you make me sick, you selfish ****, you ******* *****.
just hit the bricks, you hypocrite, you *******, you idiot.
u mindless monster, u fill my heart with sorrow. spewing garbage like
theres no tomorrow. i dont need any negative vibes, im just trying to live
my life, i dont need any judgements, struggle or strife.  i dont need your arrogance.
or your put downs, always standing in my way, pulling me down with you with every
awful thing you say, what have i done, to anyone? im just searching for a better day.
im just trying to get by, im tired of crying, just want to feel safe and okay.

i dont want to cry anymore. i dont want to scream.
im tired of  living in doubt & fear, im so sick of being here.
i lay awake in bed until i slip into a bad dream.

thunder & lightning striking as i cry out your name,
but your nowhere to be found, all i can see is rain.
weak and weiry in a world so cold and dreary,
i will never be the same. broken by all of this pain.




i search for you, but only find more questions, pain and confusion.
stranded, abandoned, on this miserable plain that i have landed
tell me is this real? or just another illusion???

no we're not married,
but i'll love you untill i'm dead and buried.
just us against the world, no one can tair us apart.
you brought me out of the dark.

i love you in the rain, i love you in the sun,
i love you in a hurricane, you are the only one.
your smile is like a sunset, your laugh is like a song,
your heart feels just like home to me,
your kiss is like a symphony,
in your arms is where i belong.

your touch makes me blush, sometimes i feel like i cant breathe,
your love is the best gift i will ever recieve.

i promised you i'd go to the end of the world and back for you, but you drove me to the edge of a cliff. i held onto you, struggling as you pushed me harder and harder and closser and closser, you're my world but you make almost everyday feel like the apocalypse. i'm not strong enough anymore. and i'm terrified of what i might find at the bottom . you should be too. because when i fall off, i'm taking you with me.

evan peters,
your so fine.
i've seen your behind, atleast 4 times.
i think you should know that you're a dime.
will you be my valentine?

evan peters,
is one hell of a man,
he can even pull off lobster hands.
evan peters i am your  biggest fan.
i would love to tell you this over a can of spam.
but ****.
you're emmas man.

evan peters,
you're so fly,
you're bootylicious,i can't denie, to hell with shakira,
your hips do not lie,
american horror story, until the day i die!

here we go again,
another disaster,
my hope is fading, heart is breaking,
it's excruciating, my mind is racing,
faster and faster, tears are falling down,
like rain in a hurricane, i've been betrayed by my master.

here we go again,
i've discovered, another secret, hidden by my lover.
my superman is a liar, now it feels like i'm going crazy,
nothing and no one can save me, and all i do is suffer.

here we go again, praying to my savior,
descending into madness, turning to self destructive behavior.
here we go again, i feel like this will never end,
i just want to give in, again, my life is in danger.
staring into those eyes,
i wonder just how many times you've lied,
i wonder if i've been living with a stranger.

here we go again, another wound that refuses to mend,
and another reason not to trust you again,
my faith is wearing thin, but i pretend like i'm just fine,
but i promise you, i'm leaving,
if you cross the line one more time.