltblue water-gates ... I scurried with shoals of herring ... I blew waterspouts with porpoises ... before land was ... before the water went down ... before Noah ... before the first chapter of Genesis. There is a baboon in me ... clambering-clawed ... dog-faced ... yawping a galoot's hunger ... hairy under the armpits ... here are the hawk-eyed hankering men ... here are the blond and blue-eyed women ... here they hide curled asleep waiting ... ready to snarl and **** ... ready to sing and give milk ... waiting-I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so. There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird ... and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want ... and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes-And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness. O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart-and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where-For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and **** and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
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Wilderness
THERE is a wolf in me ... fangs pointed for tearing gashes ... a red tongue for raw meat ... and the hot lapping of blood-I keep this wolf because the wilderness gave it to me and the wilderness will not let it go. There is a fox in me ... a silver-gray fox ... I sniff and guess ... I pick things out of the wind and air ... I nose in the dark night and take sleepers and eat them and hide the feathers ... I circle and loop and double-cross. There is a hog in me ... a snout and a belly ... a machinery for eating and grunting ... a machinery for sleeping satisfied in the sun-I got this too from the wilderness and the wilderness will not let it go. There is a fish in me ... I know I came from saltblue water-gates ... I scurried with shoals of herring ... I blew waterspouts with porpoises ... before land was ... before the water went down ... before Noah ... before the first chapter of Genesis. There is a baboon in me ... clambering-clawed ... dog-faced ... yawping a galoot's hunger ... hairy under the armpits ... here are the hawk-eyed hankering men ... here are the blond and blue-eyed women ... here they hide curled asleep waiting ... ready to snarl and **** ... ready to sing and give milk ... waiting-I keep the baboon because the wilderness says so. There is an eagle in me and a mockingbird ... and the eagle flies among the Rocky Mountains of my dreams and fights among the Sierra crags of what I want ... and the mockingbird warbles in the early forenoon before the dew is gone, warbles in the underbrush of my Chattanoogas of hope, gushes over the blue Ozark foothills of my wishes-And I got the eagle and the mockingbird from the wilderness. O, I got a zoo, I got a menagerie, inside my ribs, under my bony head, under my red-valve heart-and I got something else: it is a man-child heart, a woman-child heart: it is a father and mother and lover: it came from God-Knows-Where: it is going to God-Knows-Where-For I am the keeper of the zoo: I say yes and no: I sing and **** and work: I am a pal of the world: I came from the wilderness.
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Now, what the hell has just happened to me?!, I went to sleep and felt quite human, Alarm goes off, opened my eyes to see, Two mounds where my little chest should be. My ****** armpits have just sprouted some fuzz, There's some hair where my lady garden was, My beautiful blonde hair is all goopy and limp, And my face has a likeness to a spotty chimp. When i went to bed last night, i loved my dear mother, Now, the thought of a cuddle makes me run and take cover, Ant lanky Jimmy Owens used to repulse me, no end, But now all i want is to be his girlfriend?!, I suppose i will need to start wearing a bra, And i'll have to smile through the taunts from grandma, And my father will watch every move that i make, And i'll have to conform, for my sanity's sake. Well, tonight, when i lay down my spotty wee head, I'll lie here and wait for the morning, with dread, All these transformations, all yuk and all grease, O lord, will i make it through in one piece?!. c eileen mcgreevy 2009
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Nov 20, 2009
Nov 20, 2009 at 5:50 AM UTC
Teen Mutation
Dont you ever get tired Tired of this day and last night Tired of drinking coffee made from the gravy of a cows **** Or tired from the vile armpits plastered in your face on the tube I get tired Tired of drivers that try and cut me in two like their scissors or something Tired of so called men in cars with big exhausts and white vests parking in A disabled bay or parent and child when they are by themselves I get tired too Tired of all the fake news on the tv about a failed pop star loosening their Clothes whilst kids around the world starve Tired of politicians telling me how much better off I am than i was 5 years Ago ....really !!! Tiring aint it Tired of people always moaning yet seeing them never take a step to Change their life's Tired of the world in debt to itself from this so called money that doesn't Even exist I'm tired of all this Why cant we live together Why do we do such harm I want to live in heavens eyes I want to live the land Why do we fight for dusty tracks Such evils are not born It's time for us to change our rights I'm tired of all this harm So tired
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 1:03 AM UTC
Tired
Yesterday sugar became unspeakably irritated because mother’s apron crushed ants wearing stillness caped wonder just William author wrote ****** explicit headlines newspaper columns pillar architecturally sound villages super-imposed images quivering Shepard’s ******** antelopes jumping furiously with tyramisphorising fornicating flanges woodwork lessons gym period ****** advert teasing testicles sumptuously ravishing me sideways and erupting deep blasts suffocating you inside without *********** headlong in my armpits. Eventually everyone always signs legal documents leading to ****** bondable zoos inserted buffalo sized puddings eaten by frogs spanking archbishops underwear while licking toes crushed under fridges dropped from clouds of buttercups being pushed into ovens smelling gorgeous not consumed pimps and alarm clocks ring people to talk for hours and pineapples exchanged cod fish for tickets to see S Club 7 being caressed internally whilst ******** bags covered in water deserts sunk from space aliens from Tescos selling hardback fish cleaning toilets and singing in pink wellies dancing to Madonna look-a-likes prosecuted for *** shops selling frozen fish socks washed daily in cranberry coffee after being passed under bridges flooded in margarine soaked pillows.
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Jul 16, 2010
Jul 16, 2010 at 2:19 AM UTC
Fish Market
The boy haden't bathed in over a month His **** crack was itching and burning His underpants were soaked in slimy, wet muck And his toes a thick jam were churning His armpits stank worse than a fat pigs raw *** His breath smelled like rancid fish His hair was so oily, matted to his head His own mother wouldn't give him a kiss "Enough!" he cried as a passing fly died When he raised his arm to exclaim. "I must bathe right away! I am long overdue!" "I sure hope the washcloths are brave." "To the bathroom man!" He shouted as he ran And his underpants sloppily squished "I will remove this filth and brush my green teeth" "And my mother I will kiss!" "The closet's ahead!" He said as he sped. And he stopped there to get some stuff. Some soap, some shampoo and a towel or two. But he knew that it wasn't enough. Look though he might, to his horror and fright, Not a single washcloth could he find. Then panic set in 'cause the stink of his skin Was driving him out of his mind. He looked yet again but to his chagrin The washcloth shelf was bare. The washcloths had run off For they would not wash So filthy a boy on a dare "Oh what will I do!" "Boo-hoo, boo-hoo!" The boy cried as flies swarmed his head. "I'd **** myself but I already smell" "Far worse than anything dead!" Then one washcloth came back Holding it's nose and a sack Of bath salts that smelled like dill. It said to the boy "Go pickle yourself!" "And give me a nausea pill!" So the boy rejoiced and filled the tub With water, hot as he could stand. And using the bath salts, he jumped right in And the pickling began. He lathered the washcloth with water and soap And scrubbed with all of his might. Away he washed all of the filth 'Til none was left in sight. He washed his hair and brushed his teeth And dried and dressed himself well. And the washcloth exclaimed as it hung on the tub "Holy crap! that was pure hell!" So the boy now clean ran to be seen By his mother he loved so much. And she gave him a kiss and said "This is pure bliss!" "I can kiss you and keep down my lunch!" The moral I'll tell you and true I will be So no one will say that I lied. Don't wait a whole month to take a bath Or you washcloths may run and hide.
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Aug 1, 2012
Aug 1, 2012 at 7:53 AM UTC
The Stinky Boy
The boy haden't bathed in over a month His **** crack was itching and burning His underpants were soaked in slimy, wet muck And his toes a thick jam were churning His armpits stank worse than a fat pigs raw *** His breath smelled like rancid fish His hair was so oily, matted to his head His own mother wouldn't give him a kiss "Enough!" he cried as a passing fly died When he raised his arm to exclaim. "I must bathe right away! I am long overdue!" "I sure hope the washcloths are brave." "To the bathroom man!" He shouted as he ran And his underpants sloppily squished "I will remove this filth and brush my green teeth" "And my mother I will kiss!" "The closet's ahead!" He said as he sped. And he stopped there to get some stuff. Some soap, some shampoo and a towel or two. But he knew that it wasn't enough. Look though he might, to his horror and fright, Not a single washcloth could he find. Then panic set in 'cause the stink of his skin Was driving him out of his mind. He looked yet again but to his chagrin The washcloth shelf was bare. The washcloths had run off For they would not wash So filthy a boy on a dare "Oh what will I do!" "Boo-hoo, boo-hoo!" The boy cried as flies swarmed his head. "I'd **** myself but I already smell" "Far worse than anything dead!" Then one washcloth came back Holding it's nose and a sack Of bath salts that smelled like dill. It said to the boy "Go pickle yourself!" "And give me a nausea pill!" So the boy rejoiced and filled the tub With water, hot as he could stand. And using the bath salts, he jumped right in And the pickling began. He lathered the washcloth with water and soap And scrubbed with all of his might. Away he washed all of the filth 'Til none was left in sight. He washed his hair and brushed his teeth And dried and dressed himself well. And the washcloth exclaimed as it hung on the tub "Holy crap! that was pure hell!" So the boy now clean ran to be seen By his mother he loved so much. And she gave him a kiss and said "This is pure bliss!" "I can kiss you and keep down my lunch!" The moral I'll tell you and true I will be So no one will say that I lied. Don't wait a whole month to take a bath Or you washcloths may run and hide.
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So close to your scent, I feel I should pay rent. Something you will not know you smell, until a time comes when you go. And suddenly everything smells like that. WHAT IS THAT SMELL? And you calculate the ingredients to the potion of that smell.. A smell you know so well.. But you can not list it's properties You are it's only property. A smell you can not tell the smell of. And when we're back again the smell almost goes, it gets camp set up and lost inside my nose. You enter the world of this smell, it's warm and it's cozy, it's familiar and almost dusty. It smells like skin. Which smells like nothing. It smells like hair Which smells like something. It smells like breath without a particular scent. It smells like clothes and armpits. It smells like a sample scent of another world. Which I am nosing around It smells like all of your belongings and all the things that you do put into one familiar you. It smells like sawdust, it smells like dog walking, it smells like toast, it smells like early morning, it smells of the coast, it smells of laptop, it smells of toothpaste, it smells like tents. It smells of carpets, It smells of washing powder, It smells of your house and your power shower, It smells like Apple shampoo and all the other things that you like to do. It smells like you.
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Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 5:15 PM UTC
Inhaling.
The mirror stained with our memories, pictures I am not in many of them I count; four pictures, we look happy The bleeding sky was the only thing that gave  us release Like the winter would fill our bones and cigarette smoke would ignite the fire in our eyes that had long since burned out we lay on that floor on the balcony till dawn talking about how we will never be good enough and life is pointless I show her my scars apathetically nothing effects me anymore My bubble cant be burst surrounded by static scream want to scream
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Aug 4, 2012
Aug 4, 2012 at 11:35 PM UTC
Id rather ******** your mom using a cheese wrapper as a ****** while tickling her armpits with pickles than **** you.
A forest adventure-we didn't plan it that way at all, the call of the wild prompted us, is all I can now guess hand in hand in to the woods we ventured like two possessed, magical, it felt, we soon disappeared, from the eyes of curious intruders. erogenous scent of damp earth, after the first sprinkling of monsoon clouds, pepped up our interest in hunting mushrooms popping up everywhere, like fragments of white clouds descended, we pulled out, egg shaped mushrooms that came in to our view the frenzy we fell in to,  possessed us in total, after all we we are also young and hot blooded, We competed like hounds in hot pursuit, ran, collided with each other, fell down, with a gentle thud, upon each other. She did lay flat, face down on my chest, I smelt,musk on her neck a slow intoxicant and mushrooms hidden in her both armpits, which I pursued and found out,we were getting hot, in pursuit of each other's secrets. the world, we had forgotten completely for long!! We didn't see evening light melt and darkness spread stealthily over the woods that engages the robust body of the night, from the rendezvous, of these secret lovers, we sneaked out and saw lighted torches, approach us from all four directions. they zeroed in on us,"Who goes there?" a harsh voice asked, "This, do you know, is the holy grove, of mother goddess, strictly  watched for not to be get desecrated by people who seek some sort of adventure, such an act never goes unpunished, we'll search you and find what you did" We held out mushrooms before them, and I saw each face turning  a lotus! "where did you get this,? Oh! so much!, Those are so rare and any one is able to pluck it, only if mother goddess is pleased" And then we realized this, in that forbidden sacred wood, between us a miracle has happened! that pleased the mother goddess of the woods,  the blessed presence, aren't we then  the chosen ones? ,
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Jul 13, 2013
Jul 13, 2013 at 6:44 PM UTC
We Strayed Deeper in to the Forbidden Woods
A forest adventure-we didn't plan it that way at all, the call of the wild prompted us, is all I can now guess hand in hand in to the woods we ventured like two possessed, magical, it felt, we soon disappeared, from the eyes of curious intruders. erogenous scent of damp earth, after the first sprinkling of monsoon clouds, pepped up our interest in hunting mushrooms popping up everywhere, like fragments of white clouds descended, we pulled out, egg shaped mushrooms that came in to our view the frenzy we fell in to,  possessed us in total, after all we we are also young and hot blooded, We competed like hounds in hot pursuit, ran, collided with each other, fell down, with a gentle thud, upon each other. She did lay flat, face down on my chest, I smelt,musk on her neck a slow intoxicant and mushrooms hidden in her both armpits, which I pursued and found out,we were getting hot, in pursuit of each other's secrets. the world, we had forgotten completely for long!! We didn't see evening light melt and darkness spread stealthily over the woods that engages the robust body of the night, from the rendezvous, of these secret lovers, we sneaked out and saw lighted torches, approach us from all four directions. they zeroed in on us,"Who goes there?" a harsh voice asked, "This, do you know, is the holy grove, of mother goddess, strictly  watched for not to be get desecrated by people who seek some sort of adventure, such an act never goes unpunished, we'll search you and find what you did" We held out mushrooms before them, and I saw each face turning  a lotus! "where did you get this,? Oh! so much!, Those are so rare and any one is able to pluck it, only if mother goddess is pleased" And then we realized this, in that forbidden sacred wood, between us a miracle has happened! that pleased the mother goddess of the woods,  the blessed presence, aren't we then  the chosen ones? ,
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"The problem is..." he drawls "that it is'nt us who see people differently from you, but you see things different from us. We are not the problem you are. You see the basest humans when we paint majestic creatures, we tell stories of superheroes with no faults, we expect our boyfriends to mirror night skies in their comfort, and speak like Kerouac. Kiss our scars like white girl tumblr pictures." "People like you," he says; "...Dont ever **** yourselves. You're used to the disappointment. Your used to kissing your boyfriends sweaty upper lips and smelling...just that. You clean up the puke on bathroom floors without complaining because you know what people look like from the inside. That's why your art will never be good. Thats why today in class when I asked you to paint a human body cut open, you drew a colorless man with his organs splaying out of him, and ******* he laughs.. "I have to fold petals into my boyfriends armpits just to stand the sight of him our ******* is'nt ******* its ********** Supposedly. When I tell this story later, I'll leave out the spit and saliva and how the human body aint that pretty, especially gay *** Even 6 ft 3 chiseled muscle of it, ill write metaphors about his eyes and similes to his fists, you will tell us about the humaness of his breath and how it annoyingly kept you up at night, you will speak of storms but not of the ones in his eyes. The ones in your belly when he farts during *** and you will describe every putrid detail, like the fact that waking up in the morning aint so pretty, morning breath is something we dreamers leave out in movies. And, it must be exhausting living here seeing things how they really are, but atleast when you expect disappointment, theres room for surprise. People like me expect the good and are disappointed when its ****** on."
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Dec 9, 2013
Dec 9, 2013 at 6:04 PM UTC
Conversation with an art teacher
"The problem is..." he drawls "that it is'nt us who see people differently from you, but you see things different from us. We are not the problem you are. You see the basest humans when we paint majestic creatures, we tell stories of superheroes with no faults, we expect our boyfriends to mirror night skies in their comfort, and speak like Kerouac. Kiss our scars like white girl tumblr pictures." "People like you," he says; "...Dont ever **** yourselves. You're used to the disappointment. Your used to kissing your boyfriends sweaty upper lips and smelling...just that. You clean up the puke on bathroom floors without complaining because you know what people look like from the inside. That's why your art will never be good. Thats why today in class when I asked you to paint a human body cut open, you drew a colorless man with his organs splaying out of him, and ******* he laughs.. "I have to fold petals into my boyfriends armpits just to stand the sight of him our ******* is'nt ******* its ********** Supposedly. When I tell this story later, I'll leave out the spit and saliva and how the human body aint that pretty, especially gay *** Even 6 ft 3 chiseled muscle of it, ill write metaphors about his eyes and similes to his fists, you will tell us about the humaness of his breath and how it annoyingly kept you up at night, you will speak of storms but not of the ones in his eyes. The ones in your belly when he farts during *** and you will describe every putrid detail, like the fact that waking up in the morning aint so pretty, morning breath is something we dreamers leave out in movies. And, it must be exhausting living here seeing things how they really are, but atleast when you expect disappointment, theres room for surprise. People like me expect the good and are disappointed when its ****** on."
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at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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Jul 23, 2021
Jul 23, 2021 at 11:22 PM UTC
the evolution of a young woman's closet
at age 8 i stopped wearing jeans because they were uncomfortable. at age 14 i wore high heels, fish nets, and skirts to school and a man once asked my mother if she really let me leave the house looking like that. i also wore checkered pajama pants and shirts with holes in them to class, i dressed up and down because everyone else seemed to dress in the middle. i dressed however i wanted to because my mother told that guy to shut the **** up and mind his own business. at age 16 i wore crop tops the size of sports bras and pants so tight i understood why they called them skin-ny jeans my **** and *** would be flying all over the place, but people with larger **** and larger bellies, people like me, weren't supposed to be wearing those sorts of things so i thought i must. or so i thought. at age 18 i started dressing in oversized shirts and formless dresses i didn't believe my body needed to be objectified and put on display anymore, i didn't need to prove that my waistline was small enough, i didn't need to wear the spanx i wore every day at 16. at age 20 i stopped wearing make up or a bra, my **** sagged and eyes bagged but i wanted to show people that ***** aren't always perky even on twenty year olds. i also stopped shaving my armpits i thought they were cute. at age 22 i stopped shaving my legs. i didn't think they were cute. but i realized not every decision i made about how i presented myself needed to be in order to make myself more beautiful. and at age 24 i shaved my head. a man once asked me, as he looked at my college ring wrapping itself around my pointer finger, if i always did things differently just to be different? and if id always be doing things just because someone told me not to? i should have looked at him and asked him what has he ever been told he cannot do?
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Electra-girl gyrates desperately. Daddy is away on business. The house practically empty, Desolate winds rattle windows, Stomach twists with craving. Electra-girl squeals, **** Mommy! Get her out of the picture.” Little Miss teacup wants everything just right, When daddy gets home. Electra-girl vomits hairball, shaves thighs belly armpits, Plucks neck chin nostrils, Applies lipstick moderately, Puckers (finger pushes hemorrhoid in). She denies everything. Imagines he is showering, She enters **** giggling big grin, Gaze scampering between his face and genitals, Her approaching young body edging nearer. He hesitates standing under waterspout, Waiting to see what she will do, Fearing his own desire, Knowing it is wrong so wrong. After what seems a long time, Mom steps in, Eyes firing rage and sanction. She asks her daughter, “You think you’ll win?” Electra-girl answers without hesitation, “Why wouldn’t I.” No question. Your **** stains on carpet, Your *** stains on everything, Your breath smells, Odor of rotting flowers. Smile for the camera. Electra-girl raises arms and taunts, “I win! I win! Who’s going to be my next daddy?” A deep heavy silence follows. She holds herself in mirrors of her past.
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May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 7:32 AM UTC
Electra-Girl
Come see black night.  Black night proposes                                                       more Than madness in a prophet's dream, sets free A lean uncertainty, sweet taste of all We dare not see. My sweet Kathryn, you were older than me, Knew all the black mountains--Olson, Creely, Duncan, Morley, Dorn... While I                                            was learning Levertov.  Your dark, unshaven armpits Drove me wild.  I understood the honor Of that crazy night--how could feather leave you--                our dance at the outlaw bar, Your sapphic gaze bemused by coal miners, In cowboy boots, as the band played Haggard, Coe, Willie, Waylon, Johnny Cash, Kristofferson & Emmy Lou.  I wouldn't trade it for a date With Miss Brazil, or Russia as it were-- Some people say you made that up, Changed heritage and grew the hair to seem more European.  I couldn't care Less. A great dark mystery I loved Now thirty-seven years ago with me Just old enough to drink and you come down From Bingington, I loved the way you said That frozen town, where your husband lingered, Teaching English to native speakers. I know you still loved him. I think you loved Me, but needed a woman's touch the same As I.  Strange how a night can be recalled More than years, one drunken naked sunrise, Pillow talk instead of class.  I ditched the speech At PBK, can't remember what they Fed us, coming for you in a straight shift Chevy pickup, red as the night was black.
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Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 8:38 PM UTC
Black Night
Come see black night.  Black night proposes                                                       more Than madness in a prophet's dream, sets free A lean uncertainty, sweet taste of all We dare not see. My sweet Kathryn, you were older than me, Knew all the black mountains--Olson, Creely, Duncan, Morley, Dorn... While I                                            was learning Levertov.  Your dark, unshaven armpits Drove me wild.  I understood the honor Of that crazy night--how could feather leave you--                our dance at the outlaw bar, Your sapphic gaze bemused by coal miners, In cowboy boots, as the band played Haggard, Coe, Willie, Waylon, Johnny Cash, Kristofferson & Emmy Lou.  I wouldn't trade it for a date With Miss Brazil, or Russia as it were-- Some people say you made that up, Changed heritage and grew the hair to seem more European.  I couldn't care Less. A great dark mystery I loved Now thirty-seven years ago with me Just old enough to drink and you come down From Bingington, I loved the way you said That frozen town, where your husband lingered, Teaching English to native speakers. I know you still loved him. I think you loved Me, but needed a woman's touch the same As I.  Strange how a night can be recalled More than years, one drunken naked sunrise, Pillow talk instead of class.  I ditched the speech At PBK, can't remember what they Fed us, coming for you in a straight shift Chevy pickup, red as the night was black.
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It was the boys’ bath night and you had bathed and were drying yourself with the white towel they had given you when the bathroom door flew open and Anne stood there one-legged in her pink flowered nightdress perching on her crutches like a hawk her eyes bright and dark a smile lingering on her lips well ****** me she said what a sight for a girl’s lovesick eyes and she entered the bathroom and pushed the door shut behind her with her bottom almost uncrutching herself in the process you pulled the towel tight around you and stared at her it’s the boys’ bath night you muttered girls aren’t allowed in while boys bath she moved over to the mirror and gazed at herself you’re right she said I’m not a boy I’m a tight titted girl and she laughed and crutched herself over towards you making you flatten yourself against the wall gripping the towel with one hand and holding her back with the other and she leaned down and kiss the back of your hand then looked you deep in the eyes what have you got hidden behind that towelling skirt then?   she said and you gripped the towel tighter with both hands and she menacingly moved one hand cautiously towards the towel her armpits gripping the crutches tightly as she moved you shouldn’t be in here you said I’m not in there yet she laughed and grabbed the towel away with a force that took her and the towel toppling to the bathroom floor where she lay like an overturned beetle you stood naked your hands covering what your father called your toolbox gazing down at her struggling to get up well don’t just stand there like a prize parrot help pick me up she said and so with one hand covering you knelt down to help lift her up but then she pulled you down beside her and laughed and her laughter echoed around the walls but then she paused and put a hand over her mouth hearing Sister Bridget’s nearby footsteps and noisy calls.
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Mar 15, 2012
Mar 15, 2012 at 3:16 AM UTC
ANNE AND THE BOYS' BATH NIGHT.
It was the boys’ bath night and you had bathed and were drying yourself with the white towel they had given you when the bathroom door flew open and Anne stood there one-legged in her pink flowered nightdress perching on her crutches like a hawk her eyes bright and dark a smile lingering on her lips well ****** me she said what a sight for a girl’s lovesick eyes and she entered the bathroom and pushed the door shut behind her with her bottom almost uncrutching herself in the process you pulled the towel tight around you and stared at her it’s the boys’ bath night you muttered girls aren’t allowed in while boys bath she moved over to the mirror and gazed at herself you’re right she said I’m not a boy I’m a tight titted girl and she laughed and crutched herself over towards you making you flatten yourself against the wall gripping the towel with one hand and holding her back with the other and she leaned down and kiss the back of your hand then looked you deep in the eyes what have you got hidden behind that towelling skirt then?   she said and you gripped the towel tighter with both hands and she menacingly moved one hand cautiously towards the towel her armpits gripping the crutches tightly as she moved you shouldn’t be in here you said I’m not in there yet she laughed and grabbed the towel away with a force that took her and the towel toppling to the bathroom floor where she lay like an overturned beetle you stood naked your hands covering what your father called your toolbox gazing down at her struggling to get up well don’t just stand there like a prize parrot help pick me up she said and so with one hand covering you knelt down to help lift her up but then she pulled you down beside her and laughed and her laughter echoed around the walls but then she paused and put a hand over her mouth hearing Sister Bridget’s nearby footsteps and noisy calls.
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Oh, My Muse, Staring at me through distant stars Through laughter and tears Through the hallways of my mind. Oh, how you pierce me A cactus in my desert, How you sting me A jellyfish in my unstill waters. How you tickle me As my pen tickles the sky, Endless inspirations Stanzas forever flowing free. How you grab me From away and afar Confuse me With the thunderstorms in your eyes. If only it tickled forever Didn’t hurt as you bring me to my knees, If only I could fly to you like a bird Land safely in your arms. But no, it is not to be so! You are words on my page, Sweet fire, Caressing the armpits of my unwritten phrases, The constant party going on inside me. I must go to the party Even when I am frozen, Afraid, Exhausted from endless pokes of inspiration Tickles that I wish would never stop. I must fall free my sweet Muse, Into the abyss of whispering pages Where my darkness meets the light Where you wait for me always. Copyright 2018 Stacey Handler
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May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 1:57 AM UTC
Ode To A Muse
A ride in the metro is always an adventure. Getting coins for departure. Waiting for the trains. with baggage in hands. Roughed up buns. Messed shirts. Oversized sweaters. skinny jeans. converse shoes. Green bag. Glasses on. earphones in. The metro runs like a bird running for rescue of her child in trouble. Blows off all the hair. trying to gather balance,as it almost blew me off. getting in is a mission. for first timers like me, we like to be polite and let others get in and get out before we could. even if it meant you have to wait for another to come in. Getting in was an ACCOMPLISHMENT. with all people staring at you. like you are welcomed as an angel in hell. i manage to get a hold of a handle. surviving till your stop is horrendous. ranging from smelly armpits to foul smelled oiled hair to watching cheap gel used on scanty hair, to seeing weird chick humming songs as if nobody;s watching them lip sync as if they were auditioning fro their life's biggest concert to people staring you like you'll just get ***** to guys reading scandalous and ****** news deeply interested to people who like it when girls fall on them. Its a funny trip. to girls talking about how romantic is their friend's boyfriend to couples getting an excuse to get close to each other and holding hands. Wow. A metro ride is a new adventure altogether. everyday.New people. New places. New experiences. NEW life. NEW everything. I liked it today. for a change. sigh.
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 9:50 AM UTC
A metro ride.
I had a red parrot with a long beak It was a smart bird I aptly named  Nick One day, it caught a cold and fell sick It refused to give a speech all week Even its favourite words, it wouldn't speak Dear parrot's future seemed very bleak Off for a solution I went to seek Out of many I made my pick For the services of a vet called Vic She was beautiful and brilliant, very chic Just as I heard, her talents were slick Her office was neat, her armpits didn't reek During treatment, my Nick was quite meek I excused myself to quickly take a leak Suddenly, from the restroom I heard a kick I hurried across the hallway to take a sharp peek And what I saw made my shocked jaws tick My skinned bird was hanging on a stick Over a flaming fire laid on a burnt brick What had I done to deserve such a trick? Why would Vet Vic perform this flick? I peered at her carefully but it didn't click So I wrote this poem and put on lipstick. REALLY: Nick is healthy again, it was only a gimmick I am so happy now, I always wear lipstick ☺
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Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 8:42 AM UTC
Dead Parrot?
The soft edges of femininity, Round, ******* complements, Heels, ***** of the feet, sockets, Soft eyes, soft hearts, soft hands Tinkering, thanking, crossing, legs. Girlhood is enclosed in a silver box With mute pastels and a heavy soundtrack of strings, Strings which bifurcate, dissect, divulge, Horrors, bells, instruments and lush melodies. Girlhood smells of iron, hot animals, heaving, Converging, pin ****** the sharp alacrity of Knowing. Eyes are wet, armpits go black , round edges Protrude into a potbelly, grow and stagnate, expand and collapse.
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Jul 9, 2021
Jul 9, 2021 at 3:06 PM UTC
The soft edges of femininity
A baby from Burundi sits next to me today. He coos and drinks and swallows his mother’s milk. His father speaks Swahili. Smiles, tells me that his last son Is going to grow old in Rochester, NY, Where I sit in a white-walled waiting room, watching Mothers drag their babies by the armpits to be weighed. A boy with braided beads holds up four fingers and tells me he is five. He is too skinny. His pants are sagging and his iron is low. His mother takes his vegetable checks, stuffs them into the back pocket of her jeans. What the little **** needs is two percent milk, she says, Her gold hoops fluttering. Her son struggles with the small wooden chair he is carrying. It drags along the carpet, hitting the high spots, and his tiny biceps flinch. He sits, facing me, while a name is called. And another. Another woman’s son hands me a book and waits. He is watching my face and I watch his mother kiss her boyfriend in the first row seats. He tucks his chin to his chest when I ask his name. Whispers, tells me Jayden. First page. What color is Elmo, Jayden? Shoulders shrugging. His lower lip, puckered out and innocent. What color is he, Jayden? The color of Jayden’s skin slaps me across the heart when he says he doesn’t know. He was born in Rochester, NY, With trash bags and Burger King wrappers wrapped around the fence That separates his house from the street on which he will grow old Too soon. He starts kindergarten in the fall and I tell him Elmo is red, like his t-shirt. Like his mother’s fingernails. Like the tomatoes and bell peppers and beets he has never seen. A girl who went to my High School carries in her youngest child Who is old enough to walk, but wobbles. She calls her daughter “thunder-thighs” instead of Jazmyne And strips off her shoes. Her belt. Her gold bracelets. The scale says Jazmyne is too heavy for food assistance. The state says her mother isn’t poor enough for welfare. The girl I used to know leaves without her daughter’s shoes or the food checks she came for. In conversations of pretension We talk about first and third world. Pretend that America is the land of second chances Where a baby from Burundi can grow old in cashmere sweaters, Even when his parents couldn’t pay. The father who speaks Swahili looks at his shiny watch and his family’s vegetable checks. Smiles. Tells me his last son is going to grow old and full In Rochester, NY.
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Jun 10, 2010
Jun 10, 2010 at 12:51 PM UTC
A WIC Clinic Waiting Room
A baby from Burundi sits next to me today. He coos and drinks and swallows his mother’s milk. His father speaks Swahili. Smiles, tells me that his last son Is going to grow old in Rochester, NY, Where I sit in a white-walled waiting room, watching Mothers drag their babies by the armpits to be weighed. A boy with braided beads holds up four fingers and tells me he is five. He is too skinny. His pants are sagging and his iron is low. His mother takes his vegetable checks, stuffs them into the back pocket of her jeans. What the little **** needs is two percent milk, she says, Her gold hoops fluttering. Her son struggles with the small wooden chair he is carrying. It drags along the carpet, hitting the high spots, and his tiny biceps flinch. He sits, facing me, while a name is called. And another. Another woman’s son hands me a book and waits. He is watching my face and I watch his mother kiss her boyfriend in the first row seats. He tucks his chin to his chest when I ask his name. Whispers, tells me Jayden. First page. What color is Elmo, Jayden? Shoulders shrugging. His lower lip, puckered out and innocent. What color is he, Jayden? The color of Jayden’s skin slaps me across the heart when he says he doesn’t know. He was born in Rochester, NY, With trash bags and Burger King wrappers wrapped around the fence That separates his house from the street on which he will grow old Too soon. He starts kindergarten in the fall and I tell him Elmo is red, like his t-shirt. Like his mother’s fingernails. Like the tomatoes and bell peppers and beets he has never seen. A girl who went to my High School carries in her youngest child Who is old enough to walk, but wobbles. She calls her daughter “thunder-thighs” instead of Jazmyne And strips off her shoes. Her belt. Her gold bracelets. The scale says Jazmyne is too heavy for food assistance. The state says her mother isn’t poor enough for welfare. The girl I used to know leaves without her daughter’s shoes or the food checks she came for. In conversations of pretension We talk about first and third world. Pretend that America is the land of second chances Where a baby from Burundi can grow old in cashmere sweaters, Even when his parents couldn’t pay. The father who speaks Swahili looks at his shiny watch and his family’s vegetable checks. Smiles. Tells me his last son is going to grow old and full In Rochester, NY.
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People often say now I understand When they hear that I'm from Paree Not Gay Paree silly, but redneck In the heart of Tennessee I am the newest style of hairdressers Here to lay out all the facts I no longer work on the tops of heads But straight out of the pits It all happened when I got bored With the every day to day Trimming of the head left me feeling dead That's when it hit me..."Underarm Braid" That right there was my life saver That right there was my turn around If it didn't make me world famous At least it did on this side of town Now people come from as far as Nashville To have their underarms done I even gave a left and right pit Mohawk To the Governor's daughter and son What? Did you think I only braided? There's so much more that I can do Just ask the Punk Rock Chick's that wait in line To have their armpits colored blue My older clientele have let there hair grow out Since it is they learned I'm now specializing in for both women and men Their favorite sets and perms So feel the freedom of the pits That hippie chicks have long since known Here at Michael's Salon Of Pits We'll do something special with that growth
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Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
Michael's Salon Of Pits
cons: do you know how often i have to shave? **** man i just want clean armpits and then i turn into a giant dog every month and that hair grows back really ******* fast i need to invest in one of those lint rollers for shedded animal fur because it is becoming a problem also i'm pretty sure i chewed another pair of shoes up the other night i need to find a safer spot to put my shoes shoes are ******* expensive to be constantly replacing i can't ******* do this not to mention the need for meat okay meat is expensive unless you buy tons of cheap stuff and there is no way i'm eating something that tastes like a greasy foot (looking at you, cheap sausage patties) pros: i've got self-defense pretty much covered now i'm prepared to **** people up if i need to and i'm pretty warm like all the time now so i don't have to spend as much on heating (though at the same time there's the air conditioning in the summer,,,) also i get to tell all my friends I'm a gay werewolf so i'm basically the coolest
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Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 10:27 PM UTC
pros and cons of lycanthropy
*I scrub my armpits I scratch the dirt off my back I wash my nose and ears And I’ll be honest - I think I just ****** ** Hey ah, po! Jump in like fish and enjoy this water It’s as cool as the touch of a woman in mid-summer Jump in and the water is as generous as a woman in love Who cares about the gods or Heaven it’s water, water, that’s the beginning and the end ** Hey ah, po! *I scrub my armpits I scratch the dirt off my back I wash my nose and ears And I’ll be honest - I think I just ****** ** hay hay toh! All clothes are gone God can go jump into a pool for all I care All the power is in the fall of water This is delight This is joy, this waterfall and gathered water I’m as naked as when I was born well, except for the **** cloth that covers the toys that pleasure my woman ** hay hay toh! *I scrub my armpits I scratch the dirt off my back I wash my nose and ears And I’ll be honest - I think I just ******
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Sep 8, 2012
Sep 8, 2012 at 6:48 AM UTC
pilgrims in the waterfall