Losing friends is like
Heartfelt with cradle of love
Friendship to where we lost
Between the horizon and the clouds
From time to time
Wonder how can i see u again?
They say u are the best
Then left without memory
Did what was surprised for us
As the day comes in and out
To show losing energy
Within its population
Of harvesting new friends
But not losing friends.

                     By K-mari ©2016

Let me be henceforth forever flexible
-willing to change at the drop of hat
never see permanence where eternity beacons
in the temporary of now.

This raincloud
makes for an awful hat

Meet my words with your own, make me feel something again.
Is it blunt of me to wish
you'd write me a
palace?

Once more, just once.

Write to me, and help me feel.

Leave me in my own abyss.
I've been thrown plenty of ropes, trust me.
But it's hard not to use them
to create my own noose, you know?
Leave me be, then.
Whatever.
Not like anything will change.

I had thought things were going well.

2:40, two days in a row.

I can't tell what your triggers are, she says, Perhaps small spaces. Or loneliness.

Someone, please, I'm slipping and just need one thing.

I need someone to rework my cogs and wires to help reprogram this mind of mine.

I need arms to hold me, platonically, romantically, I have no preference.

Whether it will last or whether it will last only one second, I have no care.

Why? Why am I always the one left behind?

I can't keep holding people up from down here on the ground.

Hold on to these swiftly wisping hands, the fading fingertips
Don't let them go.

Keep a grip on these crying eyes, this swimming mind
Don't let them sink.

I cannot deny
That I want you
A simple taste
Of your mouth
Would torment me
The look on your face
When you get that slow smile
And your gradual laugh
Sends me spinning
In such a way
I dream of you.