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Born in October 1956, Janet Aimee Stephenson started out as a model and actress before moving into film-making. Do you have the 1980 Roxy Music album ๐‘ญ๐’๐’†๐’”๐’‰ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐‘ฉ๐’๐’๐’๐’… in your collection? The nearer of the two girls is Aimee Stephenson. In the 1980's Aimee and her boyfriend Tim Jackson (producer of "Dead Dog Blues") worked in the States on some Roger Corman productions although I donโ€™t know which ones. In 1991 they teamed up with a guy called Sean Manchester who had written a non-fiction book about the so-called "Highgate Vampire." The plan was to make a documentary, and possibly a narrative feature film, about the subject but it never came to anything for various reasons.

In 2001 Aimee and Tim were in Peru, researching a book. ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—น๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ด๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐˜† ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—น๐—น๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—น๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ธ๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜ ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ. ๐—”๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐˜‚๐—ด๐—ต๐˜ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—น๐—น ๐—ฏ๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ป๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ณ๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐Ÿฐ๐Ÿด% ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ด๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ, ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—บ๐˜€, ๐—น๐—ฒ๐—ด๐˜€ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐—ผ. ๐—ง๐—ถ๐—บ ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐Ÿญ๐Ÿณ ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐˜€๐—ผ ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—น๐˜† ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฑ. ๐——๐—ฒ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ท๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€, ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ต ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜„๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฑ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—น๐˜† ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ฃ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ฃ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜€๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ. ๐—” ๐—ฝ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜‚๐—ฝ ๐˜€๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—บ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ ๐—บ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฎ ๐—ต๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฎ๐—น. ๐—”๐—ณ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ ๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ธ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ, ๐—”๐—ถ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ป ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ (๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—ฎ ๐—ฆ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐˜‡๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ) ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฆ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜€๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ฟ๐˜† โ€“ ๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐˜๐—น๐˜† ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜€๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ฎ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜†. I canโ€™t imagine the pain she must have gone through, or what Tim Jackson and her other friends and family must have suffered watching her agony.

- Posted by M.J. Simpson
sheโ€™s everything i am,
and everything i could be
she gets tired and lonesome,
and sheโ€™s suffered for me

sheโ€™s strong and capable,
and someone i look up to
her unconditional love is powerful,
and sheโ€™s lessened every pain iโ€™ve gone through

time after time again,
sheโ€™s forgiven my selfish ways
because she has always been a part of me,
and sheโ€™s always here to stay
a letter to myself
i see you
do you see me
i hear you
are you listening
i need you
you dont need me
I know that
you'll leave me
i ask you
do you love me
๐—œ ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ผ๐˜„๐˜€
๐˜„๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ผ ๐—ผ๐—ป๐—ฒ ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ธ๐˜€,
๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ
๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฃ๐˜ด
๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ต.

๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜€๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐˜€๐˜ ๐—บ๐—ฒ,
๐˜€๐—ผ ๐—œ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ฎ๐˜
๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ต
๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฏ
๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต.

๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐—ฒ,
๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐˜‚๐—ฝ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ฟ๐—ต๐˜†๐˜๐—ต๐—บ.
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ
๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ,
๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด.

๐—œ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—น๐—น๐—ผ๐˜„ ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜€๐˜๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ฐ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€
๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—บ๐˜† ๐—ฏ๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐˜† ๐—ผ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐˜†๐˜€.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ค,
๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ด
๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ.

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ด๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฝ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ฟ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐˜€
๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐˜€ ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ
๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ข๐˜ต,
๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ
๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต.

๐—•๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜† ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐—ฑ,
๐—œ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—ณ๐—ผ๐—ฟ ๐—ถ๐˜ ๐—ฏ๐—ฎ๐—ฐ๐—ธ
๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ
๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ
๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ฅ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ช๐˜ต.

๐—œ ๐˜๐—ฟ๐˜† ๐˜๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐—ธ ๐˜„๐—ต๐˜†, ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐˜
๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ'๐˜€ ๐—ป๐—ผ ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ฟ ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ธ ๐—ถ๐—ป.
๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ
๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ต
๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ.

๐—œ ๐—พ๐˜‚๐—ฒ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป ๐—บ๐˜† ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜๐˜€.
๐—œ ๐˜€๐—ต๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—น๐—ฑ'๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ธ๐—ป๐—ผ๐˜„๐—ป ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ,
๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง
๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด
๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐™›๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™ง๐™จ.
"Things could always be worse"
By that same token,
They could also always be better
"There's always a silver lining"
That being said,
It's amidst an endless dark clutter
"Negativity never helps any"
It's not mentioned,
Positivity presents a similar answer
These responses aren't shallow, they're empty
Can't help but notice
Mindless cliches can not hold water

ยฉ2024
I am so filled with the feeling
the sensation of being in turmoil
Inwardly, I do anything and I recoil
In the intense ***, internally I boil
the thoughts, they create delusion
and desires tend to make me fall
its the ground zero, I could only crawl
But this reality is self constructed
You have a superpower, to rise above
Your mind plays, the normal ways
bring up the courage, anyhow
because if you change, the world around transforms
it's all happening for reason, wait for the next season.
I wonder if I was
in between your legs
if youโ€™d moan.
Your heart is deeper
than Iโ€™ve ever known.
A fawn with white
tears running down.
Maybe my inexperience
will give you a first time.
I used to read erotica
but now Iโ€™m waiting for you.
I used to watch ****
but now Iโ€™m waiting for you.
Youโ€™re the only one
I want to see in the context
of ***.
I am the ****** thatโ€™s always
known way too much.
All that I know is nothing
compared to you my poet.
I hope I donโ€™t die before
we can be together.
:for my boyfriend

Yes Iโ€™m still on my twitter and letterboxd break but today was a good day.
One of those extremely rare ones.
There is still time
To have breakfast in bed
after we woke up
There is time to talk
Slowly
Carefully
Picking words which donโ€™t hurt
We can still hold hands
Gaze into each otherโ€™s eyes
Be kind
Be nice
We still have time to laugh
Watch each other smiles
And be amazed
Everyday

It is not too late
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