I wake up every morning
my heart for you is yearning
but your love I will never know
because for you I had to go
put on that uniform everyday
while you're on your knees to pray
I'd kiss your cheek and say good bye
then put on my wings so I could fly
I knew you couldn't see me
but I still tried to make you happy
Watching over you
making sure your sky stayed blue
I said I'd never leave
and I never did, so please believe
I may have passed beyond your touch
but I still love you oh so much
So please show me that grin
because I'll see you once again

Bound by the worldly verity
I look up to you with woe
You comfort me at times
When friends have turned foe

My love affair with you
Isn't like the rest
Cos a night with you
Puts all else to test

Your love is pensive
Unpretentious and rich
Takes me to paradise
No questions, no hitch

And when I lose myself
You lure me again
To a dose too many
With that ignorance you feign.

I wake up in relic
In awe and in lust
I know not this world, but you
In alcohol I trust!!

When I was ten, I was given a purple pill
I took it twice a day, without complaints
Doctors said it would make all well
But it made me pale and slightly faint
Little did they expect, the pain started to spread
The disease was no longer concentrated in my chest
Just two more months until I was supposed to be dead
My parents made plants to put me to rest
Somehow, years passed and my health improved
But I write this to you with an IV in my hand
Knowing that my illness with never be fully removed
And I wonder why life will never go as planned

I need to escape
The grave weight of my shadow
It always haunts me

And you, so blinded by your lust, forget to love.