i want to scrub my skin so hard that
every single cell you've ever touched of me comes off
erase your number and all our pictures
unfriend you and never see your face
you had a place in my heart
and i would have broken every single bone in my body
just to fix every single piece of you

my throat is raw and hoarse whenever i say your name
you're like salt water that makes me gag
trigger my senses and i cannot stand you
i hate your face and all that you stand for
i deserved better and i loved you with all my heart
you knew that and you took advantage

i hate you so much
you took all the love in my heart
i opened up and you made yourself
the ink in my unwritten book

you are the definition of all that i cannot stand
and i want to thank you for teaching me that
i deserve better than how low you put me

i drank so much
alcohol powered over you
you said i was an addict
it was something
i couldn't get enough of
but then you couldn't
take the competition
was it you or the bottles?
you left and im alone
i stopped drinking
and i realize i wasn't
addicted to the alcohol
i was addicted to you

don't tell me you love me
when less than two hours ago
you were reaching out for her
and don't ******* tell me
you love me only when
she's not in the picture