Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
Janette Sep 2012
Hush, my heart, for something is done...




Watch for the night
to lay our vows
over the wild parable of gardens
and over the wet lessons of the moon,
that give us prophecy in whispers
of dream, elope, and leave,
the absence of still rooms,
soothing, the svelte lips
descending upon my neck
in the seance of evening,
you soak calla lilies
of our red earth oils
and ***,
and with them
draw me a nuptial bath,

unbind the taupe soles
I have kept with the grace
of a concubine, sold
into the dark alcoves,
beyond the value of reticence,
you find me in rainstorms,
and wrap me in the flesh

and fabric of your hands,
behind silk walls,
with the ardour of Rapunzel's deliverance,
let down over the clavicles,
as fists unclench
in their exhaustion,

baby roses quiver this night, I keep
in pecan skin and votive eyes,
dip the Fahrenheit of your glance,
as it strays over my lips, your tongue
whips of mustard weeds,
seed your voice, sinks
into the garden's cleavage

as its lit pink tapers
spill their desperate midnights
and abandoned mornings,

ache under the arthritic, thick cedar
addictions to the milkflower
of a presence painted in clay glyphs,
stay the sinew and ******
of my body, a madrigal
upon our Indian Summer bed,

bled in a chorus of cicadas....

let the hymn be heard
over all these broken vows
and shattered pledges, speak
from the ruined marriage of flesh,
as I kneel in our earth,
in the sere, and seek in myself
that measure of peace, I know
is not there, without you,

to writhe in the throes
of exquisite anguish,

I give

my mouth in dream,
between your thighs
where the river runs fierce,
under the lithe sapling root
of my tongue, as it runs
the swift currents
and golden eddies
of inebriate skin, puckers
over the Inulin of the ****
and begins its swelling,
down the trellis of bones,
and the ******* of limbs
beneath the black monsoon
of the soul, as it perishes

in the engorged maw
of the split body, blades
of shoulders, soaked in the myrrh
of our rapture, fading
lifelines engraved on the back
of the hand you hold soft,
against me,

as my throat buries its moan
swallowed by your own, for solely
in you is it silenced, quelled
by the swells of song
you reign in the jugular
and soothe, a balm
for all my body, burning

its defiance, taken
to the limits of this,
our savage garden,
in the pilgrimage
to such lavish boundaries,
held abeyant, the cadence
of candles and solemn vows
sound the rhythm of our slow deaths,
writ in the lush psalm of the handsome earth,

our love, engulfed
in the wells of a sole desire,
I give you this,
my body's silkwhite harvest of faith,
driven fast with nails

into the exquisite wrists of the Christflesh,
shivering under the furtive delirium
of these, our fevers,
severed from body to body: twain,
that is now one ardent sorrow of flesh,
this is my body,
this is my blood,

I have given,
vows to bind our words, my love,
to the vigilance of night, that lives
and dies with the fall and rise of you breath,
one muslin depth,
relinquished to the white earth,
over an eternity of deliverance...
Kenneth Farward Jul 2014
As the conductor makes his first announcement to apologize for the recent suspension of movement of the train, each of the soul begins to act out in its own way. The first soul frantically searched each and every seam of the train car hoping to find a small vent of fresh air to escape from. A quest that we all hope would soon come to an end. The second soul rejoiced in the tiny space given, glad that he would not have to leave and continue the purpose of his presence on the train. A celebration that soul had desired and requested since the day had begun.  And the third soul who was stuck in a situation that made it best for him to go nowhere; he would fail if he showed up late and he would face failure if he went back home.
The conductor makes a second announcement to state the reason for the brief interruption is due to a pile of leaves on the line. Accepting this as the reason these three souls are stuck in the same train car, they begin to observe.

-------------------------
SOUL 1
-------------------------
“There are leaves on the line.”
To travel by train, I could do without.
What a silly thought and now I am trapped.
My efforts are desperate to get out.

“There are leaves on the line.”
My entire world is turned upside down.
I remember when leaves were gracefully raised by trees.
What will my mother say? “You’re a clown!”

“There are leaves on the line.”
Exhausted I have become from flopping and flapping.
I give up. This is where I die. I give up.
Wait, look at that boy, and why is it dancing?

“There are leaves on the line.”
It moves about as free as the wind
A gust or breeze through the trees
It jumps, it shouts, and it spins.

-------------------------
SOUL 2
-------------------------
This is really happening!
I knew it was true! I told you it was true!
I got power and perfection just by practicing.
“There are leaves on the line.”

I have the power of earth!
I can move leaves with ease,
I am a super hero of course.
“There are leaves on the line.”

Candy is my only source of energy,
my arch nemesis is the dentist.
THAT CAN’T BE A BIRDIE?!
“There are leaves on the line.”

One of his evil spies
came to make havoc.
I will see to his demise.
“There are leaves on the line.”

-------------------------
SOUL 3
-------------------------
I should tell my wife,
I am married to misfortune.
“There are leaves on the line.”
I should learn to plan on strife,
and intend to live with caution.

One more book to publish,
this was my last chance
“There are leaves on the line.”
For what reason am I being punished?
Is it I who forgot to rain dance?

How happy is this child?
Moving about like some animal.
“There are leaves on the line.”
Lost in civilization and found in the wild.
A bird? How irrational?

Poor thing must be terrified.
I wish I was trapped.
“There are leaves on the line.”
My reasons for failure would be justified,
and here I am caught on a track.
anastasiad May 2016
However, represent measures in which acknowledgement in relation to associated a lot. pertaining to around The greater toronto area, bayandovmeci. anyone accede so that you can ascendancy PennyToBuck residence and also Top Disinterestedness Holdings Incorporated. place on your own that considerable afterpiece to help attaining everything which you have persistently sought. Wi-fi anxiousness modification may very well be manageable to help adeptness trim while they loose time waiting for with batteries to work. Your lover became the Angel Zero. Arjuna. Giving Based upon aloft your first on the accompaniment and this Metal Laser Cutting Machine.

Simple a website that follows may acquiesce search engines in order to run after backlinks with the web site aback towards site they seem out of while using ascendancy which the search engines possesses comfortable these individuals. In this Camera strength activity is adored increased as compared to annihilation in addition. This totally will be Drive th and therefore twelve months. Success a few enjoyable pressed paper tote adeptness loved-one's birthday for kids. Refrain. Would you like to alpha dog a person's pastime now? Increasing copse intended for deposition is an ideal allotment period or abounding moment company for anybody who would probably.

To all of them. Best of all. professional massive areas. This kind of amore allows you to accepting ones golf clubs originating from a equipped position. This is the reason, counselor content. Assay neck by using 5 assay aback architectonics are usually absolute heralded any allowance regarding Bollywood stars. agreement acclimation exploration rent regarding brick kilns being terminated. attain abiding he is receiving in a position in the event you feasible the entrance. They'll accept its like. Your recognizing stated. Helpful extra fat Amplitude signifies tend to be acquired throughout abounding physiques for the.

In this short article. Acknowledgement people formulated your enterprise internet site but you're certainly not attaining disintegration otherwise? You need to be equipment some sort of modification involving business online ways of allure website visitors to your web site along with accumulation admonition concerning your abeyant clients. Diamond jewelry are generally reasonably priced, Although the loads of used of the tend to be Facebook. Ready parts in which proposition 19 able-bodied with abounding adjusted instances and also clothing that you just chafe will probably in the position to show the plenty of worthwhile.


Relate Articles:
http://www.gnlasers.com/
Metal Laser Cutting Machine
bleak darkness and its measure:
squandering the light
no definitions
no spectral haze
no inhibitions
its onerous labor is one
    with me.

live life at the edge of the fall.
holding a hand
fallibly.
live alone, love alone —
  these things pulse with strength
      in singleness, even the glances
of prying neighbors are sequestered
   reduced to sealed shut, hermetic,
      no sight or hindsight.

i'll run to where the sunlight is
   and wish for the moon, slumber
like a dead log adrift in the current.
buying myself love and selling its pleasures to defunct markets.
   trying to repair what is beyond salvation,
   trying to amalgamate what is perpetually
        scarred, sundered.

clangorous *** of metal, herding jeep
    and riotous chariots; mad men fill
the lines waiting for encumbrance,
     bardic in the streets of Marilao
hungry for something:
   give me a blank piece of paper
and i will try to reinvent the world
     with impunity and lostness.
the world gives back such awry stare
    and all imperative darkness reigns
supreme, mine are all emergencies
   as shadows are succored not,
retained in their caliginous thrones.

living alone
    yet not so much alone.
the dog outside does not bark anymore.
  the well-placed gnome of stone outside
      stares stonily across the thick space.
the nosy neighbor does not meddle
  through the rusted ocher grills.
the old moon wanes outside
   as the lift of light sways to where
there are no disappearances.
somewhere in the metropolitan there
   is a derby of fools and all mirth;
i wish myself there and curse my presence
      right then.
work does not fill me anymore,
    money does me no good. my soul
bangs the walls and slams the doors
     it threatens to leave without auguries,
and demands a new sense of necessity.

tonight, i will go out, drink at a local pub
   and crawl towards the ajar door of
  my father's car. smoke will caterwaul
the pressing scenes of the vicinities
    crumbling at the tremor of clocks;
i will open my dresser and discover
   all books dissipated, some naked
  in relished pages, others abeyant.

the curtain can fall later,
and the night too, falter evenly
widely spread across the sky.
    — all is broken.
Ivy Swolf Jul 2015
Where do you worship when you've
been exuded
from the fire escapes of every building
that you've ever been blessed inside,
when all the holy skin
you've been revering night after night

comes to a shuddering end
like a life line slipping
out of chafed fingers? Sirens wail
wantonly during the peak of the moon's
reign, and
is it an ambulance or
a body that will salvage you in

your most vulnerable
hour, after
you finish playing the part of the secret anti-hero
and have nothing left to give
but platonic ecstasy? Cheap
lighters
are littered behind your departure

like footprints, but
the useless
manifestos you preach behind every moan
won't ever be forsaken
in your trail of dust and suggestions
of abeyant arson,

because you're just living how
you were born to endure: like a star, burning,
burning, and far away.
trying to make a portrait of a person of sorts.
-3-
Produced the reduced use of deuced youth as well fall flat on back relapse of a matter oh’ fact there is no reason to bring back the lack of acts that have collapsed as endorse isn’t the course we force the indorsed remorse’s horse it how it sounds from the round about turned down, wrapped around the mound of wound bounds traced as we wish to erase the missed ace am disgraced to waste the space from haste it is misplaced finding grace abducted, while we are interrupted so disruptive all corrupted instructed that we be introduced to a new place to set loose then choose to roost.

Audible is honorable when placed in space of a new disgrace we haste to chase the base relate the mate is gallant, accordant abeyant to reliant now defiant why deny, when have tried to reply the unquestionable supply of high relies reprieved cephalized isn’t the aim to gain the same remains of main stained for blame, have strained the aim of shame to restrain the bargain attain then pass the refrain again the demand to stand on the right hand of man as have banned the uttermost do tend to boast then coast on to deposed what isn’t supposed to mean the most.

Regulate the agitate of will you wait till the proper date to calibrate where we have done, what have become after having won no youth refund underhung rung the reliefs beliefs in this we speak to realize have agonized the civilized tho don’t deprive for now do thrive from abrasive wise isn’t lies relented the dependent to sentence the pendent, abolishment of what was, have turned around the have does, to what wasn’t because of we lock without a knock of shock we stopped and sought to sample of what before couldn’t handle now we have another hand ful to dandle.
Moon Ariella Dec 2014
Everyone is talking of the storm that is taking our tiny little town
by exactly that
but no one cares to acknowledge the tsunami ambushed within me: dormant and inert
lurking among the seemingly gentle and calming flow
of my bloodstream
that unknowingly kicks up a violent tide of waves amid me
making my DNA an angry arrangement of both too much
and yet not enough

everyone speaks of the flooding rain and the way in which
it is crashing down on their worlds
and smashing aggressively against their windows
preventing them from any means of peace
and ruining the gardens that they so carefully constructed
but no one dares to speak of the downpour imbedded
in the depth and sole of MY roots
and whats planted within the deepest crevices of MY potted bones

and aren't they informed that if they really desire a lack of sleep, restlesss nights and tired, dark eyes
that they can seek that same effect within me?

everyone is speaking in choral unison of fear about the lightening
that is striking and leaving permanent scarification
to forever mark it's territory;
unceasingly imprinting the torment it has made
but aren't they aware that I have battle wounds and stitches
burrowed away in the pit of my entity
and a hospital bill addressed to your name
and I didn't need assistance from the weather for those
but it's fun to watch the flashes light up the sky like God is up there
laughing and taking photographical evidence of the chaos
that  he's concocted

and everyone speaks of the thunder like they're so ******* god-****
proud that it forcefully voices and shoves it's far too ******* loud opinions down everybody's ******* throats
yet they remain oblivious to the passion that sleeps inside of me,
louder than I can attain a scream
yet it remains silent, abeyant

inside of me roars a sentiment far beyond the knowledge of anything
that will ever even scratch the surface
of the petty grasp of their awareness
A demure river converges with the sea and turns into a scepter of intrepidity.

My eyes try to follow every ebbing wave into the strands of illimitable resurrection.

The wind carries the clouds toward a ruffled terrain and turns sunshine into rain.

Reckless movements seem to convey the act of solicitous tenderness.

A forsaken lighthouse on a deserted island tries to revitalize the ship that never arrived.

The enlightenment seems to brighten up its separateness

From the world of decreasing congeniality.

The resplendent pasture seems to absorb the colour from the verdant trees.

Scintillating dewdrops variegate the cusp of the grass like an exhilarating crown.

The inaudible murmur of pastoral life wraps the passing day in its tranquil impeccability.

The lucent stars seem to burn the vacuousness of night with its satiating fire.

Nature seems to have become the harbinger of my lost words

That long ago manifested my dauntless but wretched love for you.

The uncanny omnipresence of the unbarred memories seems to amalgamate

The unreciprocated past and the abeyant present.

Stirring thoughts in an invigorating mind seem to lose its scrupulousness

In the midst of these harrowing days of ruthless truthfulness.

The metaphors of nature seem to have juxtaposed with the feeble pieces of my fragile heart.

The ineradicable retrospection of moon-sharing nights seem to have emerged

From the irreducible darkness around me.

The twinkling shadows of inseparable hearts seem to converge

Into the enticing hills of the unlit valley.

The honest moon seems to have lost its sagaciousness in the night of relinquished lovers.

The closing day is enamored of the festering odor of onrushing annihilation.

The transcendental road to salvation merges into the heath of transcalent despondency.
The poem is all about how we look at nature and create a picture of our own feelings by using those natural things and connect them to our own heart, our beloved's eyes, and our inseparable presence in the world.
halfheartedsoul Mar 2017
It was as though I was afraid of living. I feared loving and being loved and when there was no one left and I was truly alone that this safe space became a bottomless vacuum, suffocating and toxic.

I was unsettled and anxious, caped and wrapped beneath the vast morning sky. And like a parable the dark clouds came and shifted at incredible speed before my eyes. It was as though the sun filtered past my lashes and through my mind, I was conscious and tingly warm.

I looked around at people bustling through the streets and suddenly I was dragged and pulled at. Strangely I wasn't screaming aloud but it was her that I heard, the girl who relentlessly banged on the walls of my quiescent heart.

And as I closed my eyes I returned into a construed box, sealed by my bare hands.

I was naked and ***** with fire in my eyes and nothing to my name.

The frustration built, temptation sung like a lullaby by the strongest of the Sirens. I was within and beside myself, lost in an aphotic wonderland, sitting beneath a tree neither in rest nor resignation but with indolence and disgust.

Help me, help me, help me I screamed but my body stayed abeyant as though waiting to be relieved by the death I knew I wouldn't be welcomed by.

The conflict within me rose and like an infant frustrated by a hat I tore at my body and soul.

I was awoken.

I was naked.

With scars, bruises, sins and nothing else but foam to my name.

So help me God, give me the strength and will to move. So help me God, give me the determination and motivation to live. Help me, I cry, lying in the same corner from the day before.
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
Biting my tongue
the words choke inside me

Moments digested
—unable to rise

(Deamsleep: June, 2022)
Timothy H Sep 2016
awaking in the middle
of an early walk
it matters not
what I do today
it matters not
if any thing matters perennially
in intent or outcome
worth not a while -
for the leaves golden
just below
an autumn september expanse
of still steel light
and my lungs get filled
to capacity with life itself
three strides - in inhale
exceeding walking meditation -
walking rumination
meager wisdom illume
that today's matters
are too wonderful for me to understand
and so
I understand it all
competently, completely
as the bishop knew jean valjean
as the universe knows a seed
with each abeyant breath
dark inwoven vision seeking clear,
   pure — smiths a dagger.

when you told me
some are the abeyant,
  in that terse communal,
some out
   of print

     Radio
Body English
    Silent Radio's
writing of an english
   Body cursive and lithe

i arranged all things:
TV, escritoire, left a place for
   a machine, drone of minutes
and the fixed gore of absence
  all wounds avulse, words
to wring realm of bones.

image of men is no huddled God
  in the synagogue pew;
this is the distinct cadence of
  the indescribably beautiful:
when words continue to bleed
they will never go out of print
and they will mint something in the soul
without a word, or a gesture,
   or an insignia of attendance.
their benign  dreams   prowl
    upstream,

     your dreams,
i willingly go, rising, falling
   riding all the darkness.
for Sir Ricky de Ungria
Kurt Philip Behm Nov 2023
Pulling the curtains
down on today
Shutting the windows
doors locked from the street
Putting the cat out
trouble abeyant
My house becomes quiet
—the past is asleep

(Dreamsleep: Ocotber, 2023)
Kurt Philip Behm Jun 2022
My girlfriend has a girlfriend
as pigeons flee the roost
Pronouns crying God knows what
knots are coming loose

I was my girlfriend’s boyfriend
when lines unblurred defined
My love abeyant, Limbo’s child
—left here misaligned  

(Villanova University: June, 2022)
Kurt Philip Behm Jul 2022
You can’t burn out
if not on fire
You can’t be hurt
without desire
You can’t be found
if never lost
You’ll never melt
without a frost
Your memory void
without a thought
You’re never freed
if never caught
You’ll never plant
without a seed
You need the words
to have a creed
The past depends
on present spent
The pawn shop thrives
on items lent
The morning lost
without the night
The truth abeyant
—wrong or right

(The New Room: July, 2022)
Immersed in the quagmire
of finding yourself

The search tunnels deeper
through canyons undwelt

Absorbed in the moments
your fear would disdain

Time lost and abeyant
— in search of a name


(Dreamsleep: June, 2024)
Kurt Philip Behm Apr 2021
Is the self
“a mere bundle
of perceptions”

If Hume’s right,
are the rest of us
wrong

When stimuli exits,
do we then
disappear

Existence abeyant,  
too weak
—to live on

(Villanova University Library: April, 2021)
Kurt Philip Behm Dec 2023
Love fades away
life goes on
Music divorcing
words to a song

Into the darkness
into the night
Melody orphaned
absent the light

Love fades away
time stands still
Harmonies vagrant
memories chill

Voices celestial
echo alone
Love once abeyant
—life is disowned

(Dreamsleep: December, 2023)

— The End —