I want to be your best friend
Hold your hand until the end
Laugh with you until we can't breathe
And then we start again

When I see you I smile
When you leave I look at the clock and wish I could fast forward the dial
Being with you makes my life worth while

Its not that I need you, you see
Its that I want to love you unconditionally
The way you feel in my arms and when your lips touch mine,
Its more than I could every describe online.

You're so shy and sweet,
And I'm so not
I'm sweet, but not shy bone in my body
Not even a drop

That's the best part about you and I,
We're so different, but so the same
Its so cute and even a little lame

How much I care for you in this short time,
I just never want it to end.

I could take your hand
But then I would restrain you.
And why would I want to do that?
You’re so perfect you should be free.
I could draw hearts on your skin
But then it’d be as though you branded mine
And why would I want to do that?
You’re beautiful even without me there.
I could swim through your veins, dance in your eyes
But then I’d be trapped and invisible to you
And why would I want to do that?
You’re too special to waste from on the inside.
I could have you like in consummation,
But then we’d have ruined all that could be
And why would I want to do that?
You’re worth too much to just take and not give.
I could tell you I love you
But then you’re placed second to me
And why would I want to do that?
You’re always going to finished tied with me
I could marry you and clasp your hands in rings
But then you’d be, by statute, legally mine
And why would I want to do that?
You’re not the zoo animal destined to wilt.
Why make us apart-of when we’re grand wholes alone
Neither are we halves-of or the other’s-better
When we could be two, with lives of our own,
Standing, by divided love, beside and together.

I never chose to be heartless
My heart broke, I just couldn't keep the peaces
I Never thought anyone could ever mend it
To myself I thought "what's the use of keeping something broken?"
I lost hope..... My mind was filled with hatred, I turned into a lier, a busted ,a **** ,a hypocrite, a traitor you name it... Just to get my revenge ,everyone was a victim I just didn't care, I knew I wasn't fair But it eased the pain When you and I met ,no lie I got your name. On the list too But you were different,you got me patient,got rid of the fatuous me.... Then you gave me your heart ,gave me Hope, taught me how to love Without knowing I was deeply falling for you My heart grew fonder,started caring ,feeling,loving..... couldn't believe it Thought my mind was playing tricks on me It wasn't I was in love once again.........

Do you know how many girls see you
and can't help but fall in love?
Now I'm just another number,
in a sea of women pining for your affections.
But if there's even a chance of you feeling the same,
I think I'll run and hide instead of having to face the fame.

I love your goofy smile
and the way your eyes hide behind your glasses when you're tired.

I love the deep rasp in your voice
and the small hairs that you let grow on the bottom of your chin.

I love your big belly laugh
and the way you talk about music like it saved your soul.  

I love the way you hold me in your muscled arms to say hello
like you never wanna let me go.

I love the way you look at me
like I'm the only other person in the room with you.

I hate that you pretend to have it together
when I know that you're just putting on some fake persona.

I hate the desperation and pain behind your green-checked eyes
and that only I can see that they are calling out for help.

I hate when it's mentioned
that you can get your fair share of girls without even trying.

I hate that I feel guilt
because you're the first and only I've noticed since I feel in love with him.

I hate that I don't know
if a fire started when we met for you like it did for me.

We were perfect yesterday. Making up for lost time and affection.  
Bridging a widening gap we could both feel.
We ate, but as picky as you are..who knows.
We indulged in happy hour at nearby restaurant.  
Talked to our friends.  
Hung all over each other.

I loved the way you looked at me. I glittered in your eyes.
I shivered when you ran your hands up and down my legs, grabbing my hand.
And I still get so nervous to have you so close to me.
Like you'll shatter if I touch you first.

When I took you home, it was magical.
Our embraces were more than physical.
We continually lost ourselves in each other.
Had to actively pull back into the real world, lest we forget the sound of cicadas and pretend the rooftop of my car was a bed.
I throbbed for you, so hard it was painful.
Biting my lip kept me from becoming an animal.
When you kissed me, and your hands found themselves holding my face, my body dissipated.

All that was left existed for you.
To keep your lips against mine, your body melded to me, slipping perfectly into place
It was a whirlwind of raw emotion.
You caused a dizziness, glazed over my vision.

It was hard to walk back down the stairs.
My steps were concentrated so I wouldn't fall on my face.
I don't remember the drive home because you consumed my thoughts.  
You're invading me.
Dancing along  my soul and tearing down my barriers.
I can't get over the shock.

Your kiss is invigorating
Strong like a numbing wave crashing overhead
Followed by the beating sun grazing my tingling skin
A perfect moment
Something I could linger in