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leinstinct Sep 2016
Yes i am
So long lost
Try to find
Meaning on my life alone
It is no depression
I don't believe in that ****
It is no" suicidal tendency"
Life is meant to be lived and happily
It is more of a confusion
More of a too much going on
More of a nice battle
More of a looking forward to the war
More of a learning period
That is where i am at
Lost confused but glad i am
leinstinct Aug 2016
Oh you and I
It sounds so nice
We could we should
But can't is an option too
I can't  belive how cruel is our destiny
How could we be?
If it is all against you and me
leinstinct Aug 2016
People complaining think they know it all

Objectively talking there is no such as love

But
feelings and needs
Wants and dreams

Everything so beautiful it's part of the trip

Special comes from species
As
We all come to be
No one is on trial
We have the right to be free
leinstinct Aug 2016
Don't ask me how i do
I do not really know

Just want to sleep it off
Im always better on my own

The vibes of the mostly fakes
And being held captive like on a cage

Rebelty my only escape
Art what feeds my vibrant  soul

I know nothing about anything
I do not really want to know

The truth it's so deceiving
Leaving you all on your own

It's hard to just stop thinking
And easy to over think

I was happy with no discipline
Happy when i seemed free

I was happy on my independence  
With people pure like me

Crashing back to my reality
Realising so many truths

What i have is not what i really want
What i need seems to not exist

I should leave it all behind
But the easy way is no perpetual bliss
leinstinct Aug 2016
Come back to my senses
A withdrawal for my thoughts
Exiled from infinity
Outcasted by your love
Alone with a sensation of what it could have been
Then fell into demention
No coming back from that  it seems
Addiction a life partner stronger day by day
From the drinking to the smoking to the drugs i always crave
The happenings of happiness
The happenings of life
It all moves with such intensity
All happens much too fast
At the end just all the memories
The moments and the love
Nothing else that matters
Nothing else we have
leinstinct Aug 2016
She fell into my life without a prior notice
Her heart is made of shine and all she gives is glory
NOT to idolize but she is the nearest to perfection
More than i ever wanted her soul is pure connection
For you
Only for you
I would
leave my wife my children and my mistress
leinstinct Jul 2016
When you reached a destination at the ends of the earth
And life has given you troubles you could easily amend
When you acumulated the wisdom of a million years
When your being has replaced all your fears
When caring has founda diffrent meaning
And your words have become a profecy for other beings
When love takes over and you realize the ultimate truth
The only thing that really matters and exists is love
leinstinct Jul 2016
Everything is dim
Someday we will all just fade away
Leaving no sign of our existance
But the legacy we portray
Our gift to humanity
Our gift to the universe
That has breeded us with such mercy
A miracle in the making
leinstinct Jun 2016
Few to none
All to more
They are aware
Of my love afair
How it was fake
How bad i was
The **** i was
The **** i am
The feelings i felt
But cowardice took me apart

I take all blame i broke you up
It seems like bagage was all i had

Seemed not to care for your perfect self
Seemed not to give but still expect

Such a person i had to be
To become the person I'm meant to be
All the ******* you had to take
Cuz maybe you loved and cared  

But here i am renewed at your feet
No way of contact
Many years later i seek
A chance i know i don't deserve
A clue that you remember and care
A last advice now meant for you
A little time to show you
That i evolved
That i am new
That i did care
Care about you  
That i know i love
I love you
leinstinct Jun 2016
To
To all the purpose i will have
To never change but evolve in some way
To all the words i could not find
To all the memories i tend to forget
To all the thoughts that destroy my mind
To hope i found in everywhere
To the one i was the one i am
To all the people i thought i loved
To all the things i could not say
To all the moments that fade away
To chances lost and chances found
To sharing life love and peace
To every perfect including life and me
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