Woven into words of disillusion the prospect
of those that undo the considerations of my
breath. I want to silence every motion that
gives them substance to drag me to desolation.

In the reasoning of my continuation, I see it
as a stalemate of the affliction that is seeded
within me. But the pressures of reality are
dwindling to the choosing of words on paper.

I was pulled beneath the statements of others
wishes, but within my solitude a vocal theme
kept me above the surge of nothingness. Indebted
to that one voice that said "I'm always here for you,

*"A friend is a moment that can keep our feet of the
ledge of despair, words are anchors that keep us strong,

As i fall into the wring of fire
My rage will explode
Out of me
My mind is still there
My tactic will be unmatched
In the end
The devil may cry

One thing is for sure
I may not survive
But it's been one hell of a ride
You and I

Breaking my own heart hurt
But breaking yours was worse
You trusted me and had faith
The faith you had in me diyed
The moment I broke your trust

I would go to you for comfort
But you don't want to talk to me
I don't even deserve you anymore
I'm numbed by the teribal things
The teribal things I did to you

friendship was once so real,I felt it but one day it suddenly disappeared into horizons not even birds could fly too.

Real friends don't let you hide your emotions from them
Real friends don't let you give them the silent treatment
Real friends don't judge when you're acting crazy
Real friends don't disappear when someone else comes along
Real friends don't join in rumor-spreading
Real friends don't ignore you for the rest of the clique
Real friends don't walk away when you're most vulnerable
Real friends don't let you sit alone
Real friends don't pick others over you
Real friends don't exist

if it's not me then don't take me.

i have grown into a person,
unreliable, unhealthy, and selfless
throwing knives through each breath
but underneath the ***** skin i am in,
if it's not me, then don't take me.

my fingerprints are all over the news
one said i killed you, one said you killed me
there was no other way, but to wait
into the darkness
we both created.

i have confessed
with every count of blood cells inside my veins
there was no turning back
until you did
and you brought me -

i woke up, naked, in the middle of the night
in the middle of a deserted road,
it was empty, no cars, no grass, no walls, no us
just me, just you. i waited for you to say it
but you made me wait -

you said the words i needed to hear
you uttered every syllable the way i imagined
and right now,
how i wish i didn't, because
if you're not going to take me, then don't take me.

if its not me, don't play with me.
don't tell me you will, and then stop

like how would you feel
if this
will e-










nd right here?

if you're not going to take me wholly, then don't.

if its not me, then don't take me.

The summer sunshine
lights up imagination.

Friendship is endless,
without natural deceit.

Share my endless acceptance.