FaceTime Unavailable. Leave a Message Hey, it’s me, just saying ****.... Hey, just wanted to check up o..... Hi, I really miss yo...... Just saying what’s u....... I’m constantly bombarded by thoughts of you I wake up .... You I go to class.... You I study.... You But I still can’t understand Why I’m not over.... You Yes. Was the word I said when you asked me to be yours. When you said I want you to be mine Out was where we went , no matter the time. I’d go out with you over and over and over again because i never wanted the time with you to end Unlimited Was how I felt when you held me in your arms, when I called and you’d always answer . When I knew i could rely on you to be the answer but Somehow, over time, I began to think I was not the answer. Multiple Choice but I was not the right choice, I was the choice that’s so close to right it made it difficult for you to decide But you decided that you were willing to be almost right to be with me and I didn’t appreciate that til your heart. Your mind. Your thoughts. Your time. Left Me Read That word has become so familiar now Read Has become a common response to me now I fight for your attention Your time Your affection I fight for the right to my thoughts My attention But I’m losing Connecting...... FaceTime Unavailable I see you. Talking to her Her could be a stranger Her could be a mutual friend Her could be your someone close But her isn’t me, so it could be anybody But I want to be her What is it about our past relationship that is keeping me hooked Why do I feel like I am not free I know I don’t want a relationship I know what you’re probably going to tell the next girl the next her but. I don’t care.
I'm still dreaming about you I never pictured this outcome You're like a nightmare That I can't wake up from So many words wasted On poems written about you I never wanted any of this I hope you're haunted too Get out of jail free Should not exist As partners in crime You also deserve this I'm drowning in guilt There is no remedy You can leave a person in the past But you can never erase the memory
I don't know why I love this game so much It got me tangled into situations That even I could never imagined.
I guess this is my consequences Of trying to figure out the difficult Of trying to lighten up the dark Of trying to mend what's broke Of trying to lift what's drown. Maybe I did play with fire And I'm loving the way you burn me.
When you call me up Saying you need me I came running to you. And the moment When I want us to stay You'd left for someone else.
When I want to talk You'd shout and walk away, When I needed you You'd ingore and shut me up. Isn't this so toxic? This love is complicated, But I guess it never was, Since there's only one that loved The other one thought she wasn't enough.
And just when I'm out of air Saying baby you suffocate me and you're the air I breathe. This is our endgame, Baby I won't say "please stay".
My heart melts like candle wax, Its sorrow only stax, My heart was made of solid gold, But it has began to grow cold, Everything i have done, Every heart i wish that i had won, But all i am is all alone, My helplessness has only grown.
Broken Hearts can be Mended. But melted hearts are soullessly blended