Thoughts racing inside my mind Wishing you were here to help calm the tide Though how could you possibly know What I’m feeling so deep inside
I toss and I turn Laying awake at night Feeling so helpless Just wishing I had the might
To tell you how I feel To tell you how much I care To tell you that I’m here for you But sadly I do not dare
These thoughts inside my head They wish to come out To express what’s in my heart To tell you what I’m all about
But I digress and go inward Afraid of what you might say or do I’ve barely spoken to you as of late And I wonder if it all fell through
When I message I barely get a response And I start to worry if I did something wrong My tears are starting to stain my cheeks As I curl up in a ball listening to this song
I want to talk to you about so much To laugh and cry and joke around To feel like I matter once again But it seems that I’m only home bound
So I lie here writing this song Wishing I could tell you so much How I miss the fun we had And how I feel the feel of your touch
But I digress and go inward Afraid of what you might say or do I’ve barely spoken to you as of late And I wonder if it all fell through
I curl up tight in a ball And cry my tears till they don’t fall I try my best to give you space But the more I do I feel out of place
I want your hand intertwined with mine As I stare into those gorgeous eyes Caress your face and hold you tight So you know that I’ll keep you safe
