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Aug 2017 · 190
wooden
touka Aug 2017
soft and sallow
sulking, sunder, stroking willow
the sum of his parts
some tender, sundry other
sought southern shores, in silence
harrowing, path narrowing, but smiling
whiling away time – through glass, studying plant life
something cool glides on his skin
the tubes and trinkets beside him
cold mechanical contraptions slid inside him
from winding dolls and winding cars
to the wound machine that sets his breathing
keeps him afloat and keeps him blinking
keeps the wheel turning, lest its ceasing
though, like winding dolls and winding cars
he wonders, eyes following wind whirred plant life from afar
in time they slow and stop their moving
how long til I unwind and set apart

he stops and recalls the scraping sound
from the workings inside as they resound
from the yard, the bark of his hound
as mother trims the hedge around
he waits for the doll to slow its rounds
patiently waits for it to need wound
"wrap your arms around me, I'll be still."
May 2017 · 206
Untitled
touka May 2017
the subtle heat death

of the universe

the slow, soft burning of all things

and in every man

lies something worse

and only after you've been burned

does anything start to hurt
May 2017 · 189
milk and money
touka May 2017
an ode to a dance of symbols
to the tangle of the esoterist's threads
and a cacophony of voices bumping heads
as they bustle under the table
and knock the loosened legs
to fall south side to the dregs
wine whiter than the wiser's robes
spills and spreads like soft seafoam
Apr 2017 · 192
no blankets
touka Apr 2017
how easy
to wake freezing
with this bad taste
scrub it out
raw, with mint in my mouth
but it still rests cold in the back of my throat
sour and unknown
like discomfort
and anxiousness,
and ennui, and asphalt
and home
Jan 2017 · 264
never
touka Jan 2017
i've never known such a bitter, offensive taste
an assault on the senses
an incursion on the tongue
as when your name was in my mouth
i found it hard to hold a grudge before you.
Dec 2016 · 861
go to bed
touka Dec 2016
lungs lined with poetry

and my mouth

with the ****** sting

and my heart on the upswing

tachycardia's zing
huh
Sep 2016 · 1.2k
matinée
touka Sep 2016
bed sheets in disarray
in the shadow of the morning bustle
in the rust of the cog
and the rustle, the shaking
the movement of the machine
body rising
blood warm with theine
Aug 2016 · 746
corundum
touka Aug 2016
steep
soil
landslide
foot slips
and shrieks
fade into quiet
you wake on your side
lungs lined with dirt
on a pile of hyacinths
with no wind to move them
the air, stagnant
no wind to while
the dust of you away
the dust of them away
steep
soil
landslide
into where
your comrades lay
Aug 2016 · 353
bed bug
touka Aug 2016
my fingers burn
like old gas stoves
my eyes, wide open
and will not close
turn
and toss
like 4:00 in the morning
bound to bed
swimming in silk sheets
aware of every thread
against my body
and every breath
every night noise, every "bump,"
and regret.
do you ever have trouble sleeping
Jun 2016 · 584
désespéré
touka Jun 2016
he took a draw of his cigarette,
he breathed it in
some pure catharsis
the smoke pulled,
he coughed
some cheap tobacco
he was as stale as the cigarettes he choked down
he reeks. of some corner. some alleyway. some one-night stand. some one-night stand IN an alleyway. you can't pinpoint the smells exactly, or how they correlate to one another, but you know you could smell his desperation over the smoke even if he blew it into your face.
Apr 2016 · 346
stranded
touka Apr 2016
overcast

in this refuge

downcast

and i would turn my hand, and reach to strike

like that light

in overcast sky

and i am downcast

and as the ground was wet

my mouth would dry

in the monsoon, the downpour as i am downcast

time wound,

and like that light,

my mind would burst

quick to lose count

to unhinge, with screws loose

on a time clock

to unwind,

to lose,

i am under overcast

i leave my hand downcast
Mar 2016 · 431
en dehors
touka Mar 2016
hyacinth
warm breath on the wind
as her small figure trembling
turns slow, to take humble spins,
feet sweeping softly against land
and in her curves and twists,
and whirls and pivots
each movement
and the air cool on her skin
each movement
her heart grows boisterous,
the thump in her ears,
a tune to lead, to follow again
hyacinth
as she dances
warm breath on the wind
Jan 2016 · 444
life jacket
touka Jan 2016
caught, alone, in austere stream
how I sink to sleep, and wake to float
seeking hands from passing boats
and all the while pray
with this maelstrom's theme
fingertips bleed, and scream
it is constant
to stay afloat
it is constant
I am choked,
by undertow
fight to breathe
i never learned how to swim.
Dec 2015 · 700
lacuna
touka Dec 2015
winter;
wrapped in its solstice, and fallen leaves

sleep

arctic;
melting into trees
feral beast amongst forest

its last ears to somber reprise,
and eyes to the death in the land.
nothing can come back.
Dec 2015 · 291
bent
touka Dec 2015
secondhand

it smokes,

unashamed

floors settle

and i shake

heart pounds,

and voices quake

gilding, mildewing

american dream

small girl's neuroses

and bent family
i can hear them.
Nov 2015 · 415
divorce
touka Nov 2015
feel a woman, ate up
by sea

all the color
in her face

bled into ocean
free

swimming
untraced

pink
for rosy cheeks

and lilac
for painted nails

and her husband, raising sails
while she shrieked

how she shrieked
for shoreline
how she screamed
for his eye

"look at me."
i'm the ghost in the back of your head.
Nov 2015 · 330
automata
touka Nov 2015
post meridiem,
sleep

schemata dream

and
ante meridiem

public transit
seethes

''de anima"
but
on soul
you do not have

psychotic

numbers
in everything

you are not living,

thing.
Nov 2015 · 297
when?
touka Nov 2015
against snow sunset
plow the land
freshen up
with ***** hands

cold cassette
sings along
to dial-up net
breathing strong

against scratched windows
moonlight dance
and paces slow
to fretful finance
I don't really know what this poem is, lol. Maybe I'll edit it later.
Nov 2015 · 480
mass
touka Nov 2015
light slides
fast travel
through vacant temples
the cracks and corners
and creases in halls
and the pastor's verses
to despondent ears
and crumbling walls
"all the rows in the Pastor's church, full of empty sighs and wine"
Oct 2015 · 250
october
touka Oct 2015
her eyes, lit like candles

now a distant phosphorescence

a poignant tug, her shade

but a smile of such weight

and warm, radiant presence

firmly we cling

to such small hands

and of bigger things would her soft, sweet voice sing.
I love you.
Oct 2015 · 9.2k
plastic antiques
touka Oct 2015
cemeteries worn
delicately fall on chests

like grandmother's old necklaces

and inscriptions from headstones
draped in cold bronze

bought and sold, their epitaphs

like grandmother's old word

her lovely verbs

swathed in gold,

and ever were costly rhinestones weaved in

until every meaning to her lovely words were lost.
Oct 2015 · 477
paid programming
touka Oct 2015
"loose knitting"

intenerate her mind

her thinker, melted mush

burning, bright fluorescent

eyes dilated; rainbow surround

stinging like smoke

inhales like smoke

screen spitting fire; hurling towards her eyes

iris, rise like smoke
"just calm down and try not to think about it."
Sep 2015 · 834
jilted
touka Sep 2015
his stomach swelled, while his breath sped
from his mouth, sounds like city transport
freight train lungs
and mirror's weight,
and worth in love
body, decrepit
his eyes dilated under pale hospital light
his lungs, burning
lay stale and frigid; a hospital bed's height.
"we began wanting to be embraced
became unable to walk alone"
Sep 2015 · 1.1k
mobile window
touka Sep 2015
atrophy,
sweet heart

tissue, waste and eat

illness;

the taste

call out, body

screaming;

long for precipice

and echo into abyss

cling to low lands

keep still,
sweet heart

sweet beat
and flooring speak
run, lover
Sep 2015 · 509
i
touka Sep 2015
i
burn cold;

her vitriol, a swarm;

overwhelming, the sting

of such ice --

december plume,

risen from chasms

the air, choked with fire;

the stench

of cerulean flame

her piercing smatter; ******, igneous, the shrieks

and the ring of such sound

settled in her ears.
Aug 2015 · 302
Untitled
touka Aug 2015
an abstract piece

the sour smell

of ocean decay;

chartreuse waves

vermilion sky;

light breaks

and earth, untamed

hide,

ocean's undertow

and sleep, stagnant flame
Aug 2015 · 567
Shangri-La
touka Aug 2015
I would write, speak and sing

all of dreams

and their hold,

and their shouts

in a quiet surrounding.

I would write, speak and sing

all of flowers;

anthurium, and its gentle flame.

I would write, speak and sing

all of swords, and their unsheathing,

all of wounds, and how I'd heal.

everything.
"I hear your voice, the moon sang."
Jul 2015 · 356
Untitled
touka Jul 2015
the streets, still wet

ice and fire

winter and exhaust;

travelling tires


rope burns and hostages;

pale against fires


past ghosts

and rising sails

to scrambled notes


jail cell floors

and rosemary coasts


simple men; folklore

rain and closed doors


worldly hours;

time and how it'd tower

over shores

early wings soar

over sunlit moor

two birds and one stone,

no more.
"honey, broadripple is burning."
Jun 2015 · 259
"who are you?"
touka Jun 2015
I am my own heads aching

I am still-framed fire

and roaring ocean

I am sky height

and grounds nadir

I am children; cower from thunder

I am fervent visuals

that linger on your tongue

with sour taste

I am soft-spoken

with shrieks and screams

I am bitter

I am content

I am ill
"who have you become?"
Jun 2015 · 482
recoil;
touka Jun 2015
my relapse
into blood clots
and old pastries

lifeline: strewn across floors cold

inspiration fleeting

little hiccups

in a long, lonely fight
eh.
May 2015 · 311
exit
touka May 2015
In city, I shrivel and cry.

fire to power lines;

forever tied to old habits

and vacant highway signs.
"And I ride for the principle, solid mind individual."
stay in one place, kid
May 2015 · 473
ischemic.
touka May 2015
subtle, shallow breath spread;
there, the cold and sombre fall, giving weary heart rest.

but how it did fester under his tongue; how his regret did cry in such a sepulchre throat.

but still, did the sea pull. still, did her lips part to make air, and let her body scream life.

still, did leaves grow, and still did they fall.

still, was there living, even in a woman's grief.
Feb 2015 · 507
Untitled
touka Feb 2015
Frailer than last time, in sullen plight, and trembling cold;
goal waned an ailing crescent.
Childlike in premise, but seized in discord; a gracious whole.
haven't wrote in a while. short but hopefully sweet.
Oct 2014 · 279
Untitled
touka Oct 2014
wrists
in detriment;
a bleeding fire

hailing to chorus;
a screaming choir

endings storied;
as if she was there

a pulling cycle;
unwashed hair
whatisthis
Oct 2014 · 532
Land unwound.
touka Oct 2014
Once vibrant were my blooms --
all reaching, and brushing ground, close to earth and unbound.
But now humbled; death and it's fallout, aching only for his sound.
Sep 2014 · 514
earthly wear
touka Sep 2014
I am of man, yet still untold.
Hold tide together and race into sunset.
I am of man; atrophied, and unfold to meet daybreak air.
Set, I am hollow -- a stale, earthly wear.
I hate writers block.
Sounds a little cheesy.
Sep 2014 · 314
secret
touka Sep 2014
My mouth aflame with bitter tracks; a  place unreckoned to a soul.

In convulsion and life do these things run -- in whatever thrives, to throbbing piles of char.

In darkness and whatever else may be near their grip,

power

in both

is inevitable.

c.e
what're you hiding, dear?
Sep 2014 · 660
winter cold, you're here.
touka Sep 2014
Breathe it out;
a sigh tossed through a wind
struggling and bending;
rustling fruitless treetops,
and turning dead leaves with roars.

A collision of warmth against cold.
Aug 2014 · 379
flame
touka Aug 2014
fond of fire
like a bond; tightly knit
and brightly burned,
until war spreads its fingers
and its light
is the only thing in vision.

scarred red with heavy scowls,
like the moon and its ventures; the sun, and the places touched by its warmth.

home lay in chaos, with corners written in orange,
and walls done in blood.

tear the scape to it's heart,
and poison soil to a grave.
quickly wrote, sorta scrambled.
Aug 2014 · 421
enslaved
touka Aug 2014
heavy curtains of smoke
dream and cling to halls,
sickened and thick
are my ears to these walls
"hurry child, bless them,"
voices marred and screamed
painful in their volume,
"miles and miles heaved;
your hands to be condemned,
your feet to tire and bleed,"
vicious in their pith,
"for you own not your breath,
nor a fraction of your mind."
old.
Aug 2014 · 706
this means somethin'
touka Aug 2014
A faith to laws;
victim to burdens
and heavy with flaws,
yet sails seas in sleep,
breathing untouched miles,
A life from mans keep
with plentiful isles.
Under in dream, away from toil.
Relief is her coastlines and seagulls,
ebonies and greens,
pastels and neons,

pure to the seam

and whole.
Aug 2014 · 301
growing pains
touka Aug 2014
Impressionable and young
with passions plentiful,
yet still empty to cause,
and violent alone.
inwards: an expression out
ranges in colors, with apprehension of variety,
yet tasteless
and bound to fears
existing ever since her image
was built up.
An idea of youth and it's contents.
What circumstances, love.
Apparently, your decision of uphill or downhill is now. bright and early.
seems like efforts wasted.
Aug 2014 · 659
cravens writing
touka Aug 2014
oleander pale
in love with the scarlet
ardent against the gale

empty walls
chipping their paint
arms of war
had settled stains

tinderbox broken
for a half-assed light
baneful prayers
and their volume's height

artlessly, the breathings
of a craven deep in night.
panic attacks,
and whatever else my fingers dreamed up.

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