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The man I fell in love with is stuck in last year.
2017: I don't know this man anymore
My thoughts, they conquer
I don't believe your words anymore
My thoughts win again
You cannot tell me these things if I don't believe them my self.
Only I can determine my own self wealth
You can't tell me I'm beautiful, because that is not  true
If I was so beautiful, why do I only hear it from only you?
You say your hands shake, your heart skips beats with me
I get them too, they are more scary than friendly
I overthink things, quite often than you see
I fear that you will move on and let fragile me be
Your the amazing one, I love you to be honest
But you loving me , now that is no contest
I don't deserve to be loved, that I believe is true.
I'm an emotional wreck, very sad, very blue
I used to only cry twice a year. Now I cry like I was born to do it. A job assigned to me by the devil himself. Why he thought I deserve this. I don't know. He is winning.  Give me strength.
Are you bored my dear?
Well what do you know my child?
I will have to agree
I don't want to say "I love you" and then say "I Tried"
I want to say " I love you. Forever. Until the day I die"
I Will Do whatever It takes to Feel Again She said

No. That's It! You've made your Choice the Devil Said

Now walk amongst the others just like you
With ice for hearts covered by brick walls with a view

I will see to it the Devil Said. After all, Your dead

You and the others have no courage to fight again
and soon enough more of you will emerge and Heaven will end.

Patience my Child and you will see

The Devils Minion I made you be
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