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 Nov 2015 'thoughtOutLoud
Sjr1000
Still learning to reach for the gifts
star like in the skies
Taking them into my heart

One at a time

One for your love
The children too

One for the mind
One for the feelings
Through and through

One for the light evolving
One for the light of healing

One at a time

One for the heat of living

Still learning to reach for the gifts
Star like in the skies.
When there seems
no progressive road
the past
savage
cruel
light finds you
the way out
whispers
the door awaits
I created a spoken word version on SoundCloud today, if anyone is interested -> https://soundcloud.com/suzyhazelwood/light-finds-you
 Nov 2015 'thoughtOutLoud
Manda
Today, you told me a story
Where you found your happiness
And it still lingers around you
Even after the minutes and this moment

You have made me seeing things more vulnerable,
Empathic but blur in the same times
You have made me think,
If the world you are in, is different with mine

You could be so proud,
Telling me if dream is easier to be caught,
Than a love from a long lost father
Than an unwanted feeling that rotten inside me

But maybe I want to say thanks
Because in the end of the day,
I’m the one who worse than everything
Than every characters you told me in your story

And you have succeeded for making me see that part
the part of me that I’ve tried to run from
Since a long time ago,
But, you and your story?

Do you ever care?
 Nov 2015 'thoughtOutLoud
AIA
i cry for a guy who doesn't know my existence.
 Nov 2015 'thoughtOutLoud
Madalyn
I was so over it. I was so over it. I was so over it. Why did you have to come back. I was fine.
 Nov 2015 'thoughtOutLoud
AIA
Sorry
 Nov 2015 'thoughtOutLoud
AIA
Sorry
For texting you, for bugging you,
for annoying you.
for thinking of you day and night.
by being clingy and possessive.
for staying by your side every time you push me away.
Sorry I get worried about you.
for needing your attention,
for being needy to you.
Sorry for loving you.
I'm very sorry... I can't unlove you.
WHY
Why do I feel so angry as I stand behind an angry man waiting for a path to exist across a busy street.
Why do I feel such sorrow and pain as I sit next to a morning widow on the bus.
These emotions are not my own,
But oh how they consume my entire being.
A man with a receding hair line sayes I am one of few.
Empath.
At first I felt relief on the new discovery,
But then I realized what it meant my emotions,
My being was just bits and pieces of others.
I am a collage of the left overs of others.
I am a sad patchwork doll.
Why must I be so strange and grotesque.
My body and mind see no boundaries,
We see what's inside of everybody.
I am fake I am not myself,
but a bit of everyone.
It's so sickening to see,
that what I thought was sincerity,
was a big fat bunch of lies.
You made a vow,
sealed a promise,
you said you'd run for miles and miles.
You said you'd love me,
die for me, do it all for me,
but I didn't know I was living
in your house of lies.
You must have thought
I was naïve,
just a silly little girl..
..Huh, and I thought I was wise?
No, I'm a fool,
a fool for you,
and yet, why do I still cry?
You sly old fox,
playing around with people's feelings,
only aiming to get the prize.
Why do you crush people's hearts and
think of it as just a little joke?
why do you watch the fire die in their eyes?
When they place their heart, their everything, in your feet,
why do you toss it away as if it's nothing, why do you lie?
But I won't stoop so low,
as to hate you and get revenge,
I'll take you by surprise.
I'll smile at you and treat
you just like any other,
because I don't want to be someone I don't like.
But I won't let you get away with it,
I won't just watch you plan your little trickery,
I'll give you some advice.
And when everything is said and done,
making amends, with you trying to make a wrong, a right..
I'll go my way,
dissappear from your life,
with a simple, silent.. "goodbye"
© Ava
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