Do you know what it's like to date a boy for a month then his mom tells him to break up with you? I do Do you know what it feels like to have your heart broken even more then you thought it would? I do Do you know what it's like to have your ex say to you "I wanted to tell you right away but I waited to break up with you"? I do Do you know what it feels like to have your best friend start dating your ex when you still love him? I do Do you know what it's like to worry about going back to school and seeing them together dating and possibly kissing? I do do you know what it feels like to have crying attacks and have your mom hug you and you can't stop crying because he hurt you so much? I do Do you know what it's like to be scared to go back to school and be scared of seeing him? I do Do you know what it's like to walk to your next class to find out he is in that class with you? I do Do you know what it's like to stay in that class and pretend to be okay only to lie so you can leave because you can't be in the same room with him? I do Do you know what it's like to run to find a teacher who knows about the problem after leaving the classroom about him being in the same class as you? I do Do you know what it's like to breath heavy once you get out of the classroom and when you find a teacher you fumble with your words trying to explain only to burst out crying uncontrollably? I do
Do you know what it feels like to have a broken heart...... I do
UPDATE: i JUST learnt that his parents wanted him to break up with me because i'm AUTISTIC which is hypocritical because they have another son who is auticic like ***
yeah this happened and i'm one year older then him he is one grade lower then me and....... his mom is a ***** um my "friend" is like what two maybe three years older them him and his mom was like "your 15 your too young to be in a relationship" so she's NOT fine with me dating him but she;s fine with HER dating him ******* *******
It’s sad because she wore a white dress as she said goodbye to him letting him go, finally. When she should’ve worn a white dress as she was walking down the aisle already practicing her I do. It’s sad because she paired it with tears that carried her crystalline pain when she should’ve paired it with her biggest smile carrying her most genuine happiness It’s sad because she was ready with her “I do” But not with her “goodbye.” It’s just sad because he could’ve said his I do But now, he couldn’t even whisper his goodbye. He didn’t see her in her white dress and he was gone before the happiest day of their lives before the day he’s been waiting for all his life. It’s sad that he’s gone forever while she’s in her white dress with the smallest hope that this was only a dream. And it’s simply tragic that their story ended before they even began a new beginning. That her white dress is the closest thing to what could’ve been.
I actually had this idea as a story, not a poem. But I was too lazy to even write a short story.