"write another poem"
he said a few weeks ago
I told him, "never again"
but I have thoughts I can't expose
life is much too short, you see
they say to enjoy each day
but I'm absolutely sorry
sometimes I think a different way
I'm not suicidal though
I love the life I live
the pain of seeing your loved one go
isn't one I intend to give
I don't know what these feelings are
or why I think this way
but like I've previously states
my plan for a while is to stay
some days I feel so trapped inside
my conscious, hear me out
I'm screaming through my blank stares
that you couldn't care less about
the life I live is beautiful
people, animals, flowers, rain
I'm happy but sometimes in ways
I think I'm mentally insane
I don't know what I'm saying
I'm too contradictory for such words
he asked me for this poem
but my thoughts are too absurd