i kept my promise
and loved you more
than there were
stars in the sky

you said you loved me
all the way to the moon
but that love never
came back down
to earth
2/25/2019

Why do you want
To do those things
I want you don't
But I can't
Because you're not here
You're always in me
You said you want
But I know you
You don't want to
Please stay
Don't leave
Come with us
Join classes again
We will make you laugh
You will make us laugh
Don't stay there forever
You will not
You have to come back
Do it for me
You don't know how much I miss you
You really don't
I've cried for you
Don't leave me alone
Please come back
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is there ever a point in life that we are
not wanting to go back
and not wanting to go forward?

I sat
       staring,
           at the wall.
                   Pleading,
                             for how
                                   life was
                                           before.

every now and then i think about myself
about who i should become, do i need help?
every night i feel like i should start again
but each day feels like it would never end
when everything else falls apart
i'll just retreat inside my heart
and push you all away
one day, i'll be okay
i'll be okay