Today i say goodbye to all that happened with me in the past,
Past where you were by my side, making me smile after our worst fights.
I say goodbye to the promises that we made,
Where the walls were painted all blue, the blues in which i am still swimming,
I say goodbye to the coffee cups,those caffeine are still in my nerves,
I say goodbye to the joint we rolled, feeling like I am writing on that same paper,
Today I say goodbye to our room, in which I still sleep alone, where the bedsheet reminds me of you,
Today I say goodbye to our mutual friend, that pillow mate, where he knows all that happened between us.
But let me tell you, this is my room, which is calling me back,
I will visit again sometime, someday
But today I say goodbye to all.
-Shreya

I´m feeling lonely,
But why are u so clingy,
I am feeling unwanted,
But why are u complimenting,
Nobody wants me,
But why are u flirting,
I´m feeling ugly,
But why do u call me beautiful,
A hundreds of people can call me beautiful,
But being unwanted from that one person can harm deeply,
It´s unlogical, but its overpowering.

They say, words hurt the most.
Is it?
Actions can even hurt more,
Seeing somebody dancing with someone else,
Seeing everybody together while u are alone,
Seeing the cold hard truth, that nobody´s calling u
Seeing all the love that is given, but not to you,
Seeing ur dreams crumble into pieces,
What does a word even mean,
If all these actions show you the cold hard truth,
Words can be a lie, an act of insecurity,
But actions,
They´ll let you crumble.

Can´t help thinking about what we could be
I will always think about the opportunity
Possibility that we could have been a thing,
You and I together
Creating magical moments,
You and me against the world,
You proving me wrong,
That I ain't less,
That I am someone,
That I am special,
But that didn't happen..