**** you.

I crave your every inch
In the most innocent way

I miss being in love with you.
I miss lighting up every time you came into the room.
I miss the feel of your skin against mine.
I miss feeling like our souls connected every time we touched.
I miss reaching for your hand and not being able to keep the silly smile off of my face.
I miss late night conversations that would go on and on because we had so much to talk about.
I miss writing letters to you
I miss getting letters from you.
I miss the look in your eyes when you said “I love you.”
I miss the million conversations we held with just our eyes.
I miss the look that passed between us every time we dropped into perfect harmony.
I miss hearing you sing.
I miss hearing you laugh.
I miss the easy way we talked about forever.
Life dropped an atomic bomb on our picture-perfect future. My heart shattered in the blast and I’m still infected by the fallout.
I’m sorry.
I miss you.

Seeing your glistening rays pouring through my windows,
Allows me to feel this indescribable emotion of excitement,
Seeing you lighting up the dullness of the sky,
Allows me to see you at your full potential,
Seeing you slowly fade away into the horizon,
Allows me to sense what it feels to be ignored and lonely,
Seeing you trying to make your light always a present event in my life,
Allows me to smell what pure,cruel desperation is,
Seeing you allowing the moon to have an existence,
*Allows me to know deep inside my unworthy heart what love is.

Be in peace, not in pieces

Don't trust the idea that being alone
is the reason you're miserable.

No one can heal your scars
if they're on the inside.

You may have died young,
        but as long as
        my words live,

*You will never grow old.