Tick
   Tick
           Tick
                      Tick
Does it count my heart beats
    Or the time I have left
I pray
For it to tick a little faster
Tick
        Tick
           Tick
                   Tick
The sun sets slowly
Does it too wish to go back to when it first rose?
      But also wish
To be at the end already?
Tick
   Tick
           Tick
                   Tick
It follows me everywhere
Could it let me be for a second?
Let me breathe
In silence

I don't think you know
Just how many
Times I've checked my phone, so
Excited to see
If you've seen
My text but the screen
Flashes back at me
And I'm already
Aware
Of the fact that you
Don't care
As much as I do
But still I know you're online.
It's just that your time
Can never be mine.

An infinity passes,
and it's only been,
seven minutes,
forty two seconds.

An infinity passes,
and it's only been,
seven minutes,
forty two seconds.

"life is tick boxes and notes.
i am guilty of loving stationery."

to the girl who still hasn't taken a shower
because it hurts to be clean and still feel so ***** inside

who spends all her money on the things she hates about herself
and wonders why she can't stop

i wonder why i can't stop