Someone has suddenly come into my life,
I don’t know the reason why,
All I know is that it feels great
These feelings can’t go away for now.
With joy I start my day
Since his good morning text I read
After each “Good night” with peace I go to sleep
I wasn’t expecting one for a while
But I couldn’t be happier with another guy
It’s for the little details of imperfection that I have fallen
I love this guy to the moon and back
I am glad God chose him,
It feels like if he came right down from heaven
He has so much spirit and passion for love
He really adores the indescribable Son of God
I have no idea about what the future has in store for us
But the very best I wish for the both of us
Not only success we’ll reach
But happiness and love we’ll find
Maybe we are the ones until forever meant to be
I could not be happier with anyone else by my side
I only love you to the moon and back

As you read your favorite book
Your fingers caress the spine
Your eyes drift from page to page and
I wonder if you can tell how much the words admire your voice;
A symphony of wants and needs
My eyes never laid on something as
peaceful as the sight before me,
And my thoughts grip at the image hoping to embed it into the back of my mind
To cherish it
To play it back whenever the world seems harsh, rough

I wanted him to hold me as I cried an ocean and wept a sea.
I wanted so desperately to feel something other than this loneliness clutching and clawing at my chest but,
I lost it.
I lost the voice within me that made sense and the one that didn't and now I am all alone in this godforsaken darkness that continues to stab at me with all the memories I can't seem to shake off.
Am I as much of a burden to you, as I am to myself?
I wanted him to tell me everything was Okay. I wanted that so badly,
but he's not mine.
You're not mine, either.
The words are all I have and I can't seem to translate them into anything other than heartbreak.
I'm unsure as to how I could possibly trust, when all the pieces I handed you were left on the ground, neglected.
I wanted him to hold me, because he seemed like the type of safety that I looked for.
He looked like safety and everything that could possibly pull me out of my own sadness.
I hope he's nothing like you.
He's a breath of fresh air in this polluted, corrupt world.
He's so much more than all I am.
I think if he ever let me near him, I'd graze his skin with whatever poison resides in me.
I lost it all, even myself, I hope I don't lose him.