There were things in her line of fire
She would not touch
But I
I was not one of them
When she got to you
That was it
She'd chew you up
Swallow you
And then **** you out
So you could see her beautiful insides
And when you came out
You were never the same

Line by line
I dissect you
Embrace your mind
Pick at your soul
Your dark past
Your changing present
Your beautiful flaws
Your regrets
I am trying to learn
Each crevice of your eye lid
Each stretch mark on your side
Every freckle and bump
And current bruise
And when I think I know it all
That's not possible
I'll never know enough about you

The teacher says something about intestines
I try not the listen
Talk about peoples insides
Makes me uncomfortable
And reminds me
We are all the same
I look around the room
Does the boy with the baseball cap squirm in his seat too?
Does the girl with the sweater want to escape this room too?
Are their thoughts as demented as mine?
I enter a manic state
There is no escape other than
To just feel

Melancholy skies
This morning
Foreshadowing
My ****** day

A rude disposition
What is he thinking
What makes him act the way he does
The coffee drips
Drip drip drip
He's off to school
I feel guilty
Why does he act this way
I get so angry
Sometimes

We got bagels and coffee
Ate in silence
Peaceful perfect
Every now and then our eyes met
Neither of us said a word
Somehow ended up back in bed
Her clothes off
Mine still on
It wasn't ******
I didn't yearn for her like I did last night
I just wanted to feel her soft skin
On my finger tips
And smell her body
And hope she wanted to do the same
To me one day

Cool mist
Hits my pale face
I'm cold
"I know" she says
"I'm indecent" I say
She takes off her blouse
Button after button
It was endless
I could watch her remove her blouse
Forever
The fog filled the air
I heard a dog bark in the distance
I could see street lights
And her
Street lights
And her
And her