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Kristine Nov 20
understand the pain you hide,  
The way you keep it locked inside.  
You push away, afraid to fall,  
But still, I love you through it all.  

Your heart may doubt, your mind may race,  
But in your eyes, I see a trace.  
A love that’s real, a love that’s true,  
And I will stand right here with you.  

Though you retreat, I’ll never leave,  
In every storm, in every grieve.  
I see the scars, I feel your fight,  
But I’ll keep loving through the night.  

So don’t be scared, don’t push me away,  
I’ll love you more with each new day.  
I understand, but know this too—  
My heart will always wait for you.
inspired by the song idubilu by Seventeen
Nov 15 · 34
Strangers Once More
Kristine Nov 15
Strangers once more,  
With hearts untethered, we part ways.  
No more laughter echoes between us,  
There’s only silence where words used to dance.  
We were everything to each other,  
Now we are nothing.

What we loved, what we shared,  
Seems distant, like a forgotten dream.  
I don’t miss the way your smile felt like home,  
I don’t feel the absence of your touch.

I refuse to remember,  
How you knew me,  
How you understood my fears and secrets.

It's a blessing we’re strangers now.  
I won’t pretend  
It was worth knowing you,  
It’s clear now,  
We were always meant to be strangers.

Now read from bottom to top.
Nov 12 · 175
No. 10
Kristine Nov 12
Anxiety wraps,  
Tight around my fragile soul,  
Like a coat too small,  
A lover who won't love back,  
A fire that won't warm my heart.
Nov 12 · 107
No. 9
Kristine Nov 12
The coldest night air,  
No different from space around,  
Stars lost in the dark,  
Silent echoes fill the void,  
Where time and light drift away.
Nov 12 · 36
No. 8
Kristine Nov 12
A broken soul weeps,  
Laughing, twirling in the dark,  
Beneath the cold stars,  
The bleeding heavens whisper,  
Tales of sorrow and of grace.
Feb 2020 · 398
Prose, Not Poetry
Kristine Feb 2020
You used to be my subject
every angle, you're the object
inspires me to do more works
and ended up with great artwork.

I can be your Edgar Allan Poe
In a midst o critical world
Could be profound
just to be my Annabelle lee

Rather be your William Shakespeare
timeless age for your soul
endless love bringeth whole
even though just a buccaneer

but ended being Arthur Conan Doyle
You see but you do not observe
The mystery of my love for you
Single glimpse from you can't resolve

Every verse was a reflection
of every inch of you
But you keep on ignoring
And only received a rejection

You prefer to be just a prose
Catatonic yet simple
In my imaginative elated world
where our story remains untold
Feb 2020 · 363
Death
Kristine Feb 2020
Another leaf fell
Agony left
In every groaning heart
Couldn't imagine
In a simple snap
Everything could be vanish
Cherish your life
We only live once.
Feb 2020 · 256
Unspoken No. 3
Kristine Feb 2020
In the middle of the night
You see nothing
As the darkness fills
Every corner of your eyes
As you lift your head's up
Billion of stars shines
Like what you've wished for
Closing your eyes
Cherishing every moment
Before it vanishes in your mind
Before things you wished
Wouldn't happen
And gives regrets
For the rest of your life.
Feb 2020 · 502
Unspoken No. 2
Kristine Feb 2020
As the dawn comes
The new life begins
Waking up
For the new chapter
Welcoming with positivity
Sound of wind
Whispers a hymn
When sunlight touches
Good vibe injects
As time runs
Can't expect
Things may fall out
That accords to the plan
Feels agitating
Causes to ruin
A happy day
You've made
But things fall
In a certain situation
Makes you realize
And understand
Someone's worth
As the twilight comes
Moon started to show
The sparkling stars
Brights during night
Brings hope
For those in the dark.
Feb 2020 · 186
Unspoken No. 1
Kristine Feb 2020
I observe
There is something
That I couldn't explain
Something unusual
The ambiance
The people surround
Gives headache
And affects my mood
Did I miss something?
Nor forgot something?
It bothers me
My mind whirls
In a sudden change
That I can't accept. 💔
Dec 2019 · 711
The Boy I Admire From Afar
Kristine Dec 2019
First saw you when you're in Music Hero
You played your guitar in a way of allegro
Your contact with the audience was remarkable
Performance of yours indulge unspeakable

Until I end up admiring you unstoppable
Finding you more attractive was agreeable
Oh, how I wish to see you personally
But the reality hits me clearly

I know, I may inactive fan often
But your name won't ever be forgotten
Louise, it was you that my mind seeks
It was really your name my mouth speaks

When my ears started hearin' what others say
I wouldn't listen maybe I fall away
Truly your the boy I admire from afar
It was the distance that separates us afar.
Dec 2019 · 338
HIDDEN PAIN
Kristine Dec 2019
Sitting on my room
Avoiding people
That surrounds me
Excludes myself
Especially to the people
That causes great pain
And Agony in my heart.
I want to go to the place
Where I can unwind
And refresh my mind.
My mind is in great havoc
And I want to remove all these in a second
I want someone could talk to me,
Could understand me,
Couldn’t judge me.
I know my mistake
I want to let these out
I know everybody would suggest talking to God
I know what to do
But I became guilty every time I pray
Want to hear an edible voice
But I couldn’t hear any voice
I know that my faith
Is in the state of crisis
That anytime from now
May cause bankruptcy
And worse is lost.
Dec 2019 · 241
HIS HOLISTIC SIDE
Kristine Dec 2019
For him, there's one thing loathe him most
Being betrayed is the detest
Don't you ever try to do it
Or else you see the other side

For him, love doesn't matter at all
Money is all he needs to survive
Love can cause scarcity in our lives
Therefore, money is greater than love

For him, strength is enough to provide needs
Strength is the thing he can lean on
Through strength, the only key to get money
And strength was a great combination of money

For him, respect is the most valuable thing
If you have respect, you can gain others too
Being respected feels special to everyone
But life is deceitful and it enters PRIDE

For him, we don't have to go to church
It was such a waste of time and effort
For he doesn't know the real purpose
For he doesn't know who Real God is

For him, God is always on our side
Yes He does, always waiting for you
For him, God could understand these all
Yes, He always understands way around

For him, one-minute prayer is enough
But God wants a heart to heart communication
For him, simple worship is enough
But God wants a heart of real worship

But for him, it was just a big lie of life
It contradicts everything to his set of principles
He even neglects the convection of love and truth
Then, I wonder how could God love this person so much.

— The End —