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530 · Apr 2016
Don't
Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016
Don't fall inlove with me
You're a light, i might turn your life into darkness.
You're a beautiful sunny day, I might turn you into a rainy day.
You're the milky way, I'm the blackhole.
I'm dangerous. I might **** you with my ai.
So just don't fall in love with me for I am a disaster.
523 · Feb 2018
Forgotten
Vanessa Escopin Feb 2018
One day you'll realize that you lost a girl who's feelings for you wasn't told but she let you feel it.
One day you'll be frustrated 'cos you're wrong.
You take her for granted.
You loved her but then you lost her.
You let her go even though she doesn't want to.
You lost a girl who secretly cares for you.
A girl you used to loved and you're still loving. You lost the girl you can be trusted, a girl who have flaws, a girl who is broken but still managed to smile.
A girl who almost tell you what she really feels but time wasn't right yet.
A girl who you let wait for hours.
A girl who's patiently waiting and secretly loving you.
You lost the girl who's now ready to take the risk but you give her up.
She's tired to pretend anymore, she doesn't deserve someone who hurts her more than she was hurt.
You forget her. But she didn't.
-zxcvb
Lost in time
521 · Oct 2015
Let me fall
Vanessa Escopin Oct 2015
I'm blinded of being in love with you
I always wanted to be fair
But I always ******* up

I wanted to love you
The way you love me too
But I just couldn't?
Or I just deny it?

I always feel that you love me
I always feel I'm in love with you
But I'm confused
I think I'm not really in love with you.

Could you just let me fall?
Fall in love to you?
521 · Oct 2015
Three Words
Vanessa Escopin Oct 2015
How am I supposed to believe that you love me?
If you never ever catch my attention
If you never talk to me most of the time
If you never showed it?

How am I supposed to believe the three words you said?
I guess you're just good in saying "I love you"
509 · Mar 2016
Can't Think Straight
Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016
I put my earphones on and turn on the playlist.
Hard rock.
I need this.
My mind need to think something else.
That something is Myself.
No.
A child is crying on my right.
There's two people that keeps talking on my left side.
And all around me, I heard vehicles sound and every beep of each.
People shouting.
Cold night.
Traffic.
Lights of every post and every building I see.
I need this.
I need to distract myself.
507 · Sep 2015
I know 2/2
Vanessa Escopin Sep 2015
I know I’m not a good daughter. Little mistake I made, scolded. But it’s just not me who’s bad in here. I obey everything what they say. Yeah I sometimes disobey. I’m hurt unexpectedly and unconsciously. It feels like they don’t love me. They hate me every time I did wrong. Like I did a big mistake. I don’t lie. I say what I know, when someone asks. I know I lie, but I my lies are just little and plain. No one will hurt when I lie, I assure that always. Cause I don’t want to hurt someone. I am guilty of being guilty.
501 · Feb 2018
Move on?
Vanessa Escopin Feb 2018
Sometimes we think we already moved on.
Just because they don't see us and communicate with us anymore.
But one message, one glance.
You realize the feelings is still there.
You'll gotta say this, "Abi ko naka move on nako." ("I thought I have moved on.")
But you aren't, yet.
Yes, yet!
Because one day, maybe tomorrow or  the day after tomorrow or next week or next month or next year you will moved on.
You'll get over her/him.
You'll wake up smiling.
You'll realize things are much better without the burden of thinking about her/him.
You'll be thankful to God that He let you see things clearly.
That He let you move on.
You'll realize that this is His purpose.
He has a better purpose.
Maybe you won't see the right way but soon you will.
This is dedicated to my friend Jas. I hope you'll get over him. God bless you.
486 · Apr 2016
Too late
Vanessa Escopin Apr 2016
I give myself time to think
Think if I really feel something
Something special for him

But it turns out, he mis-understood my silence
My silence reveal the truth
The truth that he's one of the boys

One of the boys who easily give up
Give up in the times you're realizing
Realizing that you're falling too

I fell too hard that it breaks me inside.
*I love him but he give up.
I thought I didn't love him but...
482 · Jul 2020
ᜂᜃ᜔
Vanessa Escopin Jul 2020
ᜃᜓᜋᜓᜐ᜔ᜆ᜶
ᜀᜌᜓᜐ᜔ ᜃ ᜉ ᜊ᜶
ᜑᜒᜈ᜔ᜇᜒ ᜃᜓ ᜀᜎᜋ᜔ ᜉᜀᜈᜓ ᜃ ᜃᜂᜐᜉᜒᜈ᜔

ᜐᜈ ᜋᜐᜌ ᜃ
ᜐᜈ ᜋᜄᜒᜅ᜔ ᜋᜀᜌᜓᜐ᜔ ᜃ

ᜉᜀᜎᜋ᜔
Don't know if my writing is correct. Hope someone will read this and correct if I did wrong. This is Baybayin
449 · Mar 2016
Broke
Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016
Promises that you said
Promises that I held in to
Promises that I kept
Promises that you broke
Promises that vanished.

You said we'll spend forever together.
But where are you now?
You're with your new girl.

I'll pray for you.
My friend' emotions I created it as a poetry.
445 · Sep 2015
Foolishness
Vanessa Escopin Sep 2015
Why I always have to think of you?
When you don't even bother to ask me if I'm alright.
When you don't have much time for me.
Why am I hoping for something that you will never do.
430 · Feb 2016
Eccedentisiast
Vanessa Escopin Feb 2016
Since then she never felt happy.
I mean she's happy sometimes but laughing is her escape to avoid someone to see what's the real emotions in her eyes.
She always ask herself, "When's the time I'll be happy again? Maybe the day I die. Because I'll see fake people cry for me and act like they love me."
She smiles as if no one hurts her.
She smiles as if nothing bothers her.
She smiles to avoid drama.
But sometimes she just can't hold those tears streaming down her face.
Sad life it is. Sad cruel life.
When?
415 · Sep 2015
Hurt you;Pains me
Vanessa Escopin Sep 2015
I pause and think for awhile, I should've not let you in-in my life again.
I should've not let myself see you again. Because over and over again, theres one thing I always do- hurting you.



And it pains me. Really. ☺
359 · Sep 2018
Wait!
Vanessa Escopin Sep 2018
Did you saw me?
I was there.
Did you took a glance for me?
Because I did.
I saw you there.
Sitting comfortably.
Waiting for someone?
That's doesn't me.
Ironic isn't it?
How I always wait for you.
And how you wait for her.
You never waited for me.
Waiting is good. If you wait for the one you love.
297 · Jul 2018
Heart hurts & hate
Vanessa Escopin Jul 2018
Oh my heart hurts
Cause all what he had said is true
I am not someone who's lovable
I am not someone who deserve a love
I am not someone who's needed
I am just someone who's temporary,
Not worth it,
A waste,
Undeserving,
Selfish brat,
Cruel,
And a *****.
I hated him because all he had said is true
And I am guilty as charge.
I don't know if there's someone
who's feeling the same **** as me.
I don't know what to do.
I hate myself.
254 · Jul 2022
Blame
Vanessa Escopin Jul 2022
Who should I blame for my misery?
I blame her for everything
I blame her for my misery
I blame her that I didn't get the chance to be who I want
I blame her for giving me the responsibilities that I shouldn't have
I blame her that I don't have my freedom
I blame her that my life is ****** up
I blame her for what she did
I blame her for the family's problems
I blame her all because of what she did
I blame her that all she did is a mistake
But the results is lifetime
The effect cost me, the family, her children
I still blame her everyday,
Everytime I remember how my life is so ****** up
How can I not get out of my comfort zone
How can I not leave
Who should I blame for everything?
I think I should blame myself too.
204 · Dec 2019
You okay?
Vanessa Escopin Dec 2019
I hope you're okay
Not your health, but you
You as a person who lies
You who lies about things
Things that a weak girl would trust

I hope you're okay
Living your life as if you haven't hurt someone
I hope you're okay
With the one you love
I hope you're okay

I just hope you're okay
While she is broken and hurt
While she stopping herself to cry
While she have companion but all she think is the lies you made her believe

I hope you're okay
Just feelings
36 · Sep 6
Forgotten Hobby
I forgot how to write..



But then I remember,



I write to express my feelings..



My unspoken feelings and emotions.
Sq

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