I am not of darkness, but i'm in the dark.
If I am not lost, I am slowly losing it.

As the Babylonians babel on, i wander on,
lost while wondering when the future shall fall.

Shalom, shalom,
and into the night of day we go.
each with flame that flutters and fluctuates amidst the noise of reality,
certain to ignite a side to the worlds duality.

there is a lost freedom in this land,
and if we are but angels
we are but angels at war with God with gods.
and if we are but gods
we are as foolish as they come.

is this darkness on the dawn?
shadow in the night,

find the light

find the light

find the light.

Even I whose soul is as the night can love its loving bright.

See beyond the pain
Look past the scars
Reach into darkness
With a guiding light

Help me forget torment
Heal me from my suffering
Come touch my heart
Repair the shattered pieces

Comfort me through nightmares
Show me if love still exists
Lead me away from Hell
So this phantom may live again

"I hate you!"
"You're a *******!"
"*******"
"No one loves you"

Do I love you?
I don't care.
Well, okay.
I don't love you.

I've grown numb
I'm an outcast
I'm lost

Please help me
Find me in this dark world
Save me

I've grown so numb that I don't even know the taste of **** because I've taken too much.

**** it , I can't help it
Every time i see you
My butterflies build me up again
My daydreams go crazy once again
And yet i can't even mutter a simple 'hello'

Oh its mothers day!
I want to celebrate this
in a lovely way
When I was kid
She used to rock my bed
She used to comb my head
She did what ever I ask
I was taken to bask
Dealing with me was
a big task
Oh its mothers day
I want to celebrate this
in a lovely way!
But god took her away
I wish if she could stay
Oh god! I need her back
On this special day..
Im going to pray!
----de3pak