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Yule Feb 2017
You'll never know
the pain and sorrow
I feel from loving you
Much more than the chance
of getting near you
as I float outside planet Earth
Though I'll keep wandering
I'll continue to jump
across space and time
Just to get a glimpse of you
I've yet to accept my fate
that you are a star
far from my grasp
and I'm merely a girl
admiring you from afar,
the one who continues
to shine brighter
each passing day
Keep on shining, love
as I stay here on earth
Let me just wish for you
as we're galaxies apart
how many words does it take to let my love reach you?

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
If only I could whisper
All the things I want to convey
All the feelings I kept
In my fragile heart
All the love I have for you

I would want to tell
the whole world
how much you mean to me
how much of a beautiful human being you are
But I’d rather keep quiet
and tell it all to you
Besides, you’re already my world

Though I could only pray at night
when it gets dark
But your thoughts, they comfort me
and your voice lessens
the creeping voices in my head

Oh, I could only sound asleep
Every night
Wishing that you knew
In the midst of silence
It is you whom I want to fill it with
I still pray for you, dear. | 3:41 am

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
I have a feeling
that we were once lovers
from a forgotten time

Only that we’ve restarted
When we crossed the light
Or at least, yours have
your soul cannot recall | 170219; 12:14 pm

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Now I know how the Moon feels
being in love with the Sun
As much as it hurts from its heat and rays
The Moon kept admiring it, still
As much as they cannot be together
It still hopes as they are in the same sky
Only, she knows too well,
they could never ever meet
you are my sun

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
You are my muse
the pigment in my hues
You bring me meaning
but sometimes the heart
can be deceiving

I'm risking myself from falling
but the more I resist
The further that I fall

The way your eyes shine
and the radiance in your smile
sends shivers down my spine

Your voice so melliflous
your laugh so vigorous
But I promise you darling
it's not just your skin
it's not the only reason
there's more about you
so much more
that I adore

Your flaws
your insecurities
seems to pass me by
I love you

I love your everything
Everything about you seems fitting
And this is what I am feeling
You're my everything

I cannot deny it any longer
Is it safe to say?

You've been haunting me
day by day
in my thoughts
and in my heart
you stayed
Accepting that I love you
was all I had to admit...

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
As I am looking at the stars above
I wonder what you might be doing
I wish to each, I wish you'll be seeing
the scattered pieces I laid, my love

I'll then ask the one in charge of this all
"why is it only me that must fall?"
In these silent prayers,
am I the only one who cares?

I'll then ask if I could be one with them
At least by then, I can look after you
and give you light,
maybe by then I can shine
As I am etched upon the night sky
Will I shine by then?
Just like what you asked me...
which I have failed to do.

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
I miss you so much,
even if we haven't met before
You don't even have
the slightest clue of who I am
And I am not even sure
you'll get to know at all
should I just accept our fate?

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
matagal ko na rin 'tong iniisip
hangga't maaga pa, ako'y bibitaw na
dahil alam ko una pa lang
sa huli ako'y masasaktan

masakit man para sa akin
pero bakit ba hindi ko kayang tanggapin?
na ako at ako lamang ang nagmamahal
na ako lamang ang maghihintay ng ka'y tagal

alam kong dapat hindi ko 'to iisipin
dapat wala na akong dapat hangarin
na higit pa sa dapat kong damdamin
dahil kahit kailanman
alam kong hindi mo ito maibabalik

pilit man kitang layuan
ako yung mas nahihirapan
bakit ba ganyan ang iyong mga titig?
lalo tuloy akong nasasabik...

bakit nga ba hindi ka pwedeng maging akin?

eng trans:
I've been thinking about this for a while
As soon as possible, I should let go
Cause from the start, I know
I'll get hurt in the end

It hurts for my part
but why can't I accept it?
that it is me, and only me that keeps on loving you
that it is only me that will have to wait for too long

I know I shouldn't be thinking of this
I shouldn't even yearn for more
for something greater than I should feel
Because I know that you'll never return it

I tried to keep my distance
But it is me that's suffering
Why are your stares like that?
I'm getting more eager...

**why isn't it possible for you to be mine?
I am yours but you're never mine
Ako'y sayo pero hindi *ka sa akin*

*kita pagmamayari* is a better translation for this...
also, translating this is kinda hard

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
It seemed harder
the more that I avoid you
It is just too late
to even think of escaping
I'm already a captive
from your unwavering light
*how can I even let you go?
loving you hurts already
but I love you, still

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Your every move
seems to catch my eye
And your warmth
draws me closer to you

I want to touch your hand
to see if it fits into mine
I want to touch your face
to see your eyes flutter

I yearn for your touch
I dread to hear your voice
and for you to be beside me

All I want is for you to sing
lullabies in these cold nights

But we could only meet
in a place called my head
As I drift off into sleep
In my dreams, we meet again
so far from my grasp...

{nj.b}
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