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592 · Dec 2024
progress
owls at dawn Dec 2024
most of my steps forward
feel like steps back

fate won't let you cast away your burdens until you bathe in them fully
576 · Mar 11
in my blood
owls at dawn Mar 11
you are fused within me
my cells have merged with your light
you are coursing through my veins
racing through the chemicals in my brain
expanding my lungs
my dna is altered
my signature changed
my vision enhanced

my soul received an upgrade
and it is you
pumping through my heart
493 · Feb 7
stick to your guns
owls at dawn Feb 7
when you tell them incontrovertibly
for the hundredth time
you're never coming back

be prepared

it still hurts when they pull away

but after each time you say it
the next breath
is fuller than the last
your wings
wider than moments before
and the vast distant horizon
more brightly painted than you've ever seen
388 · Jan 22
inspire
owls at dawn Jan 22
move me, kindred spirit
to be inspired once again
by quick birds and perfect flowers
by glimmers of light sparkling in a sunset
by the regenerating hearts of night crawlers making beds of earthen waves

let us appreciate, together
the simple joy of
breathing simultaneously
380 · Mar 24
oasis
owls at dawn Mar 24
there is much to accomplish in the desert between oases
373 · Feb 15
justice
owls at dawn Feb 15
do you not feel your death?
do you not feel your immortal persistence?

you cannot escape the scales of justice
held in your own soul's hand
370 · May 30
invocation
owls at dawn May 30
I am reborn in a pyramid of rainbow light
the stars are in my belly
the earth cradles me like a lion cub
my heart grows
I am a tower of light
peace flows over and through me
a cosmic pulse cascading through my feet into the earth
I am anchored into the core of divine mother gaia

rise ancient soul
walk the earth again
369 · Feb 2
three penises
owls at dawn Feb 2
I woke from a dream this morning
with three penises
and three sets of testicles
sprouting from my groin

I was astonished
wondering about the implications
could they all perform?
could I have *** with three women?
or three men?
which gender did these penises prefer?
and how would that work?

or would I be too embarrassed by this mutation to ever have *** again?
I imagined a hand touching down there and felt
extreme embarrassment
no, this was definitely the end of my *** life
I would never have *** again

then something shifted
in my mind
and I woke
from THAT dream
original factory settings restored (I checked)

relieved (so relieved)

this was one problem the universe had not thrown in my lap (haha)
I can still see those tiny peckers though
like a bouquet of newborn masculinity

what high jinks
are going on
at the bottom of the ocean in my brain?
owls at dawn Jan 20
he had Batman socks and multicolored bracelets
he said time didn’t exist and people are fragile
he gave out pink flowers and talked about pink flamingos
we shared a sandwich and hugged
we said nice to meet you and shook hands
he was warm and kind and peaceful
his talking topics were like stones skipped across a heavy pond
I was a dragonfly investigating ripples
he was silent for long intervals, head bobbing up and down, as he pondered things I said
he made a metal dinosaur skeleton bracelet do a little dance

I fell in love with him right away
341 · Feb 5
clarity
owls at dawn Feb 5
don't try to say too much
clarity breeds disappointment
313 · Feb 1
calling
owls at dawn Feb 1
feel the subtle movement of divine chaos inside
gentle, unpredictable, healing
open
in the protection of source love
release what no longer serves you
expand and
accept the gifts from spirit
your heart's calling
thank you spirit
312 · Mar 1
love struck
owls at dawn Mar 1
I’m hopelessly swept up in you
I try to keep my post
but I can’t find it
everywhere I look is your face
everything I feel is you

it’s ok, they tell me
all you are is as it should be
your post has changed
we never walk d i r e c t l y
with absolute knowledge
into our new selves
our new lives

you’ve just taken a great big blind leap
into a very bright light
you can’t even imagine
who you will be
once your eyes adjust

so take a break from your becoming
and just be what you are right now…

love struck
292 · Feb 25
oddity
owls at dawn Feb 25
we went to the cryptozoology museum
which was filled with oddities and people staring
at the oddities
and demonizing the oddities
and reading about other people demonizing
the oddities
poor secretive creatures
just trying to live their best hidden lives
it made me sad but

if I'm honest
                   I have
         an oddity
                           of my own
               and
  I stare
        and
                 demonize
   too
274 · Feb 18
gaslight 2
owls at dawn Feb 18
how many times do I have to apologize? he asked
well, she said
you could try once
265 · Feb 13
gaslight
owls at dawn Feb 13
he sandbagged
mocked
stalked
and lied

he never loved
or cared
or told the truth
or tried
264 · Feb 1
new spark plug
262 · Mar 7
manifest
owls at dawn Mar 7
with him I discovered I had fantasies
with you, darling, I experience them
261 · Jan 6
human perspectives
owls at dawn Jan 6
one billion years from now
we will still be right in the
middle
of infinity

I think about this when someone talks about how special we are
257 · Jan 26
shifting
owls at dawn Jan 26
my narrative is definitely shifting
reality is changing
thank you wonderful friends
thank you excellent day
249 · Jan 11
simple pleasures
owls at dawn Jan 11
I can think of plenty of reasons to love this life
but if I couldn't

sunsets would be enough
246 · Mar 29
star light souls
owls at dawn Mar 29
I hold my line
I hope he holds his
we are fantastic creatures
holding this existence between our teeth
we juggle sorrows and joys
we welcome angels and gods
we touch lightning rods between our fingers

you cannot stop us
we evolve
slippery as fish in primordial waters
we are the bearers of a new age
and we will love
each other
and you
242 · Feb 24
new car
owls at dawn Feb 24
my new car is teaching me to be a better driver
it tells me when to speed up
or slow down
it tells me when to stay in line
or get off
it keeps me safe and
always gets me there
whether I take the scenic route
or want to get there as fast as possible

my new car keeps me safe
and always makes me wear my seat belt

I think my car is my new fantasy man
239 · Feb 28
high
owls at dawn Feb 28
endorphins + being in love

I never been so high
221 · Mar 7
dismiss
owls at dawn Mar 7
if you can't forgive
you can at least
dismiss
210 · Mar 5
Soulflower
owls at dawn Mar 5
there is a new atrium in my body
columns of light press into me from beyond
magic energies swirl in the prism
a garden is blooming here

the first guest, luscious rose
bringing hope, love, a full head of opening dewy petals
thorns proudly protecting

as I look
others come

periwinkle carpets the ground
knitting histories
intertwining limbs, loves, futures

aster sparkles
a constellation of playful stars
teasing in her spontaneous joy

calendula peaks around corners
then demands to be seen
leading by courageous example

frenetic color follows zinnia
explosions of unbridled absurdity
   and I fly
in the green mist of imagination

more seeds have been planted
are poking through the fertile soul
I fall endlessly into the boughs of white pine
safe, protected, filling my lungs with ancient wisdom

nesting, I am a small furry creature inside myself
pulsing in the ecstasy of Gaia's stewards
your garden of eden in my heart
206 · Jan 4
father
owls at dawn Jan 4
the man in me
forgives the man in you

the girl
still struggles
200 · Feb 26
love drunk
owls at dawn Feb 26
I awoke this morning, love drunk
pulled like taffy from a dream where we were submerged
in union
your face is fresh in my mind
my body saturated with divine grace
I am grateful for me, for you, for existence

I wish I could spend the day in this altered state
with you
but the euphoria settles
the blood circulates reality back through my veins

I arise, a separate being
engaging the illusion of time and space once more
yep, I’m off to work
200 · Jun 1
ancient flame
owls at dawn Jun 1
even with all the time we spent together
I feel the chance we never had
even with how much he never knew
I felt the source connection

in some other time
in some other place
it was wonderful
it will be wonderful
namaste, star brother
183 · Jan 20
patterns
owls at dawn Jan 20
we all have old patterns
we play on repeat
in my spare time I
delete
delete
delete
177 · Jan 17
magic
owls at dawn Jan 17
it's a never ending revelation
the secret to my happiness,
taking responsibility for myself

my self, my energy, my needs, my healing
my past, my future, my now... all my nows

process my pain and fear
over and over
and over again
till it's dusty feathers and I fly away

fly to a happy perch
become a new chick, a wise old bird
wild thing, ascetic
music maker, see-er, feel-er
bit by bit
I'm becoming
magic
176 · Mar 29
stampede
owls at dawn Mar 29
I am not holding back
this stampede
I welcome it
I am absolved
in this desire
this annihilation
is my salvation
174 · Feb 6
on the verge
owls at dawn Feb 6
gentle brown eyes
kind peaceful smile
slender angular strong
deep pitched hello
easy-natured laugh
thick wild hair
stories stories stories
sharing histories
sharing selves
spirit tapping at our doors
love tapping at our doors
friendship tapping at our doors

angels hold their breath
on the verge of
our first kiss
159 · Jan 9
shelter
owls at dawn Jan 9
what are they hiding from?
the monster lives in there
I stare at the little pyramid
wondering if Teddy is eating the crickets
hiding from him
in there
owls at dawn Jan 9
I couldn't be what she wanted
she never forgave me
I forgive myself though
she didn't need me
she needed her
154 · Feb 24
manifested
owls at dawn Feb 24
dear universe,
please bring me a man who is smart, funny, kind, passionate, ****, romantic, wise, independent, and devoted
also thoughtful, creative, talented, open minded, grounded, active , forgiving, empathetic, and fun
must like dogs
thank you.

4/29/24
9 Month turn around time. Not bad. Like making a baby.  :)
154 · Mar 17
goals
owls at dawn Mar 17
enlightenment is knowing there's nothing to forgive
152 · Jan 24
energy shake
owls at dawn Jan 24
my thighs are milkshake vortices
such a strange and delicious image
a ridiculous ecstasy
140 · Jan 24
kingdom
owls at dawn Jan 24
it's easy for the weak to romanticize power
overlooking the great burden that is responsibility
after releasing the burden, one may float away
140 · Jan 7
trauma
owls at dawn Jan 7
the wind terrified
howling vague forces slamming chaos
what would become of the world?
shaking, he braced himself against her
eyes alert, ready to attack
she stroked his head gently, cooing comfort
wrapped around him like a blanket
he calmed slightly, after a while
shakes subsiding into the pillows
tail uncurling from between his legs
still pressed hard against her
his emotional support human
139 · Apr 21
uplift
owls at dawn Apr 21
he's so elegant
every piece of him an accent
every smudge of dirt aligned with the stars
every smile wood stove fired
he's authentically heart
mine
love you baby
137 · Dec 2024
guilt
owls at dawn Dec 2024
there was a beautiful woman who loved him once
but he could not look her in the eye

after a long time staring at the ground
he got up the nerve to say


goodbye
137 · Jan 4
accidental witch
owls at dawn Jan 4
she projected so accurately her heart's desire onto him
endlessly entranced by the perfection he represented

she wonders, now
shaken well and free of her glamour
what might he actually have been like
133 · Feb 28
his hands
owls at dawn Feb 28
his hands are a weighted blanket
emanating comfort and love
his hands are a vice
holding my body as my spirit ferociously erupts
his hands are a feather
tickling me to senseless fixation

his hands release me
from fear, pain, the past
owls at dawn Dec 2024
the only wishes that come true
are those ladled from the heart of God
119 · Feb 24
bite
owls at dawn Feb 24
I am a peach, juicy and pink
dripping down his chin

I am succulent lamb
tender flesh falling to pieces between his teeth

I am a strap of leather
taking his pain, with pleasure

I am a tapas
teasing his taste buds
one morsel at a time
119 · Jan 30
seer
owls at dawn Jan 30
silent dancer
led by moon light
love paralyzes the tongue
until compassion learns to speak
earth, air, fire, and sea are equally understood
self is equally understood
as projection becomes a healing light
rather than a glass of hidden pain
the owl dances
in the parliament of life in love
115 · Feb 8
old man Jacobs
owls at dawn Feb 8
he rounded the liar's bend
falling into pointless cruelty
it made him feel special
     hey- how much cruelty did it take to make you feel special?!?
for years he went on
kicking puppies in the dark
spitting on women while they slept
spouting senseless accusations at hapless bystanders

until one day
he found a willing **** to return the abuse
he so knew he deserved
     it was love at first curse wasn't it?!?
off he went with her
henpecked and bruised
still kicking and screaming
into the sweet misery he sought

he was never heard from again
though a mound in his missus garden would suggest
she had the last word
113 · Jan 23
into the light
owls at dawn Jan 23
21 spirits held me down
their hopes, their love
my past in the ground
I held them in light
they gave me clear sight
now with them
I am no longer bound
112 · Jan 5
bookmarks
owls at dawn Jan 5
my poems are just bookmarks
a few words here or there
to mark the passing of a thought
RIP thought
this poem was your gravestone
108 · Feb 5
an ode to dragons
owls at dawn Feb 5
come, fantastic creatures
guide me through earth night
brothers, sisters, teachers,
remind me of soul's light

I see your expansive spans and shades
silver, magenta, midnight, puce
as large as moons in the void
or small as molecules, too tiny to deduce

I listen closely
and let my third eye roar-m
to catch glimpses of your flight
and mythical extra dimensional form

majestic wisdom bearers
join my body expansion
we'll envelope the world
with comical compassion
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