There are days when I want to give up
I want to leave so I don't have to deal with you I want to cry But I don't think you deserve to win You don't deserve my tears You don't get to become 'famous' on my account You deserve friends who are as ****** as you You deserve to be brought up under a fake name You deserve everything that's coming to you Cause Karma's a *****
It stings to sit at a table with you
and know you are trying to pull my friends away It stings to sit 3 feet away from you and no one at the table is going to acknowledge me It stings to think that you had my heart and you threw it away for someone who dumped you after a week It stings to look back on us and our good times and realize I wasn't happy It stings to know you still have a pull on my life and I don't want you anywhere near me anymore It stings so much and you're still putting lemon in the hole you put in my back when you stabbed me
Sometimes I wonder why none of my friends talk to me anymore
Then it hits me You drove them all away
I really thought this would have ended differently Just because we’re not friends Doesn’t give you the right to be ****** And sometimes people **** up And sometimes things don’t work out But people are still people And they deserve to be treated with Respect How would you feel If you were treated like **** From an ex-friend Just because we’re not friends Doesn’t mean our mutual friends Can’t spend time with me The world doesn’t revolve around you It doesn’t revolve around me It revolves around the sun And I promise you You will never be the sun
Hack, hack, hack
At my memories. Tear at them to show my face. Follow me like a lost soul to torment me in my place. All it's doing is making it worse for One, Two, Three, Four, Five. How many more? I can count but I can never undue your raveling. Can you embellish your pride, when you have no one to turn to? Such a pity, such a pity it is of how you've become so petty. A beautiful being so divine falling from so high. Sorry highness, I won't be there to catch you this time. Not after a betrayal that measures up to my height and above the clouds. Not even the gods can save us, from something that can turn so loud. I will bow one last time, Maybe blow one last kiss. But I will never give one last chance.
This was written in a time when I was having tough times with friends in my life. I've grown from then and I want this to be a mark of me moving on. Hopefully this helps somebody.
Don't Think about her smile.
Don't Think about her laugh. Don't Think about the way she hugs you. Don't Think about all the good times you had together. Don't Think about the way you love her. Because she will Never love you in the same way.
This is about a friend that treats me like ****
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