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my heart was an open book
full of blank sections
and searching for meaning
I filled it with questions

I looked for connections
or some explanation
I looked for letters
and I found punctuation
 Nov 2019 solace and sorrow
Nylee
Every good is dying species
It is rare to find something nice.
It is too late in the living
And I have stopped believing.

There is a creep around every corner
Comes out when naive comes closer,
Changes them to face harsh facts
No one's innocence is intact.

It is lack of justice and law,
Not fast with many flaws.
Lack of security in many places,
discrimination in gender and races.

Everything to consider even,
Odd to think as human.
For a difference of opinion,
No need to show the gun.

Very easy to sit on sofa watching TV
No consequence and no liability
I say my thoughts out loud
I have lot to complain about.

Every beauty is filled with ugly
Covered up nicely
Beneath the skin, an unpleasant view
We sell the same old as brand new.
 Nov 2019 solace and sorrow
Linux
Hobbies are just sugarcoated,
we do them as we wait death.
Birthdays are just glorified,
it signifies that our time ticks too fast.  

I still don't get the point of existence,
if we'll all end up as wormed skeletons.
Life is just filled with questioned essence,
Anytime,  it will just end up.  

Why do we still need to live—
if anytime,  we die?
As the sky turns blue again
My mood rather won't
 Nov 2019 solace and sorrow
Linux
i am not a police
but i live in a crime scene.

every single day
i watch how my friends
turn into murderers,
as their lies flaunt into knives
and stab down the deep trench
inside my chest.  

every single hour
i watch how my friends
cloak into robbers,
as they steal my time
and take my efforts
for granted.  

every single minute
i watch how my friends
jell into rapists,
as they forcely push me
into the things i don't
and i'll never really want.  

every single second
i watch how my friends
whirls into demons,
as they drag me into their hell,
and frame me up
afterwards.  

i live in a crime scene
i'm not the police
because i'm always the victim
 Oct 2019 solace and sorrow
Nylee
I was never this vulnerable before,
with the increasing exposure
I feel it all the time
So coward and not confident at all.
The changes occured in these few years
have boosted up my lingering fears.
The world has changed,
while I'm still the same.
" "
I held my voice down
miming control
I let that silence
wrap up my soul
Your mood changes
Like the second hand on a clock
My hour hand keeps moving
But I just can't keep up
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