I can never go home
Cause home is not real

Never was, a place where I felt safe
Just a building with exits
Just people who no longer exist
No safety or happiness

So why do I laugh at this
Cause it is better than
Crying out loud

I am not proud
I just never knew
The same truths as you

Home was a beautiful lie

So I say goodbye
Before I say hello
I say good night
And close out the show

Never was a home
So I stand out here
Alone in the cold

I think maybe

I gave too much

For too long

It feels like theres nothing

Left to take.

Nothing left to give.

And the center of my body

Where I  used to keep

Every whisper of love for you

For me. For everyone.

It just feels

Lighter.

It may be empty now.

But thats me now.

Nothing like before

But thats me now.

Now, the cold.

The cold doesn't hurt so much

I know you're wondering if my love
  Will stop flowering for you in time
   Never my love
You're probably thinking if you'll lose
   Your special place in this heart of mine
       Never my love
Why do you think this burning love will end
       Never my love
You think my feelings will change
     And become untrue
      Never my love
Why do you think this burning love will end
   When you know so well my need depends on you
     Never my love
I pledge to need you until time is no more
   Cherish you for now this life is complete
     Will I ever leave
         Never my love

What do we do now?
Break the silence please.
Could this get more emotional?
**** it together don't drop a tear
Don't let him sense your fear.
Cause they say fear makes you weak
But I'm so in love with you.
It hurts
I laugh the pain away sometimes
Do you even care how I feel?
Do you ever wonder if its real?
I cherish the fact that you're here, but I dwell on the fact that you can leave.
Take me with you wherever you may go.
Love me as hard as you can
Take me to a place that only we know
Erase my problems and I'll help you get rid of yours  
Together we we're something special
Together we we're forever.

we are grids and squares
some of us supporting figures
and the wires that make things work
we rely and we take
captivate and motivate
but are still unhappy with what we have
easily disheartened by the chances we get

live up to your expectations.
play your part.

Half of the night
Repines the eyes
It breaks into tears

Half of the day
Spent engrossing oneself
Into an empty fear

Half of the melody
Sung in despair
While the eyes peep out
Hoping that you'd hear

Half of the heart
Beats incautiously for an outlander
Who dwells inside

Half of the mind
Wishes to let go
That has ever or never been mine

Half of me almost
Bereft of life

Other half, around you still lays entwined!

If timing were as sweet,
as love is irrational*

It was the strongest, most painful thing I'd ever written.
So I crumpled it up in a ball and asked God to get it to
you for me

Because Lord knows
Lord, no,
I don't have that kind of strength

Summer days are here again,
Or is it my mind going insane?
The beautiful petals blossom in the sun,
The radiance of a beautiful one.

I can hear a voice whistle through the trees,
A voice of serene and a voice of peace,
That can quiet this troubled soul of mine,
A miracle only of God's design.

I see her smile in the cloud,
A sign that shows today isn't bad;
From you, a gentle touch,
To me, it wont be much.

The moon and stars watch from the sky,
I hope they send you to spy,
I will catch and squeeze u tight,
But i promise not to bite.