Thinking back
Back to those dark days
Where I didn't think
I'd ever live to be 30
To get married
To even get a boyfriend
Thinking back to the day
I would harm myself
To ease the pain
Just for a little while
To the days I'd cry and cry
In the shower
So it wasn't obvious
To the days
I didn't think there was a way out
Of this dark hole
Called depression
But now
I've still gotten bullied
I'm 16
And still going strong
I have the most amazing best friend
I could ever ask for
This guy that was merely a stranger
I knew of him for five years
And we never spoke
But now he protects me
Keeps me safe
Makes sure I'm okay
Won't let me sleep
If I'm upset
Won't let me sleep til
He's made sure everything's okay
And he's bid me goodnight
My best friend stands up for me
Like no one ever has
She doesn't just stand beside me
And watch me get torn down
She speaks up
For what she believes in
The most opinionated annoying person
Who has a lot to say
But somehow she never gets old

i don't have much to give, but i don't care for gold
what use is money, when you need someone to hold?
don't have direction, just rolling down this road
waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold....

you'll never know the rainy nights, the rhyming of the rain,
or how it feels to fall behind and watch him call his name

pack up and leave everything, don't you see what i can bring
cant keep this heart beating hard at bay
set my mid night sorrow free
i will give you all of me
just leave your lover, leave him for me
leave you lover, leave him for me.

we sit in bar and raise our drinks to growing old
oh, i'm in love with you and you will never know,
but if i can't have you i want this world alone
spare you the rising storms and the rivers flow
you never know the endless nights, the rhyming of the rain
or how it feels to fall behind and watch you call his name

pack up and eave everything, don't you see what i can bring
can't keep this beating heart at bay,
set my midnight sorrow free
i will give you all of me
just leave your lover, leave him for me
leave your lover, leave him for me.
leave you lover,  leave him for me.

She is not weak, she is not fragile.
She is the wind before the storm, she is the tide before the wave.
Respect the girl with lightning in her palms and tsunamis in her veins.
She is as precise and delicate as the details in her eyes, she is as deadly as the weather she causes.

Your contentious,
Ditzy,
Air-Headed,
Very sui generis,
You are my best friend.

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